Felis

Today is a nice day. Had more fun than I had had for quite awhile lately.

It's for the first time in these past few days that I feel good and nice and quite relaxed. If you haven't heard yet, I'm single again. Yup, now the BF/exBF is officially an ex. Been about a week now. I initially felt bad and broken. But you know me, all logic and stuff, i choose to ignore. Because I know that emotions are just 'in the mind' which isn't even that important. Actually, the more i think, the more I can't find a logic for crying or being sad about it. It's not like he's part of my family, or that I can't live without him. So logic overrides the whole thing. I mean, cry, and get over it. No use getting myself sick over it. He was becoming a bastard anyway.

ANYWAY. About today. I have to thank a certain someone for making my day. Syuen a.k.a. Arsyan, the self-proclaimed computer genius. A little history, I knew his since before I even remembered, maybe when I was 1/2 years old. We were neighbours.

We planned dinner initially, but when he found out I haven't watched any of the Bourne movies, he decided to make our date(well, it's not a date date in that sense) earlier. So he picked me up in the afternoon(he was 2 hours late but whatever) and brought me to his house.

Since he's a computer geek, I did expected the tons of technological mumbo jumbos in his room. Most of the latest. Even his mouse. His room even smelled like computers(yes, computers have smells!). His room is surprisingly clean though for a guy. I've seen girls' rooms much more messy than his. I think he cleaned it the day before when he knew I was coming.

We reached his place quite late actually. I blame it on his GPS. He blames it on himself(because technology stuff is the love of his life!). Anyway, I got there and forgot all about Jason Bourne when I played his Wii. OK people, if you don't know what that is, it is not something dirty. It's not something kinky. And it's definitely not the scientific term for a body part(!). It's a game thing. Yes, PS-like. Which is quite cool. I got a little carried away playing it and eating our take-away McDonald's(They came out with spicy nuggets again, yay!) that I almost forgot about the Bourne trilogy. But he reminded me.

So we started the movie. When he said he has the movies and like every series ever known, I imagined it to be in piles of CDs. But guess what? It's all in his computer. I kid you not. He has, like this connection between his computer and his flat screen so he just plays it at his computer and I could enjoy the full movie at the TV. That impresses me. Most people just burns CDs and play them in the DVD player. He doesn't need to do that of course. (He could make a fake DVD business if he wanted to! But of course he doesn't need the money).

We watched Bourne Identity and Bourne Supremacy back to back. But by the time we're done, it's dinner time. So no time to watch the third Bourne. We weren't hungry yet, however so while he went to 'lepak' on his bed, I played his super cool computer. Secretly I think his computer is under pressure too. Haha. Wanted to watch his Desperate Housewives but he didn't have the ones before episode 13. So I didn't. It was then when he said he downloaded another game for his Wii. Some Treasure Island game that got a 9.0 rating. Now, that game was so cool. Got a little addicted to it until we realised the time. Time really flies when we're having fun. It was 9.05.

Ended it with dinner at this place he says has 'famous' nasi lemak. Well, I still think my mom does it better. Those of you who have tasted my mom's nasi lemak would so agree with me. We talked alot too the whole time. We had a fun day overall and I'd so definitely do it again. Soon hopefully.

I think we have something planned for this Wednesday. Yay. Looking forward to it.

In the mean time, I'm totally channeling Nicole Kidman when she broke up with Tom Cruise. Able to still look graceful and effortless. I'm not going to abandon everything for one guy who's probably not even worth it. Lindsay Lohan says: "I won't be the one to chase you, but at the same time you're the heart that I call home." Understand that that doesn't mean I don't love him. But I think I'm making the right choice and not going to regret it. At least not today.

I wish more of my friends are here with me. Then I would get over this worthless thing sooner. I'm determined to make the most of it all. And I will.

LoVe~
MzP<3

A Little Bit

I have just found out about Twitter. OK, I know. It's been awhile already, but hey, I didn't say I was a computer geek. Other than the latest iPod, don't ask me what's the latest in technology. Gave up knowing about computer when I was 13. And even then I knew so much more about computer than other people my age. It just didn't last. Knowing every HTML code or the latest supercomputer just didn't do it for me.

Back to Twitter. Arsyan invited me(the real computer geek - or as he like to call himself, genius). He was like sooooo excited to show me how to use it and everything. He said it's free. It better be if he doesn't want me to kill him with non-technological methods e.g. my bare hands.

I'm finally accepted in a Sydney University. Macquarie to be exact. I was soo happy. Until... I knew about the Group of 8. Damn. I should have applied to the University of Sydney. I am wallowing in regret now. Hey, Macquarie is a good university. Just not in the list of the best. And is far away from the city. I don't know how I'll survive. I mean I can deal with it being far from the city if I know it's one of the best Universities in Sydney. God, how can be so careless as to not check first. And why oh why didn't anybody tell me about the Group of 8 before???

OK, relaaaaaaaxxxxxx. Breathe. Right. Tell me what to do now. Advice, anyone?

So to relax myself, I've decided to do those quizzes at Blogthings. This is one of those.

Skinny Jeans

You are classy and a bit formal when it comes to your personal style. Your look is feminine and well put together - and never trashy or too trendy.

That was 'What Style of Womens Jeans Are You?' This is another one, 'What Kind Of a Bikini Are You'.

You Are a Classic Bikini!

You are the type of gal who looks good in almost any bikini. Going for the understated look, you don't need a flashy bikini to turn heads.

