Welcoming 2008

So today is the last day of 2007. New Year's Eve. 31st December 2007.

Today I'd like to recall all the things in 2007 that's great and totally unforgettable. The things that'll make me remember 2007.

• PM12 2007. Wow, eventhough there's a whole year in 2006, 2007 is when I think we became real close.
• The Haircut. The total change of hair style that is a first in my life.
• Prince. My beautiful baby kitten. Prince William Louboutin. I love him sooooo much!!!
• My birthday. Almost the whole class came. And it's one of the best birthday I've ever had!
• Good movies! And great people to see it with.
• Stock market. I've learned alot. And now I understand whenever people talk about it.
• Thyroid. Yes, my thyroid problem. I'm not exactly happy about it, but it's incredibly unforgettable. Plus, it explained why I was putting on weight rapidly.
• Twitter. Syuen introduced me to it. I am kinda hooked.
• Facebook. I'm hooked big time. It's one of the greatest inventions of the 21st century!
• Lollipops. I knew about it in 2007. And I love my Lollipops bag!
• Harry Potter and The Deathly Hallows. The last we'll ever hear of Harry Potter.
• New friends. The new ones I made in 2007.

The list doesn't end here. But these are quite significant of 2007.

So 2008 here I come. My new year's resolution: To be bitchier. Well not bitchier in a that sense. But bitchier in the sense that I want to think of myself first, not be put down by others and not afraid to fight back when they try. So yes, I'll be bitchier. Got a problem with that?


LoVe~
MzP<3

Un-luckyness?

You know how superstitious people think it's bad luck to walk under a ladder? And some of them avoid it their whole lives? Well, something bad happen to me involving a ladder. To put it short: A ladder fell on my head. Ouch. I wonder if that means worse luck or not. It's got to be worse than walking under one if one falls on your head right? So I've got to really watch my luck today.

Actually, my luck today has not been that bad so far. My hair is much better eventhough my face still has at least a dozen red spots on it. I'm not working today, apparently my aunt told me not to come because the stock market is so bad. And it's boring. So I guess BF/exBF won't get his stock update today. Oh well, that's life.

I have an issue I want to blog about today. It came to me just now as I was buying food for lunch. So today I wore something quite sexy, well, cleavage-baring at least. I wore glasses instead of contacts. And what happened was that a lot of these guys at the restaurant shamelessly ogled me. And they're all Malay. I mean, these are the guys who always give 'lectures' about religion and such but their eyes still end up where it shouldn't. And obviously so. Then one day when they have daughters, they'll forbid them to wear something remotely revealing because they know how 'men' are (read: them).

OK, I'll be fair. Malay guys are not the only culprit. The last time I wore this top, a guy actually very very shamelessly walked past me and looked down my top. Hello? Pervert with a capital P. Oh, he's not Malay. Yes, yes, if I don't want the attention I shouldn't have worn this top. But it's not what you think. This top isn't that bad. Just that these guys are so deprived at sight of skin that a small revealing of the skin is sort of like soft porn or something. Or maybe they are already addicted to porn and just see women as walking porn movie whenever they show a bit of skin. You know what? If I wear this top in the USA or Australia, the guys wouldn't even blink an eye towards me. Because there are various women around me wearing more revealing tops. So here, in my country, does the guys have to be so perverted as to lower themselves to ground level? Well, that's not the worst that happened to me. The worst is when I wore a simple tank top to this shopping mall. And no, it's not in Terengganu. It is in Selangor itself. But the guys there are so kampungs who wannabe city guys that they were actually wolf-whistling. The tank top wasn't even revealing! Rant over.

I watched the movie Enchanted three times! It got really boring the third time though. The movie is good and all - rated 94% on RottenTomatoes. Yes, I recommend it. Eventhough the movie is soo not logic. I mean, what's the chances of a woman getting lost in the middle of New York City being rescued by a really good guy? A guy that's as good looking as Patrick Dempsey, no less. A guy that is a single parent with a 6 year old daughter that could fall in love with her. And guess what? He's a lawyer! A rich one at that: has a pretty big apartment in the middle of New York City. Damn, that is as logic as the cartoon turning into human. Don't ever hope of finding someone that would rescue you if you get lost in the middle of New York City, especially someone who doesn't want to take advantage of you. And not to mention is as good looking as Mr McDreamy. Otherwise, I enjoyed the movie.

LoVe~
MzP<3>

Bad Hair Day

Today I'm having one of those terrible bad hair days. But what made today different and worth a mention is because I'm having a bad 'face' day as well. I mean, there are red marks/spots on my face that is just garrishly ugly. I don't even like looking at my face today.

Also I feel like I have anorexia today. I mean, I look in the mirror and see a fat person. Actually It's worse than anorexia. My pants barely fit, my mother says I'm getting fatter and I remember going to one of those gyms a few months ago and they measured my fat and concluded that I am 'obese'. Seriously people, maybe I'm not the only one who thinks I'm fat anymore. I gained 1 kg since the last time I checked. Eventhough it's 2 kgs less than when I had that thyroid problem. Yes, OK, I admit I might be fat. But I'm certainly not obese. C'mon! Obese people surely has waist size of more than 30 at least (we're talking inches here). Do I even look obese? I guess that's why I don't trust gyms anymore. Never ever. Awful money making scumbags.

And today the market's been so down. Something to do with Dow Jones being down as well. Told you our market got no backbone. Even as I'm writing this, KLCI is down -13.51. Hong Kong and Singapore is rerally down too. My advice? If you're really brave, enter the stock market now because the government will surely push stock up before the election. But don't do it if you're not brave enough or don't have money to spare. Somehow eventhough it's a good time to buy, I know people are scared when it comes to affairs of the money.

To make things worse, BF/exBF parents just came back from Paris. They bought me a pair of jeans. And guess what? I can't fit into it!! At all!!!!! When his mother bought the jeans, she thought it was small too but was thinking, Nah, she's skinny and can probably fit the jeans. So that's how I ended up with a tiny jeans sized XS. That just made me think that I am fat. So yes, the jeans are still in my closet waiting for the day it could fit me which, sadly to say, would never come lest I do liposuction. That makes the 2nd pair of jeans I'm keeping just 'in case' I lose weight. The day has yet to come.

So anyway, I had dinner with Julie the other day at The Curve. Where else? Kenny Rogers of course. It was quite fun catching up with her. Her stories are so... refreshing, if that's the word for it. We weren't as lucky as we was last time we went out though, courtesy of the Kenny Rogers there at the Curve. Please don't go there, I wouldn't recommend it. They were out of coleslaw and mac n cheese and spaghetti. My usual side dish: coleslaw and mac n cheese. So I wanted to eat their promotion dish. And they were out of that too! Had to wait more than 30 mins for them to cook the spaghetti. Then when I finally get the dish, it was undercooked. After I finished my meal, the waiter suddenly came and said mac n cheese is ready and if I wanted some. What, he wants me to pay for something they've done wrong? So Julie suggested he give it to us as complimentary since we waited so long. So yes, he did gave us a little bit of mac n cheese but it was severely undercooked that we couldn't stomach it so I ended up hiding some of it under my leftover chicken so as not to hurt the waiter's feelings. Especially since he asked us to finish it so that his manager doesn't know.

