29 May 2009

In Da Club

OMG, Gossip Girl last episode is just sooooo good. Like, so damn good, it hurts.

On the contrary, my life has been void of drama lately. Been a good girl. I mean, I've been soooo good that I only go out partying Saturday nights. No more Wednesdays, Thursdays, Fridays and Sundays with the Saturdays.

And so far, my Saturdays have been amazing. Last Saturday, we went to Arq. You know the gay club? OMG, soo cool. The thing is, although I know I won't get hit on (by guys, anyways), it's still a damn good place to get plenty of eye candy. You see, most of the guys there are topless. And their bodies and soooo hot. H-O-T. Seriously.

The thing I love most about Arq, though, is the lighting. It's damn amazing!

OK, I'll admit, it was interesting for the first few hours. Before I realized it's just not really my scene.

But, you can still see our pic on the Arq website. Check it out!



LoVe~
MzP<3

17 May 2009

Day and Night

Arthouse was... AWESOME!!

The place... great. The music... amazing. The people... cool!!

Alright, cover charge was a tad too expensive. But it's worth it, trust me.

Went with Mira. Yea, wish Dee came! We could be a great HOT threesome... (Oh, and I wouldn't feel like a third wheeler with Mira and Matt. *gag* *gag* *gag*)

At most points of the night, me and Mira were dancing in a circle of 6-10 guys who were just staring at us. Seriously. It's a little bit freaky though, when I think about it.

Went back to Mira's place a little before 3am. This was when we ended up watching Never Back Down, and ogled and giggled over Cam Gigandet's fine abs. We were, like, pausing and replaying some parts. Like when he took off his shirt. At close ups of his torso. When he did the turning kick. OH my God. Cam Gigandet is still the ultimate. I dare you to find a picture of another celebrity who has a finer body. Even Brad Pitt in Troy couldn't compete. Daymn.

Well, after that we were thoroughly entertained by a friend of mine who claims to be able to do a better kick than Cam. I took his shirt off, and asked him to prove it, by kicking a pillow balanced on a fan. OMG. Hot. Maybe not Cam Gigandet hot, but there are still nice abs, which are, btw, right in front of my eyes (And which I get to touch). Hehe. (ehem... I know you're reading this...!!)

ANYWAY.

See this video by MetroScExp on YouTube. And comment. Cute!

And yes, I have been enjoying Happy Slip on YouTube. It's cool! Got me laughing quite a bit. Actually, I'm totally addicted to it. Julie, it's all your fault!!!

You know what? This week is probably my last week partying. I mean, last week before the exam. Yes, time to concentrate. OK, maybe I'll be going to the UBar on Thursday night, I mean, UBar is in the uni anyway, so it doesn't count, right? Hehe.

Wait a minute. Next week is a cowboys and indians party at the UBar! OMG, I have to go. I'm soo there. Wanna come?



LoVe~
MzP<3>

11 May 2009

Smoke

He wanted me back.

No, he was begging.

Fuck.

I fucking hate this. I have a weakness with men, I can't see them cry. At all. When they cry, I'd do anything to make them stop.

But lately, that's what they've all been doing. CRY. FUCK! Like, what's happening to men these days??? Aren't they supposed to be the stronger sex? The one who don't want to show their emotions? I mean, don't all women have problems about their men not showing emotions?

Or have times just changed? I sure hope not!

Sure, everybody deserves a second chance. But I'm out of of second chances. Or third ones.


LoVe~
MzP<3

10 May 2009

We Need a Resolution

OMG, it's so fucking fucked up.

Things are getting so bad. Last night (more like this morning), my Italian boyfriend broke up with me. Through SMS. Yea, he was pissed off with me for some reason. Or just plain pissed (As in drunk). Whatever.

Since we never go to the point where it's love, I was like, oookaayyyy, fine. And I thought it's over. Like really over, because he sounded really pissed off in the phone call he made to me at 2.30am. And the SMS at 5am. Whatever.

Now, he's on the way to talk to me. Like, face to face. OMG. Fuck. Like, what the hell for?? Either he wants to officially break up. Or he wants to get me back. Either way, it doesn't sound pretty. Not in the slightest.

First scenario: break up officially. I seriously don't want him to try to pick a fight. It's scaring me. I mean, I've experienced boyfriends who hit, OK. He doesn't seem like a guy who would, but you never know, do you?

Second scenario: he want's me back. This is scarier. Why? Because I'm done. I don't want it after last night. The thing is, since he's meeting me at my house, so how the hell do I make him leave if he doesn't want to? Shit. What if he gets angrier if I reject him? And what the hell do I say if he wants to talk about 'what happened'?

He said 10 minutes. But I've experienced his '10 minutes', it never is.

OMG, why can't men just let it go? If it's over, it's over. I mean, this time it was even his call. So don't tell me he changed his mind! To me if it's over, it's over. Why dwell further? Why even bother?

