Today I finally fulfilled my dream of going shopping. In the city! Went with Clare and it was a laugh and we had so so so much fun! So my goal of the day was: Buy ankle boots, buy t-shirt for my brother, buy a dress for myself, buy something for my two brothers and buy souvenir for my friend. Verdict: 3 out of 5 fulfilled!
And the ankle boots I bought is like a dream come true! There I was in QVB going into every shoe shop there looking for nice ankle boots. We found a few but they are either worse than the ones I saw at Macquarie Center or too expensive. And then, we went into Nine West. I didn't actually think I'd get something there, you know, just to check it out. That was when I saw this pair of gorgeous ankle boots. And when I tried them on, I fell so head over heels in love, I can't imagine myself getting out of the shop without it. They are absolutely beautiful. A little different than what I'd been looking for, and a little out of my budget... But like I said, I fell in love. It was L.O.V.E. and you can't beat that.
So yes, I walked out of the store with those gorgeous shoes in a pretty carrier bag in my hands. Got a dress from Valleygirl too. And bought hooded t-shirts for my brother from Industrie.
I'm sooooooo happy. I've got what I wanted to wear for my flight tomorrow. And nothing can beat the ensemble (Well, instead of Blair Waldorf's attire, perhaps). Oh did I tell you? Those shoes are suede. Suede! Should have put me off because suede is soooooo damn hard to take care of. I mean, I can't even wear it in the rain! But I promise to take the best care of those shoes. The best! Because those are the very first shoes I bought out of my own $$$. So, yes, I'm getting myself sucked into the world of shallow designer brand worship, even before I get a decent job. Oops. Not a good start, is it? But having those bags in my hands, just makes me understand why some people would starve for designer. i mean, I wouldn't starve for it or get into debt for it or anything, but I just found myself a goal to work towards.
So. Tomorrow I'll be back home. Home sweet home. And this time, I'm going to enjoy myself. I don't care. I don't mean parties (got too much of it here already), but just hanging out with friends, gossiping and definitely enjoying the prices of Malaysia. Not going to take them for granted this time.
I'm packing now. Not sleeping tonight. It's OK, I'll sleep in the flight comfortably. Not too long till I get on my own bed at home. Malaysia is going to be sooooooo hot. Definitely gonna turn up the air-conditioner in my room full blast. And definitely gonna enjoy wearing summer clothes again (not that winter clothes are so bad anyway). And might even make it to the Langkawi trip! Fun in the hot blazing sun!!!
LoVe~
MzP<3
19 June 2008
17 June 2008
Reading of Scales
Another post today. Wanted to do a p.p.s. on the last post but I think this news is too too good to post as a p.p.s. on a post and it deserves a post by itself. OK, OK, what's the big fuss? Well, this is it: I lost weight!!!! I knew a bit from what people told me but I didn't really believed it until I got on a scale today(And I was terrified to death before the scales). And I lost more weight than I thought I could lose. More weight than I'd ever lost in the last two years. No kidding.
I'm positively ecstatic. Euphoric. You name it. So happy I'm about to burst. You know what this means? My stupid disease is going down. I no longer have low metabolism. Took long enough.
But at the same time, I do feel sad. It didn't take much for me to lose that amount of weight. All it took was being happy. Being positive. And all this while, that's all it took. If only my mum would realise this. If only my parents weren't so obsessed about me losing weight. Then I would actually lose the weight so much earlier. It took me being in another country.
LoVe~
MzP<3
p.s. Lonelygirl15's Prom: It's to Die For rocks. Someone died. But I do still miss Bree so much. Wished she didn't die.
I'm positively ecstatic. Euphoric. You name it. So happy I'm about to burst. You know what this means? My stupid disease is going down. I no longer have low metabolism. Took long enough.
But at the same time, I do feel sad. It didn't take much for me to lose that amount of weight. All it took was being happy. Being positive. And all this while, that's all it took. If only my mum would realise this. If only my parents weren't so obsessed about me losing weight. Then I would actually lose the weight so much earlier. It took me being in another country.
LoVe~
MzP<3
p.s. Lonelygirl15's Prom: It's to Die For rocks. Someone died. But I do still miss Bree so much. Wished she didn't die.
Post Exams
I finished my exams today. Finished. Yup. Me and Clare did random things after the exams. Take pictures. Visit the small Macquarie University museum. Then I persuaded her to go shoe shopping with me. Well, I ended up not buying those ankle boots I wanted, but Clare ended up buying cute gray flats. Ankle boots. They're so in this winter it's ridiculous. But I love love them. Am getting one, if not tomorrow, on Wednesday.