To end it, turns out the waiter was so kind because of another reason. When we got the bill and paid, he returned the balance with his name and phone number! We didn't know if it was meant for Julie or me though, so I just took it. Later I passed it to Julie since she's the single one of us both. I have no idea what she did with that piece of paper.

Now I seriouisly need to go to the toilet. So yes, this post ends here.

LoVe~
MzP<3

End of Hiatus

Yes yes, I do realise that I haven't updated my blog in a month or so. There's a simple explanation to this, I was busy and I don't have any idea on what to write. Even now I don't have any idea yet either.

I suddenly realise that my last post was kind of harsh towards that certain someone. Oh, don't worry, I was just letting off steam then.

Moving on, you guys remember about my post a while back about a certain Barbie lipgloss and a guy who looks dangerously close to my dreamguy? Guess what? I met him again last week. Not in Midvalley MAC, where he originally worked, but in Pavillion MAC, where he works right now. Well, let's just say, I was right then. That he was gay. Eventhough last time it wasn't that obvious, now it's so obvious that I can't even deny it anymore or even hope that deep down he likes women. Haha... Guess my gaydar was working quite properly back then. I think it became more obvious because he dresses more gay, he talks more gay, and he has developed that confidence only gay guys have. I bet he probably was a closet case back then, which is why it wasn't as obvious as it is now. He may even be newly gay. Oh, hell, whatever. No use in me contemplating it since he is so obviously gay and I so obviously can't get him. Actually, he looks so gay now that I don't think a female would be interested in him anyway. So if you see him, don't judge me for liking him. I mean, I didn't know back then, did I?

So..... I'm at work right now, at my aunt's office. Yup, in RHB. The stock market's been pretty boring so that's why I have time to write this blog entry.If you want to know, the KLCI closed at +10 today, Hong Kong at +725.74 and Singapore haven't closed yet. I mean, it has but it's not updated yet. Why you need to know Hong Kong and Singapore stock index is because it affects our stock market as well. As my aunt always say: Our stock market has no backbone.

Yes I've been learning. Good for me, huh? So yes, I plan to be active in the stock market in the future.

Anyway, I don't just get knowledge from working there, I get to do things I never did. I knew what stock might go up, which might come down. I ate nicely without the watchful eyes of my mother and the voice saying I'm fat. I pickup phone calls and tell people what their current stock price. I even get to send million Ringgit checks for the clients' pickup. I mean, how many of you ever touched a million bucks check let alone carry it all the way from one office department to another, get it signed, and then carry it to yet another department. Imagine holding 1.2 million in your hands. Wow. It almost felt like mine. Haha... Almost.

So yes the post titles 'End of Hiatus' because I started working already. I promise to update more. Well, at least this month.

LoVe~

MzP<3

Happy Halloween!

It's the 31st! Already. So Happy Halloween guys!!

In this creepy mood, I'd like to write about a little something called hypocritical bullshit. Well, It's actually someone in particular.

As most of you know, I broke up with my BF/exBF quite recently. OK, nothing wrong with that. We all breakup eventually. So there's this certain someone. This certain someone who's full of hypocritical bullshit. And I've been so incredibly pissed with her for quite some time now.

I actually forgot about my total hate for her. Until recently. She suddenly started being nice to me. Right after I announced to the world about my breakup. Like I was born yesterday. Like, hello? Does she really think I didn't know what she tried to do years ago?

This particular someone actually called me 'dear' a few days ago. That made me real angry. That made me remember what she tried to do to me. I hope she reads this and know I'm talking about her. Hypocrite.

Let's skip parts of how I knew her and how we're connected and stuff like that. Let's just say I started to know her hypocritical intentions at one of my birthday parties. Or rather, after that. At that time I had a fight with my BF/exBF and we broke up. So I didn't invite him. Instead, I came with my new boyfriend(this was one of my 2 week relationships). What I know is, my BF/exBF called me after that. And he told me he knew about my new boyfriend, that he didn't care. I didn't care either at the time. But what made me care was: Who told him. Turns out. It's this hypocrite. She saw me with my new boyfriend. And straight away called BF/exBF saying I'm here with another guy. Holding hands. As if I cheated. What I don't get is: She's supposed to be my friend. Not my BF/exBF's. I got pissed off because, neither BF/exBF nor I am ever close with her. So what's her problem trying to mess with our lives? At that time I still hadn't gotten the clue yet.

Fast forward a few months. She was effing hostile with me. I mean, she acted nice some times but mostly, she ignores me whenever I talk to her, as if she just didn't realise I was there. Even ignored me when I greeted her enthusiastically this one time. Like I wasn't there. By that time, I started to realise something.

Then there was this get together some of the parents do. We were both there and I brought my BF/exBF(yea, we got back together). He wore a pink shirt and was seating with me while we ate at a table. Eventually the table filled up with all girls, he being the only guy there. So he said he's a little uncomfortable and if he sit somewhere else. So to lighten the mood up a little, I made a joke about how he fitted right in with the girls because of his pink T-shirt. Everyone laughed. Even BF/exBF laughed and lightened up. Suddenly, out of nowhere, the hypocrite said, "Let him sit there, kesian dia." Listen, I know the whole table heard that. And I know, no one is that stupid to not know what she really is trying to do: Trying to show how much of a better girlfriend she'd make than me. Then I really know. She has been trying to get him. All this while. Trying to bring me down in his eyes. By this time I got so angry at her. Well, I kept my cool. Because BF/exBF knew that too and hated her for it.

I was still nice to her, though because our parents are friends and it's not going to be nice if I stop talking to her or something. The absolute final straw is during another school prom. I went with BF/exBF. Unfortunately, we got in a fight there because he says I was 'too friendly' to a guy. In the middle of dinner, suddenly the hypocrite showed up. She was a little late. I saw her went to the main entrance and straight away head to BF/exBF to say hi to him first. You think I'm being paranoid? Coincidence? Guess what? I sat much nearer to the entrance than he did. She'd much rather go round the table, say hi to him first and then 'acknowledge' my existence. She saw me very well. Funny she did that because she barely ever said two words to him before.

I really hate her after that incident. She's really trying to steal someone else's guy. At the same time she's still 'nice' to me. As in, when she thinks everyone's watching, she'll turn on her charm and be extra friendly.

I thought it was over when she had her own boyfriend. That time when she wasn't overly friendly to me or my boyfriend. But we never contacted each other. We see each other in those parent gatherings but would not exchange words unless we really had to. I even ignored it when people say her boyfriend had a resemblance to BF/exBF. All I thought was 'Thank God!' Maybe she got fed up for trying to get BF/exBF too long. Almost 2 years if I'm not mistaken. One other reason she didn't try more is because BF/exBF is always with me.

So what is she doing, after a few years, contacting me and calling me 'dear'? After I told everyone I broke up. Very disconcerting. Eventhough I broke up with BF/exBF, I still don't like her. I'm not going to suddenly be nice to her. At least not yet. How could I ever trust her again?