I don't fucking care if he broke with me through SMS or face to face. Breaking up is still that - breaking up. Even if he feels guilty, can't he just call instead??? Apparently not.

And to top it all off, I'm freaking hungry. I want to eat. And him showing up is just bringing me further away from my meal called dinner, which is already late as it is. Damn it.

OH. MY. GOD.

It's freaking 10.30pm and he is fucking late.


LoVe~
MzP<3>

06 May 2009

Nobody Wants to be Lonely

Oh wow. Once again I stand by the fact that my life is sooo damn fucking full of drama it could cover an entire season of Gossip Girl.

I suddenly realized why I'm never single. I know never being single is not something to be proud of, really. But it's true when it comes to me.

The reason is, it has never occurred to me to be single. I mean, single, to me, is not even an option. It's just a state between one guy and the next. It's not a choice. If a guy is there, there won't be a chance of being single. I guess it's also because I'm not picky. Well, it's not like, any guy will do, but I don't have criterias and I'm not a serial dater, dating only men with certain characteristics (eg. dark hair). (But I do prefer men with dark hair, actually)

But you know what? Can I just say: I told me so. Haha OKOK. Yes, things got screwed up. Pretty bad. Won't say I didn't see it coming, though. So yea, I told me so!!

So yes, I'm not single again. Seriously, that was what? 1.25 seconds of being single? Shit, I'm totally screwed up. Yea, since they have a singles club, I'm thinking of doing a 'Never Single' club. Haha. And yes, I've also never hated Valentine's Day. So there.

Seriously, sometimes I think there's something wrong with me.

Called Julie and she was like, "Girl, I miss you and all your dramas!! I know if you're single more drama because of the guys flocking around you."

OMG, shit. Yes, she knows me tooooo well. Just toooooo well. I miss her la. She has always been the voice of reason... Maybe if she had been here all along I wouldn't have done half of the stupid things I did. Because me, myself & I aren't exactly a good team most of the time.

Oh and she did say she wished she had followed me around with a camera ages ago. Yes, Julie, I know The Hills don't even come close to the drama in my life. Well, not too late to start right? Hehe.

Anyway. This Sunday, I will be in freak out mode. Total freak out, dunno-what-to-do mode. Shit, I'm not ready!!! 5-7days. I can't survive that!! Thinking about it just makes me wanna go to the Ranch tonight... NONONONONO! Exam tomorrow, girl.





But a little fun can't hurt, right?


LoVe~
MzP<3

04 May 2009

I Wish

The flowers he gave me bloomed today. They are beautiful. Absolutely beautiful.

There was a time where I would have given up the world for you.

But just not now.


I wish.

I wish.

I wish.

I wish.

I wish.

I wish.

I wish.


But wishes don't come true.



LoVe~
MzP<3

01 May 2009

Top of the World

It's MAY!!! Already..!!

Sorry about the lack of updates... I've been partying too much and studying too much to get anything else done.. hehe. And of course, dating a bit too much too.

Dating, now how's that been? Fun. Different. I suddenly love being single. A Korean guy, a French guy, an Italian, an Afghan/Philo, a Malaysian... and one ex boyfriend. OK, not all of them at once, but in small frequent doses.

The Italian guy... Now he's damn cute. Freaking sexy when he talks in that Italian accent. Even sexier when he actually speaks Italian to me. Tongue piercing, and a DJ too. When he says things like, "You're beautiful," in Italian, trust me, you won't be able to resist him either.

Good news: I'm getting the dress!!! The extremely hot hot HOT dress I found in Newtown. No wait, I've ALREADY gotten it. I have to admit, it looks sooooo good on me that I cannot not have it.

Another good news: I'm getting the phone! The same one. My aunt heard about me losing my phone in Dubai, and proceeded to take steps so that I got the same phone. So yes, I'm getting the dream phone after all!!!

Even more good news: My new job is ensuring I'm not broke! Cool. But please... Eat there and get me some tips... Hehe. Kidding.

Uni has been better than expected. Sure I've been partying, but I've also been catching up pretty well. Getting good grades on assignments... Getting good grades on tests. Let's just say single life is treating me pretty well.

But it has all been tiring like hell! You know the kind of exhaustion that's sooo bad you can just collapse anytime? Well, yea. Only I can't seem to stop doing things. I wanna do it all. I wanna party... I wanna stay up doing assignments... I wanna spend hours studying... I wanna work... and I wanna date. OK, yes, it's crazy. But you almost can't feel how tiresome it can be when you're enjoying it all. It's just crazy!

Anyway... Gota get back to my life. Hehe.

I've gotta admit, it's been too good to be true. Too good that a part of me is just waiting for it all to screw up. For I know, when you're on top of the world, the only place you can go from there is DOWN. But till then, I'll be trying to enjoy this moment as much as possible. No regrets!


LoVe~
MzP<3