And OMG! OMG! My flight's confirmed! Managed to get on the same flight as Sam. I'm so excited. Like really really excited. Malaysia. Hmmm... I've got a feeling everything has changed, and yet... not at all.
My father loved loved the cupcakes I baked for him. They're so cute! And he brought them home. And Zuhier said he can't believe I made it myself. But I did. They loved it. Cupcakes with cream cheese icing instead of normal buttercream icing. Try it one day. They loved it.
Chatted with my mum just now. My brother's birthday is this weekend. And it only registered a few minutes in my mind after that: It'll be my mum's birthday too! Oh no. Double birthdays are the worst on your pockets. Maybe I should just bake more cupcakes. Make it special: Lemon cream cupcakes with meringue topping. Whoa. Far-fetched huh. Haha. Or I could bake cookies. Soft chocolate chip cookies. Yum. You know what? One day I'll learn to make that orgasmic apple pie. The best best best apple pie I've ever tasted. And I'm not the only one who thinks it's simply orgasmic. Someday I'll learn it. Someday. So reminder to self: Get something for Mum's Birthday.
Something unexpected happened today. Seriously. But actually, it's really not that unexpected. I mean I saw it coming. It's one of those things where you know will happen, but when it happens anyway, you feel... how do I put it?... Sort of like one part of yourself will go, "I told you so," and another part says, "OMG, it really happened, I was right, but was denying it." Well, it is unexpectedly expected. Or expectedly unexpected.
A little bit of a bad hair day today. And I also noticed the pink colour in my hair is faded. Aww... And tomorrow. Wow. How can I start about tomorrow? I've invited myself to cook lunch for my friends! What have I gotten myself into?? Then I have a movie date with Fatin (and hopefully Lidya too), and then shopping for stuff for my family. I just got an idea! I should get Josh along too. If he has finished his exams. His cousin does work in Supre. Hmmm... Maybe we might get discount discount. Why oh why doesn't his cousin work in Jeanswest instead. Supre is just... a little too... common. No offense Supre people. I do like some stuff in Supre. OK, what else? I got to do my laundry tomorrow too. And I might end up in the city tomorrow night. Might be a cause of celebration if those city people finished their exams. But unlikely. Miss the city already. And Wicked Wings in the Town Hall KFC. And maybe finally I'll get some Ice & Slice waffles. Maybe. Indulgence... Heaven.
LoVe~
MzP<3
p.s. I might even already have a job in Malaysia. Yay. I hope I get it. A month work to fill my pockets. What job? Shhh... It's a secret. For now. Don't wanna jinx it.
And OMG! OMG! My flight's confirmed! Managed to get on the same flight as Sam. I'm so excited. Like really really excited. Malaysia. Hmmm... I've got a feeling everything has changed, and yet... not at all.
My father loved loved the cupcakes I baked for him. They're so cute! And he brought them home. And Zuhier said he can't believe I made it myself. But I did. They loved it. Cupcakes with cream cheese icing instead of normal buttercream icing. Try it one day. They loved it.
Chatted with my mum just now. My brother's birthday is this weekend. And it only registered a few minutes in my mind after that: It'll be my mum's birthday too! Oh no. Double birthdays are the worst on your pockets. Maybe I should just bake more cupcakes. Make it special: Lemon cream cupcakes with meringue topping. Whoa. Far-fetched huh. Haha. Or I could bake cookies. Soft chocolate chip cookies. Yum. You know what? One day I'll learn to make that orgasmic apple pie. The best best best apple pie I've ever tasted. And I'm not the only one who thinks it's simply orgasmic. Someday I'll learn it. Someday. So reminder to self: Get something for Mum's Birthday.
Something unexpected happened today. Seriously. But actually, it's really not that unexpected. I mean I saw it coming. It's one of those things where you know will happen, but when it happens anyway, you feel... how do I put it?... Sort of like one part of yourself will go, "I told you so," and another part says, "OMG, it really happened, I was right, but was denying it." Well, it is unexpectedly expected. Or expectedly unexpected.
A little bit of a bad hair day today. And I also noticed the pink colour in my hair is faded. Aww... And tomorrow. Wow. How can I start about tomorrow? I've invited myself to cook lunch for my friends! What have I gotten myself into?? Then I have a movie date with Fatin (and hopefully Lidya too), and then shopping for stuff for my family. I just got an idea! I should get Josh along too. If he has finished his exams. His cousin does work in Supre. Hmmm... Maybe we might get discount discount. Why oh why doesn't his cousin work in Jeanswest instead. Supre is just... a little too... common. No offense Supre people. I do like some stuff in Supre. OK, what else? I got to do my laundry tomorrow too. And I might end up in the city tomorrow night. Might be a cause of celebration if those city people finished their exams. But unlikely. Miss the city already. And Wicked Wings in the Town Hall KFC. And maybe finally I'll get some Ice & Slice waffles. Maybe. Indulgence... Heaven.
