13 July 2007

Have I Changed?

How much have I changed?

---- 6 Years Ago -------

1. How old were you?
13 years old.

2. Where did you go to school?
Kolej Yayasan Saad, or in short, KYS.

3. Where did you work?
Did not work... too young to work.

4. Where did you live?
Subang, USJ2.

5. Where did you hang out?
MidValley. Sometimes Subang Parade.

6. Did you wear glasses?

Yup.

7. Who was your best friend(s)at that
time?
Out of school, it was Iman. In school, Hanaa. Really, that Hanaa. Seems weird right? Well, see how much we have changed?

8. How many tattoos did you have?
Zero. Getting a tatt at 13 is so against the law.

9. How many piercings did you have?
A pair. Ears. Everybody had those.

10. What car did you drive?
No license yet. I was young.

11. Had you been to a real party?
Maybe not the 'real' ones.

12. Had your heart broken?
Just by a crush. Nothing too serious.

13. Were you
Single/Taken/Married/Divorced?
At 13? You'd better run if I told you I was married. Or divorced!!! Was only 'taken' at the end of the year.


-------------2 years ago-----------

1. How old were you?

17 years old. Still young.

2. Where did you go to school?

Still KYS. My last year.

3. Where did you work?

Too lazy to work. Plus SPM takes enough of my time already.

4. Where did you live?
Subang. USJ11. Yea, I moved.

5. Where did you hang out?
Midvalley, Pyramid, One Utama, KLCC,... you know, the lot.

6. Did you wear glasses?
Oooh, not anymore. Contacts already.

7. Who were your best friend(s)?
Iman is still my outside best friend, we were actually closer. Inside KYS, Julie! Yea, Hanaa and I had a fallout. Sad. She was really a great friend.

8. How many tattoos did you have?
None. Still illegal to get a tatt at 17.

9. How many piercings did you have?
The pair in my ear. And a new navel one. Only it got closed that year.

10. What car did you drive?
Got my 'L' license but not 'P' yet. So still got no car.

11. Had your heart broken?
I guess. Maybe. Don't remember much. I break more hearts than get my heart broken. Hey, I was still carefree. And the idea of a commitment? I'll be running for my life!

12. Were you
Single/Taken/Married/Divorce?
Still single. I know it's legal to get married then, but still can't grasp commitment. Had lots of on/off two week relationships. See what I mean by hating commitment?


--------------------Today--------------
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1. How old are you?
19 years old. Damn, I'm old.

2. What school do u go to?
Taylor's College. Not now though, now I'm lazing rotting at home.

3. Where do you live?
Still USJ11. Can't wait to move this year.

4. Do you wear glasses?
Nope, still on my contacts. In fact, I wear less glasses than I did 2 years ago.

5. Who are your best friends?
Still Iman!!!! Though she's in Indonesia now, furthering her studies(All the best Iman!!!). In Taylor's I had a few. JiyZ a.k.a Sailormoon, GracieWacie a.k.a. Superwoman, Ee Fei a.k.a. The Fat Fly, Aimi a.k.a President of MRS, The Boys(Sam, Kev, Wilson, Peter) and, well, lots more.

6. Do you talk to your old friends?
Still contacting Julie. And I do talk to my old friends. Just not frequently enough. Had a nice outing with them the other day. That was nice. Glad to see we all can still get along!

7. How many piercings do you have?
The earrings pair, another one on my left ear, and re-pierced my navel.

8. How many tattoos?
Okay, I know it's legal to get one now, but wouldn't want to ruin my nice skin with something so permanent.

9. What kind of car do you have?
'The Butterfly Car'. That's what it's been nicknamed as(not by me). It's the cute Kelisa which is quite a sight of pink and butterflies.

10. Has your heart been broken?
Well, yes. My stupid ungrateful boyfriend tried to cheat on me. Damn. Wish I still don't want commitment. But now I do. I've grown up, huh?

11. Are you
Single/Taken/Married/Divorce?
So 'taken' that I'm practically married! Seriously. He's the BF/exBF. People call him my BF/exBF/Husband now. But I'm not married. Not yet, at least.



Hey you guys, Why don't you try this? Then I can know how much you've change.


LoVe~
MzP<3

11 July 2007

Getting a Move On

What's your current mood?
To make lots of money!! In the mood to learn about money, assets, and to get a good stockbroker.


Name 3 schools u went to

SriKL, SKSJ, KYSM. I can list more.


Name 3 things u do when you're really
stressed
1. Punch something(not someone, if it's caused by a person I can hurt, I'll scratch). Cause I usually get stressed when I'm angry so I let it out on tables/walls.
2. Cry. I don't really like people to see me cry so I'll lock myself up in my room or go somewhere a little private or just make it look like I'm not crying.
3. If can't do anything, I'll just bear with it. By the way, I do good under pressure. I make friends under pressure. I'll actually study and work under pressure.

