22 May 2010

Magnificent Beauty

My favourite colour is pretty much common knowledge. If you didn't know let me give you a hint:



But I'll bet you did not know my other favourite things. Like my second favourite colour (that's a hard one to guess, really). Or my favourite flower. Or my favourite song of all time. Or my favourite word. Or just my favourite food?

I'll tell you one thing then. No, I'll show you.

My favourite flower:
The Calla Lily. In my opinion, the most beautiful flower ever. It's beauty is in its simplicity. In its pureness. Its curve. I love it. It is also, unfortunately, pretty hard to get. Also pretty expensive.

Surprisingly my favourite flower is not the extravagant rose. Or maybe something sweet like daisies. But calla lilies attract me so much.

You know how roses have thorns? Bet you didn't know that calla lilies are poisonous. No, not just their stems, like roses, but every part of the plant. Yes including the flowers. And somehow that attracts me more. Knowing they are dangerous in all their simple beauty. And we're not talking a prick on a finger either. Poison.

And this I just found out. Their scientific name is Zantedeschia. Yes, it starts with a Z. My initial. How awesome is that?

The flower itself means 'magnificent beauty'.

*sigh*


LoVe~
MzP<3

15 May 2010

Airplanes

Today will be a pretty good day. Tomorrow would be great! Actually this is a pretty awesome weekend when I think about it.

On thing to celebrate: My luck has returned!!!!!!!!! OMG this is by far the best news in a looooong time. Oh, don't worry, I didn't have to kiss anyone to get it back.

Although things are still not as good as I would like it to be, it's turning around. I am a lot more happier. I am  a LOT more healthier, that's for sure. And my depression is gone!

Turns out one of the BEST cure for depression I've ever come across, is to lose myself in pretty pictures. You know, pictures of things that are so pretty they make your hair rise and your toes curl. They make you forget about everything else for a moment, and truly make you believe the world is such a beautiful place that anything bad does not exist. (Or even if they do exist, they're not as bad anymore)

Try it: So Very Pretty!

I've spent hours and hours on the site, and every time, I'm transported to a place so beautiful I don't want to get out. I tell you (eventhough it sounds wayyy cliched) that everytime on the site, I thank God for every bad thing, and everything I had suffered for, because it makes me appreciate the world's beauty that much more. Love!!


Speaking of all this love and happiness and fairytale stuff, I wonder...


Sorry, that was just a moment. Moving on.

OMG I'm going to Melbourne right after my exams. No, we're not talking a week after. No, we're not talking a few days after. No, we're not even talking the next day. We're talking the same day my exam ends! No kidding. And soon after arriving, first destination: clubs!! We're talking, arrive, get picked up, and go clubs. Yes, we're awesome like that. Haha.

And then, get back to Sydney, and flyyy back to Malaysia the day after. Yay! Gosh, I love airplanes and flights and airports. I like all about them. Their smell, and the lighting and all the people in colourful uniforms. I even don't mind airplane food. What can I say, I grew up with them. Traveling has become a part of me over the years. For me, it's always the promise of it all. When you pack, and get ready, and get out of the house. When you get to the airport, you feel it. The anticipation. The promise of adventures or very familiar sights. Just knowing that when you get out of that plane, you're somewhere else entirely. It's the promise of people waiting for me.I would be alright if my job gets me to travel everyday. In fact I would love that.



And for the last thing I saved... my confession. I am having a crush on someone. Yes, someone. And that's all you're getting from me. But I could really use a wish right now. And this year, I just have 2 wishes: to graduate with good results. And him.


Can we pretend that airplanes in the night sky
Are like shooting stars?
I could really use a wish right now.
Wish right now.
Wish right now...

LoVe~
MzP<3

04 May 2010

TiK ToK

Today a guy told me: I broke up with my girlfriend last week. And then I realized I'd rather be with you than her.

Well. Why would someone put that much pressure on you? It's so hard for me when it comes to that.

Is he hot? Yeah, considerably. Is he fun? I would say so. So what's the problem? Problem is, he's a friend. I do not go out with friends. I can't like them.



So far 2010 has been good. More toned down, as in less partying. Less stupid young stuff. But it's been awesome all the same. And the big thing is, I've kept some of my New Year's resolutions. It's May, impressive right? I am proud of myself. Hehe.

The best part of it all? I am happy. Right now I would say I'm pretty depressed. But it's the happiest depressed state I've ever been in. Being happy even when depressed. Wow. Life must be good ey? Haha.

Bad news: My housemates are all boys now. Ugh.

Good news: Like a million friends!!

Life is moving on. I am truly happy, happier than I've ever been in a loooong time. I've been single for 7 months now... and loving it! I'm doing so good in uni, they claim I'm sleeping with the lecturer ;) Well, I won't admit I'm a nerd!! I've gone on adventures. Plenty spontaneous ones. Plenty awesome friends too! And yet time moves on, and moves and moves. Trust me this is going to be legendary!

My only regret is that I haven't been hanging out more with my Malaysian friends. Just, you know, not feeling it since most of them has left. I should try harder though. Circumstances don't allow it too much, but.

Signing out, loving life. As laid back, adventurous, crazy and spontaneous as it is. I wouldn't give it up for the world!

So sue me.

Now, the party don't start 'til I walk in

Don't stop, make it pop
DJ, blow my speakers up
Tonight, I'mma fight
'Til we see the sunlight
Tick tock on the clock
But the party don't stop, no


LoVe~
MzP<3