It's been a problem: Girls who think they're in a 'competition' with me in 'Who can get the guy' and it sucks. There are a few others who made moves on guys who they know is my crush. Guys who they wouldn't make a move on otherwise. Then if they get him, they 'win' and I 'lose' and it somehow proves that they are better than me. There are even girls who try real hard to break me up with my boyfriend. I just don't get it sometimes. I believe you're better than me if you get better grades. Or if you have a better personality and manners. Or if you have done better things to help people. Or if you know more. Definitely not when you 'steal' a guy from me. It just doesn't prove anything. Is it all a game to these people? Because if so, I don't want to play. They can be good at the game all they want, they can 'win' all they want. But I don't want to play.

For every guy who falls for them, there's another guy in this world who would fall for me. Oh, and I don't 'copy' anyone just because I happen to like the same guy as them. For these girls: Please grow up kid. And stop playing these games.

Happy Halloween again!


LoVe~
MzP<3

Felis

Today is a nice day. Had more fun than I had had for quite awhile lately.

It's for the first time in these past few days that I feel good and nice and quite relaxed. If you haven't heard yet, I'm single again. Yup, now the BF/exBF is officially an ex. Been about a week now. I initially felt bad and broken. But you know me, all logic and stuff, i choose to ignore. Because I know that emotions are just 'in the mind' which isn't even that important. Actually, the more i think, the more I can't find a logic for crying or being sad about it. It's not like he's part of my family, or that I can't live without him. So logic overrides the whole thing. I mean, cry, and get over it. No use getting myself sick over it. He was becoming a bastard anyway.

ANYWAY. About today. I have to thank a certain someone for making my day. Syuen a.k.a. Arsyan, the self-proclaimed computer genius. A little history, I knew his since before I even remembered, maybe when I was 1/2 years old. We were neighbours.

We planned dinner initially, but when he found out I haven't watched any of the Bourne movies, he decided to make our date(well, it's not a date date in that sense) earlier. So he picked me up in the afternoon(he was 2 hours late but whatever) and brought me to his house.

Since he's a computer geek, I did expected the tons of technological mumbo jumbos in his room. Most of the latest. Even his mouse. His room even smelled like computers(yes, computers have smells!). His room is surprisingly clean though for a guy. I've seen girls' rooms much more messy than his. I think he cleaned it the day before when he knew I was coming.

We reached his place quite late actually. I blame it on his GPS. He blames it on himself(because technology stuff is the love of his life!). Anyway, I got there and forgot all about Jason Bourne when I played his Wii. OK people, if you don't know what that is, it is not something dirty. It's not something kinky. And it's definitely not the scientific term for a body part(!). It's a game thing. Yes, PS-like. Which is quite cool. I got a little carried away playing it and eating our take-away McDonald's(They came out with spicy nuggets again, yay!) that I almost forgot about the Bourne trilogy. But he reminded me.

So we started the movie. When he said he has the movies and like every series ever known, I imagined it to be in piles of CDs. But guess what? It's all in his computer. I kid you not. He has, like this connection between his computer and his flat screen so he just plays it at his computer and I could enjoy the full movie at the TV. That impresses me. Most people just burns CDs and play them in the DVD player. He doesn't need to do that of course. (He could make a fake DVD business if he wanted to! But of course he doesn't need the money).

We watched Bourne Identity and Bourne Supremacy back to back. But by the time we're done, it's dinner time. So no time to watch the third Bourne. We weren't hungry yet, however so while he went to 'lepak' on his bed, I played his super cool computer. Secretly I think his computer is under pressure too. Haha. Wanted to watch his Desperate Housewives but he didn't have the ones before episode 13. So I didn't. It was then when he said he downloaded another game for his Wii. Some Treasure Island game that got a 9.0 rating. Now, that game was so cool. Got a little addicted to it until we realised the time. Time really flies when we're having fun. It was 9.05.

Ended it with dinner at this place he says has 'famous' nasi lemak. Well, I still think my mom does it better. Those of you who have tasted my mom's nasi lemak would so agree with me. We talked alot too the whole time. We had a fun day overall and I'd so definitely do it again. Soon hopefully.

I think we have something planned for this Wednesday. Yay. Looking forward to it.

In the mean time, I'm totally channeling Nicole Kidman when she broke up with Tom Cruise. Able to still look graceful and effortless. I'm not going to abandon everything for one guy who's probably not even worth it. Lindsay Lohan says: "I won't be the one to chase you, but at the same time you're the heart that I call home." Understand that that doesn't mean I don't love him. But I think I'm making the right choice and not going to regret it. At least not today.

I wish more of my friends are here with me. Then I would get over this worthless thing sooner. I'm determined to make the most of it all. And I will.

LoVe~
MzP<3

A Little Bit

I have just found out about Twitter. OK, I know. It's been awhile already, but hey, I didn't say I was a computer geek. Other than the latest iPod, don't ask me what's the latest in technology. Gave up knowing about computer when I was 13. And even then I knew so much more about computer than other people my age. It just didn't last. Knowing every HTML code or the latest supercomputer just didn't do it for me.

Back to Twitter. Arsyan invited me(the real computer geek - or as he like to call himself, genius). He was like sooooo excited to show me how to use it and everything. He said it's free. It better be if he doesn't want me to kill him with non-technological methods e.g. my bare hands.

I'm finally accepted in a Sydney University. Macquarie to be exact. I was soo happy. Until... I knew about the Group of 8. Damn. I should have applied to the University of Sydney. I am wallowing in regret now. Hey, Macquarie is a good university. Just not in the list of the best. And is far away from the city. I don't know how I'll survive. I mean I can deal with it being far from the city if I know it's one of the best Universities in Sydney. God, how can be so careless as to not check first. And why oh why didn't anybody tell me about the Group of 8 before???

OK, relaaaaaaaxxxxxx. Breathe. Right. Tell me what to do now. Advice, anyone?

So to relax myself, I've decided to do those quizzes at Blogthings. This is one of those.

Skinny Jeans

You are classy and a bit formal when it comes to your personal style. Your look is feminine and well put together - and never trashy or too trendy.

That was 'What Style of Womens Jeans Are You?' This is another one, 'What Kind Of a Bikini Are You'.

You Are a Classic Bikini!

You are the type of gal who looks good in almost any bikini. Going for the understated look, you don't need a flashy bikini to turn heads.

Maybe one more:

You Are an "It Girl"

You're outgoing, friendly, and charismatic. You are aware of your image, and you are constantly improving yourself. You're definitely the type of girl people love to be around!

This is 'Are You an It Girl'. OK, next time I'll do more quizzes and put them here. Especially when I'm too lazy to write.

People, join Twitter and you can know what I'm doing everytime I update!


LoVe~
MzP<3

Blab

I actually just knew that they adapted Cecily Von Ziegesar's book, Gossip Girl into a series. I sort of read the first book of the series. It might actually be a nice series to watch. But the girls they casted to play the characters are not that appropriate. They just seem different from the author's description. Still looking forward to catch it though. Some say it's addictive.

So what did I do today?