3 names u go by
Zulaikha
Zue.
K. Ayka.
I have more: Zouk, Su'tida, Zuey, Zeus.

3 of ur favourite foods

Pizza with lots of toppings.
Ice cream, maybe cookies and cream or praline flavoured.
Marshmallows covered in caramel and chocolate.

3 things u'r wearing right now
Tank top, jeans, belt.

who's in the house with u?

Mama, Ala Balkis(my aunt), Zuhrie, Zuheri,
the maids.

who r u thinking about right now?

The BF/exBF. He just called.

tell me, who's ur special now?

Guess that'll be my BF/exBF. I just destroyed something of his(you know, under stress and also that I was so furious with him) and now we're good.

who do u wanna be with right now?

Good question. I won't tell you. Let's just say that it's out of pure lust that I want to 'be' with him. I don't have real feelings for this particular guy. You know, just another pretty face.


who did u last talk to on the phone?

BF/exBF. Called because his niece woke him up. Just wanted to check on me. And he misses me.

who do u sit next to in your class?

Right now I don't have formal classes. Just Spanish classes, next to Lion-na(that's Leeana, brother's girlfriend). Used to sit next to Sailormoon, Superwoman Grace and Ee Fei the Fly in Taylors. Miss them so much!!!

who do u wish u were right now?

Angelina Jolie. Then I'd get to be with Brad Pitt(Did you know his real name is William Bradly Pit??). And I'd get to travel the world. And have lots of money and get to adopt kids and have them with my last name.

where do u live?
Subang. Where the magic happens.

where is ur handphone?

Charging. Yes, people, I finally charge my phone. If you want to reach me, you can reach me now. Until tomorrow when the battery will be out again and I'll be too lazy to charge. Again.


where do u sleep?

On my twin four poster bed. In my house in Subang. Soon it'll change. Then, yay!!


where is the last place u took a ride
to?
Midvalley. Last night to watch Transformers again. Got stabbed in my tummy again. Shit(I'm allowed to swear to show extremes) it hurts. By the way, I meant pierce my navel.


where are u now?

Home, in Subang
in the computer room. Don't really believe in going out to use the computer when I have internet connection at home.

what was the last thing u ate?

My maid's fabulous and famous Maggi goreng.

what colour shirt r u wearing?

Yellow.... I think. A little brownish.

what is the closest item near u

Colour pencils. I was... ehem... 'expressing' my creativity this afternoon. That was hours ago and I've still yet to keep the colour pencils.

what is ur favourite colour?

Pink. Please tell me you know that. I mean even if you never knew me, you can see it in this page right? Peter, you're excused.


what was the last movie that u watched?

Confessions of a Young Bride. I hate the ending. She should end up with the good-looking guy. If we're talking about cinema movie, it's Transformers(twice). That movie is so fucking good(again, I'm only swearing to show extremes. I mean have you ever heard me say f**k?). I recommend the movie to everyone. The CGI is beyond.


when did u start school?

2 plus. Yes, I was a genius when I was young. My father thought school will enhance the genius in me, but instead it suppresses it. Damn. If only I didn't go to school. I'd still have that genius in me.

when is ur birthday?

13th January. Now that you know, you're obliged to remember. No excuse. Put it in your calendar and put phone alarms. I'll be expecting lots of gifts next year!!

when did u last go to the mall?

Yesterday. Midvalley. Went to see Transformers and get stabbed in the tummy again. Do you know that there is a 3 year waiting list for anyone to open a shop there? I mean Midvalley, not my tummy.


What are you listening to right now?

The fan. Hold on, I'll switch on iTunes. The song that came up is... Be Faithful by Fatman Scoop. I didn't even know I had that song in my iTunes.

A part of a song lyric that's in your
mind?
Que hiciste? The new JLo song. I means 'What did you do?' I love that song. Don't know the lyrics though because it's in Spanish. One day I'll memorise the lyrics. Oh and part of the song 'Big Girls Don't Cry'.


Your three plans for tmrw?

Wake up early. If you know me that is seriously something I have to plan first. I'm a night person. Almost, what's that word?, nocturnal, if you will.

What do you want?

A job. So I can get money to start investing. I want to be wealthy before I get too old. Then what's the fun in that?

Are you feeling hungry?

For something cold and sweet. Maybe an ice cream. Or ice blended Vanilla from Coffee Bean. Or Caramel Frappucino from Starbucks.

Who do you miss right now?
My friends. Sailormoon. Superwoman!! You're soooooo far in Kuching, Grace! Julie, though I'll probably meet her on Saturday. And Eiman in Australia. And of course my BF/exBF. Hope his niece turns up the TV volume and wake him up again so he'll call.

