Freaking Freak

This is a kind of pain I could not cope with.

I've always been good with pain. I've always been good with feelings.

But this time round, it's different. I guess I'm different. I can't cope. It hurts so bad that it's almost physical.

I need a release. I need to do get my mind off it, or I don't think I can survive another day.

I don't want this pain anymore. But I don't know what to do. Should I shut it off, along with all the other emotional things I'm feeling? Or should I just bear with it one more day?

I need you. I need you now. Please.

I can't freaking function. It's freaking hard. I'm freaking out. I'm a freak.


LoVe~
FreaK<3