Stay in front of the computer. Yup. That's it. Oh, and I trained my cat (Oh God, I just saw how pathetic I am). My cat knows how to sit, stand and shake. Teaching him to lie down. Getting him neutered on Saturday hopefully. OMG, I'm scared for him! Imagine losing your manly stuff. Ouch. But I have to though. He's started to hump my arm/leg alot. Yea, disgusting. So I'd save my arm/leg before his 'Manlihood'. Told him his getting neutered. I hope he doesn't understand human speak too much. I wouldn't imagine what'd happen on Saturday if he does.

OH NO! I forgot to paint my nails!! OK, I have something better to do now. Bye!


LoVe~
MzP<3

Randomnesssssssss

I was watching a few TV commercials and they got me thinking. The first is an emergency number commercial. You know, the 999 one. I was watching all the examples they gave for contacting 999. Then I remembered the one time I called that number. Well, I won't elaborate why, but it was one of the scariest moment of my life, about 4 years ago. It was in Sungai Wang when I got my handphone for like 5 seconds and that is after I fought for it. I called 999 and a guy picked up. I told him I was in Sungai Wang and my situation. Because I was crying while talking to him, he believed me, but... guess what? Instead of telling me that he'll send someone or contact someone for me, he actually (get this) gave me another number to call. It was a 03 number, followed by 8 digits. He told me that this number is the police station nearest to where I am. Of course I didn't remember the number. I don't think anyone would remember the number in a bad situation and being in panic. Trust me, the situation I was in could have ended up in my death for all he knew. I just don't get why he didn't call them himself. He did take me sriously, because I heard him panicking as well. So I really hope that after they decide to do a TV commercial for that number, they will improve their service. Because we, the public, needs it.

Next commercial: The road crossing thing. About how we're supposed to use the overhead bridge. OK, I totally agree with that. Especially on busy roads. But(there's always a'but' isn't there?) one situation made me think about the whole overhead bridge thing. I'd say we need an alternative way to cross the road. Overhead bridge doesn't work for everyone. I saw once, a woman waiting to cross the road near an overhead bridge. I was wondering why she didn't use the bridge she was standing right next to(and that was a really busy road). Then I noticed something. She had stroke. I noticed it in the way she walks and her right arm being a little stiff. She obviously just got back from buying food. And I was thinking: She must be living alone to go through all that trouble. OK, in case you don't know, she can't climb stairs if she just had stroke. It also made me think of all the other people who might not be able to go up stairs. That's why I think we need an alternative option to crossing roads. Because not everyone benefits from it.

I don't actually think any TV commercials are bad or give bad influence. Do you think there is? They convince you to buy stuff you won't otherwise but they don't exactly promote real bad things.

On a lighter note, I'm in love with Josh Hartnett all over again. He's so cute. And good-looking. I mean, what girl wouldn't fall in love with him. I mean, just look at him!!

Wow, he's soooo sexy. I lub-dub him! I actually only like him after Lucky Number Slevin. Before that I thought he looked too young. And his roles are always good-boy ones that just turns me off. Slevin shows me his serious side. Ehem... and seeing him in a towel onethird of the movie doesn't hurt! He's all grown up and manly now.

Actually, he reminds me of a crush I had last year. Yes, I'm talking about that guy who got a girlfriend now. Unfortunately, I don't think he ever knew I existed. Except for one (sexy) look he gave me at the start of the year, I never got anything from him. The cutest guy I've ever met face to face. Told his friend I was interested. Never got to him.

What really attracted me to Josh? And also this crush? I think it's the bad boy-good boy look and vibe. A badass and an angel in one package. It's the mix I've wanted all along. Too bad I can't have both.

From commercials to cute boys? OK, I can be really random sometimes. Next.

What did I do today? Nothing is interesting enough to put here. Even another fight with my BF/exBF is not interesting enough. I'm going to kill that guy. Someday. Then I'll get Josh Hartnett. Then I'll live happily ever after. OK, one two three now: DREAM ON!!!!

LoVe~

MzP<3

5 Things More

It's freaking 4 in the morning. I was up all night watching TV (Dexter!) and reading people's blogs. And I still can't sleep. Think I've been oversleeping for abit. Was reading Ee Fei's blog. She tagged me to do a little ummm... what's the word? A little something. Obviously my brain is not working now. If it ever did. So I'm going to do this mindless thing Ee Fei tagged me to do. Here goes :

5 things found in my wallet :
@~> The $$$
@~> Identification
@~> Licence
@~> Passport-sized pictures recently taken
@~> My discount and member cards collection (Coffee Bean, MPH, Topshop, Sub, Pets)

5 Things in my head:
@~> How I hate not being able to sleep so I need to tire my brain out.
@~> OMG I got fat! Need to lose weight. Need to exercise.
@~> My baby. Enough said. I love him.
@~> That stupid*toot**toooooooot**tooot**toot**toooot*. OK, glad to get that off my chest. (I decided to censor that. Felt bad that there's too much swear words in my blog). It's not you. Don't worry.
@~> OMG! I'm swearing!!!

5 words I frequently use:
@~> Seriously?
@~> Are u suuuuuuurrrrrrrreeeee?????
@~> Shhhhhoooot (It's supposed to be shit, the nicer version).
@~> Lalala. OK, that's not a word, but I say it often enough.
@~>

5 Recent smses received:
@~> "U bole sayang i balik?"
@~> "Sayang kan u"
@~> A few other smses from BF/exBF.
@~> "Hey wasap hows it going?"
@~> "Ya i know.but i cann.t eat much also.i'm having sore throat n fever. Sorry."

5 recent things I just did:
@~> Watch TV.
@~> Eat. It's my sahur. Want to puasa today(?).
@~> Pet Prince William. That's my cat FYI.
@~> Read Ee Fei's blog.
@~> Added the counter on my blog.

5 things in my wardrobe:
I don't understand the question?
@~> Tops
@~> Pants
@~> Skirts
@~> Shorts
@~> Underwear

5 things I just ate:
@~> Pizza
@~> Garlic Bread
@~> (This was some time ago) Fried Rice
@~> Chicken Wings
@~> Pineapple tart (kuih raya)

5 people I'm tagging:
@~> Jiy Zhing
@~> Gracie the Superwoman!!!
@~> Iman
@~> Zuhier's friends who are reading this.
@~> A total stranger, whoever you are who's reading this.

Ok, I'm done. I'm going to sleep now. Nite! Or rather, morning!

LoVe~
MzP<3

Words

Hello.

Hi.

Today I don't really want to say anything much. I'd just really like to say to the world that I'm on my brother's side. And I'm sure he will make the right decisions. And I'm sure I've been underestimating him all this while. And I'm sorry(this is rare, I probably never say sorry) that I doubted him before.

OK, I just don't get something though. Wish someone would explain it to me. Or not. I just see gold here. And I'm glad I did what I did. I finally found the unvarnished truth.


Love~
MzP<3

The Superficial Me

I think the situation I'm in is real funny right now. I won't say more about this subject.

So. I like Facebook right now. I've been spending so much time on it that I seriously didn't update this thingy.