Last friend(s) you talked to?

Julie in SMS. And Syuen. Syuen a.k.a. Arsyan is this friend I had since I was 5/6. We were neighbours. Still contact him occasionally. He's 5 years older than me.

What do you like about last night?

I got my navel piercing again! Yay. And watching Transformers with BF/exBF. He's like this kid who started talking about buying a second hand car that'll transform and turn into a butt-kicking super-cool Camaro. Personally,I like the Pontiac Solstice better.

When you were a kid, what did you want to be when you grew up?
Doctor. Teacher. Model. And a whole lot of other things. Yeap, I was indecisive from the beginning.

Do you play games?

Yes. I'd be a pretty boring person if I don't. I love games. Board games, computer games. Games of the heart.... Muahahahaha.


What song did you last hear?

Don't Tell Me-Avril Lavigne. I love this song. It's like telling a guy, "I'm not cheap you stupid man-whore. And I'm just not that interested."

Person you hate most?

I made a list of 10 people I hate the most. I really think There is one person I hate the most. Let's not put the 10 names here. Waste of space.

Who makes you laugh the most?
Sailormoon and Grace. Oh, and Aimi(when I can stand her... hehehe...). They really made my days in Taylors.

In a few words, explain what makes you
love someone?
Personality. I can read most people and looks alone just don't cut it. If you're a bad boy, there will be crush and lust. But a semi good personality can make my heart jump. Oh, looks as a first impression. If you take care of your looks then I know you at least want to impress me. That's flattering.

What were you doing this morning at 9
a.m?
9 a.m.?
Isn't that, like, before dawn? I mean who wakes up before dawn?

What were you doing 15 minutes ago?

Talk on the phone with BF/exBF. Reply Julie's SMS.

Say something.
Yay. I don't know, just feel like saying "Yay."

I'm in the mood to do surveys like this alot these days. Expect another one soon, okay?


LoVe~
MzP<3>

08 July 2007

Educated Rich Suckers

Been reading the book Rich Dad Poor Dad. I remember years ago when my father read it. He used to say he's become someone different because of the book. He keeps on quoting things in the book. When I finally read the book a few days ago, I realised something. My father didn't really get the overall picture and the lesson of the book. He just got a few examples of the author's life and tried to apply it in his. Which of course didn't work.That's why our lives are still not of the super rich and he still can't afford to send me overseas.

When read the book, I find it too repetitive. It repeats the same thing over and over and over again. But then I realise that it actually made it's way through my skull into my brain. Guess that's why it repeats alot. Too get into people's thick skulls. Basically the whole book is just very much common sense. Something we should know to not get into a longterm financial trouble all our lives. I like the book. It makes me look at myself and my life in a bigger picture. Like a fly trying to get out of a closed window when the door at the other side of the room is open. The fly will hit itself against the window like crazy untill it finally gets too weak and dies. What most people can only see this window as a way out. So they work hard all their lives. To get out and taste the freedom. But as long as we're as short-sighted and close-minded as the fly, the window won't budge. That's the whole picture of the book. Actually, as far as I read, it never mentioned flies. That's just an example of mine. The book talked, instead, of rats. You know, how they work hard on the wheel thingy and never get anywhere.

I am seriously missing my Taylors friends. My life is empty now, trying to fill it up somehow. I'm just not very well in health right now so my mood to go out is running quite low. I actually feel like listing what I want to do for the holidays. So here's my list, in no specific order.

Get a job
Read lots of books
Rock climbing
Go on a diet and really lose weight
Go out with old friends
Go traveling with friends
Watch the whole Heroes 1st season
Watch Desperate Housewives third season
Learn a language, preferably Spanish or French
Watch all interesting movies worth watching
Get myself in a few companies
Teach someone
Learn to cook something
Do cross-stitches
Learn a type of dancing
Learn something useful