LoVe~
MzP<3
p.s. I might even already have a job in Malaysia. Yay. I hope I get it. A month work to fill my pockets. What job? Shhh... It's a secret. For now. Don't wanna jinx it.
13 June 2008
Warning
You know how we do stupid things when you love someone? You know what? I'm doing something extremely stupid right now, that is, still being with the guy I refer to as BF/exBF. We are not in any bad terms right now. And I do love him. Too much. I mean, considering the fact that didn't believe in love in the first place.
But this time, he did something bad. Something that, I told myself, if ever happens, I'm going to walk away. Don't get me wrong, I wanted so bad to walk away. But I'm still here, aren't I? Still in this position. And if I think back to 6 six years ago, what he did then, I think what the heck? If I can forgive him then, then what is now in comparison? Yes, I'm still a fool now as I was when I was 14. And since there is a very thin line between love and hate, I hope it never crosses that line, because letting go is hard. Not on my part, on his. You should see what he is willing to do to not let me go. Trust me, almost anything.
And I wonder what you think of a person who lives by stealing other people's boyfriends? Of a person who thinks she can prove herself better than someone else by stealing their boyfriend. A person who steals the boyfriend of anyone she feels threatened by, be it a new friend, an old friend, or a best friend.
Well, frankly, i don't think much of said person. I mean, wow, how insecure could someone be? And this person, this particular person, is going in a one way train, straight path down. No one's really planning it, but everyone is doing it. Everyone is making sure it's going to happen. And the funny thing I see? Is that we all do it without really realising it. Maybe it's just karma on her part. But from what I heard, she doesn't believe in karma. Hmmm... Ironic.
One message to this person. Yes, you out there, somewhere, perhaps even reading this: You can fool some of the people all of the time, and all of the people some of the time. But you can never fool all of the people all of the time. So be careful with the words coming out of your mouth. Because you are fooling no one. And there are some people who would like to see you down. And there are a lot more who is making sure of that even as I am typing this.
Clear warning. You read it here, in my blog.
And you know what? Of all the blogs I wrote about people, I think this is the most obvious one. I think alot of you know who I'm talking about this time. But will 'she' realise this? I'll bet she'll be the one who'll be saying: "I tak makan cili, I tak terasa pedas pon." ROFLMAO. Girl, that bullet is aimed directly at your forehead. Have fun.
LoVe~
MzP<3
But this time, he did something bad. Something that, I told myself, if ever happens, I'm going to walk away. Don't get me wrong, I wanted so bad to walk away. But I'm still here, aren't I? Still in this position. And if I think back to 6 six years ago, what he did then, I think what the heck? If I can forgive him then, then what is now in comparison? Yes, I'm still a fool now as I was when I was 14. And since there is a very thin line between love and hate, I hope it never crosses that line, because letting go is hard. Not on my part, on his. You should see what he is willing to do to not let me go. Trust me, almost anything.
And I wonder what you think of a person who lives by stealing other people's boyfriends? Of a person who thinks she can prove herself better than someone else by stealing their boyfriend. A person who steals the boyfriend of anyone she feels threatened by, be it a new friend, an old friend, or a best friend.
Well, frankly, i don't think much of said person. I mean, wow, how insecure could someone be? And this person, this particular person, is going in a one way train, straight path down. No one's really planning it, but everyone is doing it. Everyone is making sure it's going to happen. And the funny thing I see? Is that we all do it without really realising it. Maybe it's just karma on her part. But from what I heard, she doesn't believe in karma. Hmmm... Ironic.
One message to this person. Yes, you out there, somewhere, perhaps even reading this: You can fool some of the people all of the time, and all of the people some of the time. But you can never fool all of the people all of the time. So be careful with the words coming out of your mouth. Because you are fooling no one. And there are some people who would like to see you down. And there are a lot more who is making sure of that even as I am typing this.
Clear warning. You read it here, in my blog.
And you know what? Of all the blogs I wrote about people, I think this is the most obvious one. I think alot of you know who I'm talking about this time. But will 'she' realise this? I'll bet she'll be the one who'll be saying: "I tak makan cili, I tak terasa pedas pon." ROFLMAO. Girl, that bullet is aimed directly at your forehead. Have fun.
LoVe~
MzP<3
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