Hey, the word 'thingy' reminds me of something. It's in a description of a drink on a menu in Pangkor Laut Resort. And in the same menu contains my favourite drink: Pink Dune. OK, I don't know why I'm writing this.

I went shopping today. Bought a bag in Lollipops. I like that shop now and I'm sooo gooing to get another bag from there. It's like the bomb. The bag is nice and affordable. I'm so loving it right now. Check it out: www.lollipops.fr . I like the one with the cat in front. So now you know what to get me for my birthday! Yay. No excuses this time!

My raya shoes are silver this time. With heels, finally. I've always liked heeled shoe, I just don't wear them often because: a) My mommy doesn't like them and b) My BF/exBF is... ehem.. 'vertically challenged'. Well, a) is a bigger problem than b). My mother loves flats so she only buys flats for me. Oh well, at least she buys nice ones for me. Not complaining.

Speaking of shoes, I just want another one from Pedder Red. But the one I want is not sold locally. Damn. I don't think Pedder Red has it's own website though so it's a little hard to know about their collections and such. They have a shop in KLCC but I don't know about them opening one anywhere else here. I hope they do. I think we're so unfair that good shops(like Bottega Veneta, Jimmy Choo) opens here last. It's like they open everywhere first and finally here. If ever. Maybe it's the exchange rate. In our currency, the bags seem so much more expensive than in Euros.

Than there's makeup. Personally, I like Benefit right now, despite the price. I have their BadGal Lash and I love it. What I don't get is that it sells much cheaper in the U.S. so why is it so expensive here?

Talking about beauty products, Britney came out with a new perfume. I'll so have it. I have all her perfumes to date so far and I won't miss this one. I'm not exactly a die hard Britney fan, but her perfumes are great, all of them. Their packaging are really nice too. I don't care, I'm so getting it before it comes out locally. If my father goes to the US soon.

Another interesting note: I am so into PerezHilton.com and TheSuperficial.com. Both celebrity gossip sites that are really up-to-date and scandalous. Okok, I am that superficial. But I love it. These celebrities' live are just too glam to be true. They have like so much money and can get away with almost anything. And they're beautiful. And are freaking slaves to fashion. Who doesn't love them?(That was a rhetorical question - don't answer it)

Ok, I should really stop blabbering at 3 in the morning. So, good night, or rather, good morning!

LoVe~
MzP<3

p.s. I think the funny situation will become funnier. Know what I'm referring to?

Food on my Mind!

It's only been a week and half of puasa so far. And yet this is the hardest puasa month I had to go through. I had stomach aches, headaches, asthma, sinus, cold and a lot of everything else. I wonder how I went through the last years of puasa. I don't remember it being this agony.

Went to Aimi's farewell dinner. She's going already. And so is a lot of other people I know. Grace is going too, very soon. I'm gonna miss them so much!!! Eiman went. Wai Wai, NJ, Mel, and even my beloved bestest bestfriend Iman!! I feel so sad right now. And like a loser. Not only am I not going anytime soon, but I haven't even been confirmed to any universities yet. And that sucks big time. I feel so envious of these people. Grace got into Cambridge!!! Man, she's already on the path to constant success. I mean even when she's 50 people will still say,"Oooh, that's the woman who went to Cambridge!" See what I mean by being envious?

Me? When am I going? I honestly don't know. Why? The reason is simple: Lack of funds. I don't know why but my parents pick this time as the time to build that super expensive house. And what happens to me? My parents aren't exactly great money-minded people. They have no idea about money. Seriously. That's why I'm in a rut right now. They used to give the excuse for not affording because they would have to send my brother too. But guess what? My brother got a scholarship and they still can't afford. Sad right? Instead, they rely too much on me getting a scholarship. Trust me, in this country, you can only get one if you're a super-nerd, a debater or have really good connections. Mostly the latter. One thing I want to be when I grow up is not like my parents. I would want to be able to send my children to study on my own terms so they can choose what they want to do and won't be bound by any company. Scholarship would only be a privilege and not a necessity. That's how I want it to be. I really hope my parents would sort it out real soon. If not, you'll be looking at someone who won't go to college/university.

I hope my parents see the light during this fasting month. I hope they can figure it out soon. My life is on the line here. And my future.


LoVe~
MzP<3

The Haircut

Today is the day my life changes forever! For the better, I hope. Why? Because....


Wait for it!!!!!









I've cut my hair!!!!!!!!!!!!!




Yup, you read that right. I cut my hair. Short. Really short by my standard. Doesn't go past my shoulder anymore. I'm not kidding! I'm gonna call it The Haircut.

The Haircut took a lot of consideration and thought. I mean this is a drastic change. The last time I had my hair short was when I was 5 or 6(years old). Yes, that long. Been having long hair ever since, never shorter than shoulder-length.

So you know now why The Haircut is considered a turning point in my life. Actually, I sort of like it. Until... Well, let's get back to that later. So, I have to get some getting use to this super short hair. It's so weird to run my fingers in the hair realising it stops short before my shoulder.

Okay, now let's talk about what changed my mind about The Haircut. The problem is actually a Someone instead of a Something. This particular someone thought that I 'copied' her hairstyle!! That's not the case at all! I wanted short hair because the bob cut is in style right now, you know, Victoria Beckham, Eva Longoria, Jessica Simpson. So I brought a magazine to the hairdresser for her to see. Somehow, our hair turned out to be a little similar. When I heard her saying that I copied her, I got kind of pissed. Then , I don't want The Haircut anymore. I had absolutely no intention of copying her! I really didn't. I mean, if I had known that's what she would think, I wouldn't have gone through The Haircut.

In fact, come to think of it, I have a problem with some people thinking I copied them. Like, hello? I do have a life you know. And what makes you think you're so special that anybody would want to copy you? First of all, I don't have to copy you. Who do I copy? Celebrities, famous people, socialites and latest trends. If I happen to own the same pair of pants with you, just think, it might actually be it's because Lindsay Lohan wore it last week or something. Seriously. There are some pretty people who think I copy them. Well, whatever, that's for them to think. I mean pretty people with style think everyone copies them and they're probably right sometimes. But what I don't get is the people who don't have any sense of style at all and don't even have a life would think I want to copy them. That's just really wishful thinking. I know this person who thinks I copy her but that's the last thing I would do. Not even in exams, girl. She doesn't have a sense of style. And she doesn't even have real friends. I have no idea which part of her existence on earth did I copy? Oh, wait, maybe it's cause I take showers. That's why. She so doesn't realise everyone else just happen to be taking showers too.

