Felis

Today is a nice day. Had more fun than I had had for quite awhile lately.

It's for the first time in these past few days that I feel good and nice and quite relaxed. If you haven't heard yet, I'm single again. Yup, now the BF/exBF is officially an ex. Been about a week now. I initially felt bad and broken. But you know me, all logic and stuff, i choose to ignore. Because I know that emotions are just 'in the mind' which isn't even that important. Actually, the more i think, the more I can't find a logic for crying or being sad about it. It's not like he's part of my family, or that I can't live without him. So logic overrides the whole thing. I mean, cry, and get over it. No use getting myself sick over it. He was becoming a bastard anyway.

ANYWAY. About today. I have to thank a certain someone for making my day. Syuen a.k.a. Arsyan, the self-proclaimed computer genius. A little history, I knew his since before I even remembered, maybe when I was 1/2 years old. We were neighbours.

We planned dinner initially, but when he found out I haven't watched any of the Bourne movies, he decided to make our date(well, it's not a date date in that sense) earlier. So he picked me up in the afternoon(he was 2 hours late but whatever) and brought me to his house.

Since he's a computer geek, I did expected the tons of technological mumbo jumbos in his room. Most of the latest. Even his mouse. His room even smelled like computers(yes, computers have smells!). His room is surprisingly clean though for a guy. I've seen girls' rooms much more messy than his. I think he cleaned it the day before when he knew I was coming.

We reached his place quite late actually. I blame it on his GPS. He blames it on himself(because technology stuff is the love of his life!). Anyway, I got there and forgot all about Jason Bourne when I played his Wii. OK people, if you don't know what that is, it is not something dirty. It's not something kinky. And it's definitely not the scientific term for a body part(!). It's a game thing. Yes, PS-like. Which is quite cool. I got a little carried away playing it and eating our take-away McDonald's(They came out with spicy nuggets again, yay!) that I almost forgot about the Bourne trilogy. But he reminded me.

So we started the movie. When he said he has the movies and like every series ever known, I imagined it to be in piles of CDs. But guess what? It's all in his computer. I kid you not. He has, like this connection between his computer and his flat screen so he just plays it at his computer and I could enjoy the full movie at the TV. That impresses me. Most people just burns CDs and play them in the DVD player. He doesn't need to do that of course. (He could make a fake DVD business if he wanted to! But of course he doesn't need the money).

We watched Bourne Identity and Bourne Supremacy back to back. But by the time we're done, it's dinner time. So no time to watch the third Bourne. We weren't hungry yet, however so while he went to 'lepak' on his bed, I played his super cool computer. Secretly I think his computer is under pressure too. Haha. Wanted to watch his Desperate Housewives but he didn't have the ones before episode 13. So I didn't. It was then when he said he downloaded another game for his Wii. Some Treasure Island game that got a 9.0 rating. Now, that game was so cool. Got a little addicted to it until we realised the time. Time really flies when we're having fun. It was 9.05.

Ended it with dinner at this place he says has 'famous' nasi lemak. Well, I still think my mom does it better. Those of you who have tasted my mom's nasi lemak would so agree with me. We talked alot too the whole time. We had a fun day overall and I'd so definitely do it again. Soon hopefully.

I think we have something planned for this Wednesday. Yay. Looking forward to it.

In the mean time, I'm totally channeling Nicole Kidman when she broke up with Tom Cruise. Able to still look graceful and effortless. I'm not going to abandon everything for one guy who's probably not even worth it. Lindsay Lohan says: "I won't be the one to chase you, but at the same time you're the heart that I call home." Understand that that doesn't mean I don't love him. But I think I'm making the right choice and not going to regret it. At least not today.

I wish more of my friends are here with me. Then I would get over this worthless thing sooner. I'm determined to make the most of it all. And I will.

LoVe~
MzP<3