Oh yeah, speaking of learning, I've learned a few things lately.
1. There's a 'Teddy Geiger Day' It's on the 19th of March. But I forgot in which country it is celebrated in.
2. A book called 'How Opal Mehta Got Kissed, Got Wild And Got A Life' was actually plagiarised from at least 5 different books of
4 different authors. And the plagiarism is so obvious it's hard not to miss. Try Wiki it (as in Wikipedia).
3. There's superhero called Rose Tattoo who can kill anyone with anything she makes. Including her bodily fluids during sex. That's so cool right??!! You can Wiki her too.
4. "I'm Sorry" in Spanish. Which..... I forgot. Damn. Oh well, nevermind. My Spanish class is starting on Monday. Yay.
5. Angelina Jolie and Billy Bob Thornton used to carry each other's blood around their neck, in small vials. Wow. I should do that with my husband one day.
6. The history of taxes. Income tax is actually voted by middle-class and poor people to get money from the rich. In the end, the governments got money hungry and taxed middle-class people too. Then rich people find ways to get out of tax legally so the middle-classes are stuck being punished for something they voted themselves in the first place. See, you can't bring down the rich because they know how to handle it. Why not try being rich. Then you wouldn't have those problems. The rich work very hard and smart for what they gained. Who says they need to be punished for it? By the way, I'm not rich.
7. The house you live in is not an asset. Nor is your car. Or your golf clubs.
8. Genetic jeans are the 'in' thing for jeans now. They're super nice.
9. There's a burger served in a hotel that costs 6,000 US dollars. And a glass of martini for 10,000 US dollars in another hotel.
10. Fergie's new videoclip actually stars the main character from Heroes. How super cool is that?!
11. Wikipedia is sooo addictive!!!!!!! I keep on finding out new things from it, apparently you can search for almost everything in it. You can also Wiki Wikipedia. In fact everyone should start Wiki-ing(if there's such a word). You'll get so hooked on it. Try the elephant man, superheros, James Bond, a book author, a film director, or anything you'd like to know about. You'd get so addicted in no time.

You know what? All this time I keep on feeling really unsure of what I'm going to do in the future. But after reading this book 'Rich Dad Poor Dad,' I feel like I know exactly what to do. I don't actually have to do anything specific. Just learn. And learn life. Things that really matter. Then I'll be one of those educated rich suckers that rule everything.

Funny thing, I've known people who detests rulebooks and anywhere and anything with rules. But they try to be a rebel and break rules. Hello? You can't break the rules if you don't know them. I mean, how lame is it if someone catches you breaking the rules and your excuse is: I don't know the rules! My brother actually looked at me weirdly when I told him I know every school rule in my high school and said "No way!" when I asked him to read his rulebook. People think I'm a nerd for actually reading the rulebook and knowing that page 64 contains the punishments but at least when a teacher tries to catch me doing something, I'll know exactly what category the offense I did is in and where the teacher got it wrong, better yet, if there is a way out of it. So please study the rules. I guess that's why I'm interested in Business Law. Knowing the law actually helps me find legal loopholes and laws that might benefit me and protect me. In fact I recommend everyone to do it. At least the next time you feel rebellious and feel like breaking the rules at least you'll know the rule you're trying to break actually exists. Imagine what it feels like to find out a rule didn't exist after you go through all the trouble to break it. It must feel really empty inside.


LoVe~
MzP<3>

06 July 2007

Prince of Evil

I love my new kitten. It's the most adorable thing. Named him Prince, you know, after Prince William. Prince is 4 months old now. His birthday is on the 28th of February 2007(Julie's birthday!!). Next year I'm going to make a huge birthday party for his one year old birthday. And expect lots of you to show up! He'll be so big by that time. Then you guys can bring nice presents for him.

Talking about birthdays, remember, mine is on the
13th of January, a month before Prince's birthday. Again, presents, people!!

I'm so stuck at home doing nothing. I've put my social life on hold for that stupid BF/exBF who probably don't even appreciate it. Well, all of that is going to change. From now on I'll fill up my social life until there is no time for that BF/exBF. At that time, he won't be able to see me on a daily basis, and serve him right. Mwahahahahahahahaha.


Right now the only highlight of my month is watching Transformers and the seventh book of Harry Potter coming out on the 21st. Thats like less than 15 days away. Yay. When I get the book, I won't go out, won't pick up the phone, won't rea
d any sms and won't go online until I finish reading the book. There. This is due to the fact that my previous Harry Potter storyline surprises are always spoiled by someone telling me what happens and who died. All I know for the seventh book is that Harry Potter himself will die. And hopefully my darling Voldemort will live and he will rule the world better than he did before with me at his side. After all, the prophecy did say that one will live and the other will die or something like that. I wonder why people hate Voldemort so much. Seems only me who recognises his brilliant smartness and his power. Power is everything and there is noway young, naive and hopeless Harry Potter would ever defeat power of that much greatness. So there.

Yes, it's obvious that I do have a dark side. Having a dark side is not all that bad you know. In fact,

I'm sure you love cookies, am I right? I do. Mmmmmm,,....... Deeeelish.


There's a big advantage to being in the dark side. Like for instance, you can rule the world. And nobody can stop you!!!!! Well, the first step to be evil is to have an evil laugh. You know most evil people have this really evil laugh. Like Dr.Evil in Austin Powers, the Dracula in Van Helsing, Voldemort, and most evil witches.

And when you get to the higher stage of being evil, you will have the guts to say this to your friends.

Okay, I'm just going icon crazy today. But I do love being evil. Eventhough I have the good girl image. Well, you know, as they say,

LoVe~
MzP<3