I'd rather copy people like Paris Hilton, Lindsay Lohan, Victoria Beckham, Gisele Bundchen, Charlize Theron, Mariah Carey, Katherine Heigl, Nicole Kidman, Jessica Alba, Tyra Banks, Cindy Crawford, Siena Miller, Nicole Ritchie, Kate Moss, Rihanna, Angelina Jolie, Jennifer Anniston, Kylie Minogue, Beyonce, Jessica Simpson, Avril Lavigne, Christina Aguilera, The Pussycat Dolls, Gwen Stefani, Jennifer Lopez, Eva Longoria, Sandra Bullock, Alicia Keys, Julia Roberts, Reese Witherspoon, Katharine McPhee, Ellen Pompeo, Hayden Panettiere, Hilary Duff, Deanna Yusof, Camilia (hell, you know I'm not kidding when I've already started on local stars), Erra Fazira, Natasha Hudson and a whole lot more people other than you, whoever you are(unless, of course, if you are infamous). I'll copy parts of these celebrities, you know, their style, clothes, shoes, dress, colour, fashion, cribs, and others. So, please consider before actually accusing me of copying you. The chances are just really really slim, if you bring these celebrities into the equation.

Actually, come to think of it, I know a few more people who would accuse me of copying their haircut. So I do feel a pinch of regret doing it, should have just permed my hair instead. But no matter what, The Haircut already happened. So I've got to live with it. Next time before I do something like this, I'll think about it first. You know, like how many people have actually done it and if they're gonna think I copied them. Damn, I hate it when unwanted coincidences like this happens. But I guess that's life.

So what am I to do but force myself to love The Haircut. And ignore these other girls. What's life without them? Haha.


LoVe~
MzP<3>

Have I Changed?

How much have I changed?

---- 6 Years Ago -------

1. How old were you?
13 years old.

2. Where did you go to school?
Kolej Yayasan Saad, or in short, KYS.

3. Where did you work?
Did not work... too young to work.

4. Where did you live?
Subang, USJ2.

5. Where did you hang out?
MidValley. Sometimes Subang Parade.

6. Did you wear glasses?
Yup.

7. Who was your best friend(s)at that time?
Out of school, it was Iman. In school, Hanaa. Really, that Hanaa. Seems weird right? Well, see how much we have changed?

8. How many tattoos did you have?
Zero. Getting a tatt at 13 is so against the law.

9. How many piercings did you have?
A pair. Ears. Everybody had those.

10. What car did you drive?
No license yet. I was young.

11. Had you been to a real party?
Maybe not the 'real' ones.

12. Had your heart broken?
Just by a crush. Nothing too serious.

13. Were you Single/Taken/Married/Divorced?
At 13? You'd better run if I told you I was married. Or divorced!!! Was only 'taken' at the end of the year.


-------------2 years ago-----------

1. How old were you?
17 years old. Still young.

2. Where did you go to school?
Still KYS. My last year.

3. Where did you work?
Too lazy to work. Plus SPM takes enough of my time already.

4. Where did you live?
Subang. USJ11. Yea, I moved.

5. Where did you hang out?
Midvalley, Pyramid, One Utama, KLCC,... you know, the lot.

6. Did you wear glasses?
Oooh, not anymore. Contacts already.

7. Who were your best friend(s)?
Iman is still my outside best friend, we were actually closer. Inside KYS, Julie! Yea, Hanaa and I had a fallout. Sad. She was really a great friend.

8. How many tattoos did you have?
None. Still illegal to get a tatt at 17.

9. How many piercings did you have?
The pair in my ear. And a new navel one. Only it got closed that year.

10. What car did you drive?
Got my 'L' license but not 'P' yet. So still got no car.

11. Had your heart broken?
I guess. Maybe. Don't remember much. I break more hearts than get my heart broken. Hey, I was still carefree. And the idea of a commitment? I'll be running for my life!

12. Were you Single/Taken/Married/Divorce?
Still single. I know it's legal to get married then, but still can't grasp commitment. Had lots of on/off two week relationships. See what I mean by hating commitment?


--------------------Today-------------- ------

1. How old are you?
19 years old. Damn, I'm old.

2. What school do u go to?
Taylor's College. Not now though, now I'm lazing rotting at home.

3. Where do you live?
Still USJ11. Can't wait to move this year.

4. Do you wear glasses?
Nope, still on my contacts. In fact, I wear less glasses than I did 2 years ago.

5. Who are your best friends?
Still Iman!!!! Though she's in Indonesia now, furthering her studies(All the best Iman!!!). In Taylor's I had a few. JiyZ a.k.a Sailormoon, GracieWacie a.k.a. Superwoman, Ee Fei a.k.a. The Fat Fly, Aimi a.k.a President of MRS, The Boys(Sam, Kev, Wilson, Peter) and, well, lots more.

6. Do you talk to your old friends?
Still contacting Julie. And I do talk to my old friends. Just not frequently enough. Had a nice outing with them the other day. That was nice. Glad to see we all can still get along!

7. How many piercings do you have?
The earrings pair, another one on my left ear, and re-pierced my navel.

8. How many tattoos?
Okay, I know it's legal to get one now, but wouldn't want to ruin my nice skin with something so permanent.

9. What kind of car do you have?
'The Butterfly Car'. That's what it's been nicknamed as(not by me). It's the cute Kelisa which is quite a sight of pink and butterflies.

10. Has your heart been broken?
Well, yes. My stupid ungrateful boyfriend tried to cheat on me. Damn. Wish I still don't want commitment. But now I do. I've grown up, huh?

11. Are you Single/Taken/Married/Divorce?
So 'taken' that I'm practically married! Seriously. He's the BF/exBF. People call him my BF/exBF/Husband now. But I'm not married. Not yet, at least.



Hey you guys, Why don't you try this? Then I can know how much you've change.


LoVe~
MzP<3

Getting a Move On

What's your current mood?
To make lots of money!! In the mood to learn about money, assets, and to get a good stockbroker.

Name 3 schools u went to
SriKL, SKSJ, KYSM. I can list more.

Name 3 things u do when you're really stressed
1. Punch something(not someone, if it's caused by a person I can hurt, I'll scratch). Cause I usually get stressed when I'm angry so I let it out on tables/walls.
2. Cry. I don't really like people to see me cry so I'll lock myself up in my room or go somewhere a little private or just make it look like I'm not crying.
3. If can't do anything, I'll just bear with it. By the way, I do good under pressure. I make friends under pressure. I'll actually study and work under pressure.

3 names u go by
Zulaikha
Zue.
K. Ayka.
I have more: Zouk, Su'tida, Zuey, Zeus.

3 of ur favourite foods
Pizza with lots of toppings.
Ice cream, maybe cookies and cream or praline flavoured.
Marshmallows covered in caramel and chocolate.

3 things u'r wearing right now
Tank top, jeans, belt.

who's in the house with u?
Mama, Ala Balkis(my aunt), Zuhrie, Zuheri, the maids.

who r u thinking about right now?
The BF/exBF. He just called.

tell me, who's ur special now?
Guess that'll be my BF/exBF. I just destroyed something of his(you know, under stress and also that I was so furious with him) and now we're good.

who do u wanna be with right now?
Good question. I won't tell you. Let's just say that it's out of pure lust that I want to 'be' with him. I don't have real feelings for this particular guy. You know, just another pretty face.

who did u last talk to on the phone?
BF/exBF. Called because his niece woke him up. Just wanted to check on me. And he misses me.

who do u sit next to in your class?
Right now I don't have formal classes. Just Spanish classes, next to Lion-na(that's Leeana, brother's girlfriend). Used to sit next to Sailormoon, Superwoman Grace and Ee Fei the Fly in Taylors. Miss them so much!!!

who do u wish u were right now?
Angelina Jolie. Then I'd get to be with Brad Pitt(Did you know his real name is William Bradly Pit??). And I'd get to travel the world. And have lots of money and get to adopt kids and have them with my last name.

where do u live?
Subang. Where the magic happens.

where is ur handphone?
Charging. Yes, people, I finally charge my phone. If you want to reach me, you can reach me now. Until tomorrow when the battery will be out again and I'll be too lazy to charge. Again.

where do u sleep?
On my twin four poster bed. In my house in Subang. Soon it'll change. Then, yay!!

where is the last place u took a ride to?
Midvalley. Last night to watch Transformers again. Got stabbed in my tummy again. Shit(I'm allowed to swear to show extremes) it hurts. By the way, I meant pierce my navel.

where are u now?
Home, in Subang in the computer room. Don't really believe in going out to use the computer when I have internet connection at home.

what was the last thing u ate?
My maid's fabulous and famous Maggi goreng.

what colour shirt r u wearing?
Yellow.... I think. A little brownish.

what is the closest item near u
Colour pencils. I was... ehem... 'expressing' my creativity this afternoon. That was hours ago and I've still yet to keep the colour pencils.

what is ur favourite colour?
Pink. Please tell me you know that. I mean even if you never knew me, you can see it in this page right? Peter, you're excused.

what was the last movie that u watched?
Confessions of a Young Bride. I hate the ending. She should end up with the good-looking guy. If we're talking about cinema movie, it's Transformers(twice). That movie is so fucking good(again, I'm only swearing to show extremes. I mean have you ever heard me say f**k?). I recommend the movie to everyone. The CGI is beyond.

when did u start school?
2 plus. Yes, I was a genius when I was young. My father thought school will enhance the genius in me, but instead it suppresses it. Damn. If only I didn't go to school. I'd still have that genius in me.

when is ur birthday?
13th January. Now that you know, you're obliged to remember. No excuse. Put it in your calendar and put phone alarms. I'll be expecting lots of gifts next year!!

when did u last go to the mall?
Yesterday. Midvalley. Went to see Transformers and get stabbed in the tummy again. Do you know that there is a 3 year waiting list for anyone to open a shop there? I mean Midvalley, not my tummy.

What are you listening to right now?
The fan. Hold on, I'll switch on iTunes. The song that came up is... Be Faithful by Fatman Scoop. I didn't even know I had that song in my iTunes.

A part of a song lyric that's in your mind?
Que hiciste? The new JLo song. I means 'What did you do?' I love that song. Don't know the lyrics though because it's in Spanish. One day I'll memorise the lyrics. Oh and part of the song 'Big Girls Don't Cry'.

Your three plans for tmrw?
Wake up early. If you know me that is seriously something I have to plan first. I'm a night person. Almost, what's that word?, nocturnal, if you will.

What do you want?
A job. So I can get money to start investing. I want to be wealthy before I get too old. Then what's the fun in that?

Are you feeling hungry?
For something cold and sweet. Maybe an ice cream. Or ice blended Vanilla from Coffee Bean. Or Caramel Frappucino from Starbucks.

Who do you miss right now?
My friends. Sailormoon. Superwoman!! You're soooooo far in Kuching, Grace! Julie, though I'll probably meet her on Saturday. And Eiman in Australia. And of course my BF/exBF. Hope his niece turns up the TV volume and wake him up again so he'll call.

Last friend(s) you talked to?
Julie in SMS. And Syuen. Syuen a.k.a. Arsyan is this friend I had since I was 5/6. We were neighbours. Still contact him occasionally. He's 5 years older than me.

What do you like about last night?
I got my navel piercing again! Yay. And watching Transformers with BF/exBF. He's like this kid who started talking about buying a second hand car that'll transform and turn into a butt-kicking super-cool Camaro. Personally,I like the Pontiac Solstice better.

When you were a kid, what did you want to be when you grew up?
Doctor. Teacher. Model. And a whole lot of other things. Yeap, I was indecisive from the beginning.

Do you play games?
Yes. I'd be a pretty boring person if I don't. I love games. Board games, computer games. Games of the heart.... Muahahahaha.

What song did you last hear?
Don't Tell Me-Avril Lavigne. I love this song. It's like telling a guy, "I'm not cheap you stupid man-whore. And I'm just not that interested."

Person you hate most?
I made a list of 10 people I hate the most. I really think There is one person I hate the most. Let's not put the 10 names here. Waste of space.

Who makes you laugh the most?
Sailormoon and Grace. Oh, and Aimi(when I can stand her... hehehe...). They really made my days in Taylors.

In a few words, explain what makes you love someone?
Personality. I can read most people and looks alone just don't cut it. If you're a bad boy, there will be crush and lust. But a semi good personality can make my heart jump. Oh, looks as a first impression. If you take care of your looks then I know you at least want to impress me. That's flattering.

What were you doing this morning at 9 a.m?
9 a.m.? Isn't that, like, before dawn? I mean who wakes up before dawn?

What were you doing 15 minutes ago?
Talk on the phone with BF/exBF. Reply Julie's SMS.

Say something.
Yay. I don't know, just feel like saying "Yay."

I'm in the mood to do surveys like this alot these days. Expect another one soon, okay?


LoVe~
MzP<3>

Educated Rich Suckers

Been reading the book Rich Dad Poor Dad. I remember years ago when my father read it. He used to say he's become someone different because of the book. He keeps on quoting things in the book. When I finally read the book a few days ago, I realised something. My father didn't really get the overall picture and the lesson of the book. He just got a few examples of the author's life and tried to apply it in his. Which of course didn't work.That's why our lives are still not of the super rich and he still can't afford to send me overseas.

When read the book, I find it too repetitive. It repeats the same thing over and over and over again. But then I realise that it actually made it's way through my skull into my brain. Guess that's why it repeats alot. Too get into people's thick skulls. Basically the whole book is just very much common sense. Something we should know to not get into a longterm financial trouble all our lives. I like the book. It makes me look at myself and my life in a bigger picture. Like a fly trying to get out of a closed window when the door at the other side of the room is open. The fly will hit itself against the window like crazy untill it finally gets too weak and dies. What most people can only see this window as a way out. So they work hard all their lives. To get out and taste the freedom. But as long as we're as short-sighted and close-minded as the fly, the window won't budge. That's the whole picture of the book. Actually, as far as I read, it never mentioned flies. That's just an example of mine. The book talked, instead, of rats. You know, how they work hard on the wheel thingy and never get anywhere.

I am seriously missing my Taylors friends. My life is empty now, trying to fill it up somehow. I'm just not very well in health right now so my mood to go out is running quite low. I actually feel like listing what I want to do for the holidays. So here's my list, in no specific order.

Get a job
Read lots of books
Rock climbing
Go on a diet and really lose weight
Go out with old friends
Go traveling with friends
Watch the whole Heroes 1st season
Watch Desperate Housewives third season
Learn a language, preferably Spanish or French
Watch all interesting movies worth watching
Get myself in a few companies
Teach someone
Learn to cook something
Do cross-stitches
Learn a type of dancing
Learn something useful


Oh yeah, speaking of learning, I've learned a few things lately.
1. There's a 'Teddy Geiger Day' It's on the 19th of March. But I forgot in which country it is celebrated in.
2. A book called 'How Opal Mehta Got Kissed, Got Wild And Got A Life' was actually plagiarised from at least 5 different books of 4 different authors. And the plagiarism is so obvious it's hard not to miss. Try Wiki it (as in Wikipedia).
3. There's superhero called Rose Tattoo who can kill anyone with anything she makes. Including her bodily fluids during sex. That's so cool right??!! You can Wiki her too.
4. "I'm Sorry" in Spanish. Which..... I forgot. Damn. Oh well, nevermind. My Spanish class is starting on Monday. Yay.
5. Angelina Jolie and Billy Bob Thornton used to carry each other's blood around their neck, in small vials. Wow. I should do that with my husband one day.
6. The history of taxes. Income tax is actually voted by middle-class and poor people to get money from the rich. In the end, the governments got money hungry and taxed middle-class people too. Then rich people find ways to get out of tax legally so the middle-classes are stuck being punished for something they voted themselves in the first place. See, you can't bring down the rich because they know how to handle it. Why not try being rich. Then you wouldn't have those problems. The rich work very hard and smart for what they gained. Who says they need to be punished for it? By the way, I'm not rich.
7. The house you live in is not an asset. Nor is your car. Or your golf clubs.
8. Genetic jeans are the 'in' thing for jeans now. They're super nice.
9. There's a burger served in a hotel that costs 6,000 US dollars. And a glass of martini for 10,000 US dollars in another hotel.
10. Fergie's new videoclip actually stars the main character from Heroes. How super cool is that?!
11. Wikipedia is sooo addictive!!!!!!! I keep on finding out new things from it, apparently you can search for almost everything in it. You can also Wiki Wikipedia. In fact everyone should start Wiki-ing(if there's such a word). You'll get so hooked on it. Try the elephant man, superheros, James Bond, a book author, a film director, or anything you'd like to know about. You'd get so addicted in no time.

You know what? All this time I keep on feeling really unsure of what I'm going to do in the future. But after reading this book 'Rich Dad Poor Dad,' I feel like I know exactly what to do. I don't actually have to do anything specific. Just learn. And learn life. Things that really matter. Then I'll be one of those educated rich suckers that rule everything.

Funny thing, I've known people who detests rulebooks and anywhere and anything with rules. But they try to be a rebel and break rules. Hello? You can't break the rules if you don't know them. I mean, how lame is it if someone catches you breaking the rules and your excuse is: I don't know the rules! My brother actually looked at me weirdly when I told him I know every school rule in my high school and said "No way!" when I asked him to read his rulebook. People think I'm a nerd for actually reading the rulebook and knowing that page 64 contains the punishments but at least when a teacher tries to catch me doing something, I'll know exactly what category the offense I did is in and where the teacher got it wrong, better yet, if there is a way out of it. So please study the rules. I guess that's why I'm interested in Business Law. Knowing the law actually helps me find legal loopholes and laws that might benefit me and protect me. In fact I recommend everyone to do it. At least the next time you feel rebellious and feel like breaking the rules at least you'll know the rule you're trying to break actually exists. Imagine what it feels like to find out a rule didn't exist after you go through all the trouble to break it. It must feel really empty inside.


LoVe~
MzP<3>

Prince of Evil

I love my new kitten. It's the most adorable thing. Named him Prince, you know, after Prince William. Prince is 4 months old now. His birthday is on the 28th of February 2007(Julie's birthday!!). Next year I'm going to make a huge birthday party for his one year old birthday. And expect lots of you to show up! He'll be so big by that time. Then you guys can bring nice presents for him.

Talking about birthdays, remember, mine is on the 13th of January, a month before Prince's birthday. Again, presents, people!!

I'm so stuck at home doing nothing. I've put my social life on hold for that stupid BF/exBF who probably don't even appreciate it. Well, all of that is going to change. From now on I'll fill up my social life until there is no time for that BF/exBF. At that time, he won't be able to see me on a daily basis, and serve him right. Mwahahahahahahahaha.

Right now the only highlight of my month is watching Transformers and the seventh book of Harry Potter coming out on the 21st. Thats like less than 15 days away. Yay. When I get the book, I won't go out, won't pick up the phone, won't read any sms and won't go online until I finish reading the book. There. This is due to the fact that my previous Harry Potter storyline surprises are always spoiled by someone telling me what happens and who died. All I know for the seventh book is that Harry Potter himself will die. And hopefully my darling Voldemort will live and he will rule the world better than he did before with me at his side. After all, the prophecy did say that one will live and the other will die or something like that. I wonder why people hate Voldemort so much. Seems only me who recognises his brilliant smartness and his power. Power is everything and there is noway young, naive and hopeless Harry Potter would ever defeat power of that much greatness. So there.

Yes, it's obvious that I do have a dark side. Having a dark side is not all that bad you know. In fact,

I'm sure you love cookies, am I right? I do. Mmmmmm,,....... Deeeelish.


There's a big advantage to being in the dark side. Like for instance, you can rule the world. And nobody can stop you!!!!! Well, the first step to be evil is to have an evil laugh. You know most evil people have this really evil laugh. Like Dr.Evil in Austin Powers, the Dracula in Van Helsing, Voldemort, and most evil witches.

And when you get to the higher stage of being evil, you will have the guts to say this to your friends.

Okay, I'm just going icon crazy today. But I do love being evil. Eventhough I have the good girl image. Well, you know, as they say,

LoVe~
MzP<3

The Beginning

Okay, my exams are over. What now? Trying to apply for scholarships. A task which is alot more easier said than done. First, I don't hav ethe qualifications to apply for any scholarships if referring to my A-levels results. Most are asking for a minimum of 2As and 1B. If we're talking about my SPM results, I'm qualified, mostly. Somehow I don't get it. A-levels is so much more harder than SPM but the qualifications are still higher. Just feel that it's not being fair especially to people like me. I knew I should have just went to Matriks instead. I'd be saving my parents some goddamn hell of a lot of money and be lined up to a local university by now.

My brother is so bloody lucky to have gotten his scholarship. He'll be leaving this Tuesday. Wish that was me. This end of exams period is just hell of a lot more depressing than I thought it would be. End of exam means start of facing the music. Reality. Real life. Something I've just been avoiding all this while. I'll tell you that I hate pressure and run away as far as I can from it. But I actually work really,really well under pressure. It's scary. I'm also self proclaimed Queen of Procrastination. You will probably never find a person that procrastinates as much as me. If I'm not careful, I'll end up like Da Vinci. One of the greatest inventors of all time but not known for it because of his lack of follow-up to his ideas. Well, at least he's famous for something.

The only good news now is that I've gotten a conditional offer for UNSW and Monash in Australia. What am I doing? I don't know actually. Oh well, wish me lots of luck! Because I surely need it.


LoVe~
MzP<3