Maybe one more:

You Are an "It Girl"

You're outgoing, friendly, and charismatic. You are aware of your image, and you are constantly improving yourself. You're definitely the type of girl people love to be around!

This is 'Are You an It Girl'. OK, next time I'll do more quizzes and put them here. Especially when I'm too lazy to write.

People, join Twitter and you can know what I'm doing everytime I update!


LoVe~
MzP<3

Blab

I actually just knew that they adapted Cecily Von Ziegesar's book, Gossip Girl into a series. I sort of read the first book of the series. It might actually be a nice series to watch. But the girls they casted to play the characters are not that appropriate. They just seem different from the author's description. Still looking forward to catch it though. Some say it's addictive.

So what did I do today?

Stay in front of the computer. Yup. That's it. Oh, and I trained my cat (Oh God, I just saw how pathetic I am). My cat knows how to sit, stand and shake. Teaching him to lie down. Getting him neutered on Saturday hopefully. OMG, I'm scared for him! Imagine losing your manly stuff. Ouch. But I have to though. He's started to hump my arm/leg alot. Yea, disgusting. So I'd save my arm/leg before his 'Manlihood'. Told him his getting neutered. I hope he doesn't understand human speak too much. I wouldn't imagine what'd happen on Saturday if he does.

OH NO! I forgot to paint my nails!! OK, I have something better to do now. Bye!


LoVe~
MzP<3

Randomnesssssssss

I was watching a few TV commercials and they got me thinking. The first is an emergency number commercial. You know, the 999 one. I was watching all the examples they gave for contacting 999. Then I remembered the one time I called that number. Well, I won't elaborate why, but it was one of the scariest moment of my life, about 4 years ago. It was in Sungai Wang when I got my handphone for like 5 seconds and that is after I fought for it. I called 999 and a guy picked up. I told him I was in Sungai Wang and my situation. Because I was crying while talking to him, he believed me, but... guess what? Instead of telling me that he'll send someone or contact someone for me, he actually (get this) gave me another number to call. It was a 03 number, followed by 8 digits. He told me that this number is the police station nearest to where I am. Of course I didn't remember the number. I don't think anyone would remember the number in a bad situation and being in panic. Trust me, the situation I was in could have ended up in my death for all he knew. I just don't get why he didn't call them himself. He did take me sriously, because I heard him panicking as well. So I really hope that after they decide to do a TV commercial for that number, they will improve their service. Because we, the public, needs it.

Next commercial: The road crossing thing. About how we're supposed to use the overhead bridge. OK, I totally agree with that. Especially on busy roads. But(there's always a'but' isn't there?) one situation made me think about the whole overhead bridge thing. I'd say we need an alternative way to cross the road. Overhead bridge doesn't work for everyone. I saw once, a woman waiting to cross the road near an overhead bridge. I was wondering why she didn't use the bridge she was standing right next to(and that was a really busy road). Then I noticed something. She had stroke. I noticed it in the way she walks and her right arm being a little stiff. She obviously just got back from buying food. And I was thinking: She must be living alone to go through all that trouble. OK, in case you don't know, she can't climb stairs if she just had stroke. It also made me think of all the other people who might not be able to go up stairs. That's why I think we need an alternative option to crossing roads. Because not everyone benefits from it.

I don't actually think any TV commercials are bad or give bad influence. Do you think there is? They convince you to buy stuff you won't otherwise but they don't exactly promote real bad things.

On a lighter note, I'm in love with Josh Hartnett all over again. He's so cute. And good-looking. I mean, what girl wouldn't fall in love with him. I mean, just look at him!!

Wow, he's soooo sexy. I lub-dub him! I actually only like him after Lucky Number Slevin. Before that I thought he looked too young. And his roles are always good-boy ones that just turns me off. Slevin shows me his serious side. Ehem... and seeing him in a towel onethird of the movie doesn't hurt! He's all grown up and manly now.

Actually, he reminds me of a crush I had last year. Yes, I'm talking about that guy who got a girlfriend now. Unfortunately, I don't think he ever knew I existed. Except for one (sexy) look he gave me at the start of the year, I never got anything from him. The cutest guy I've ever met face to face. Told his friend I was interested. Never got to him.

What really attracted me to Josh? And also this crush? I think it's the bad boy-good boy look and vibe. A badass and an angel in one package. It's the mix I've wanted all along. Too bad I can't have both.

From commercials to cute boys? OK, I can be really random sometimes. Next.

What did I do today? Nothing is interesting enough to put here. Even another fight with my BF/exBF is not interesting enough. I'm going to kill that guy. Someday. Then I'll get Josh Hartnett. Then I'll live happily ever after. OK, one two three now: DREAM ON!!!!

LoVe~

MzP<3

5 Things More

It's freaking 4 in the morning. I was up all night watching TV (Dexter!) and reading people's blogs. And I still can't sleep. Think I've been oversleeping for abit. Was reading Ee Fei's blog. She tagged me to do a little ummm... what's the word? A little something. Obviously my brain is not working now. If it ever did. So I'm going to do this mindless thing Ee Fei tagged me to do. Here goes :

5 things found in my wallet :
@~> The $$$
@~> Identification
@~> Licence
@~> Passport-sized pictures recently taken
@~> My discount and member cards collection (Coffee Bean, MPH, Topshop, Sub, Pets)

5 Things in my head:
@~> How I hate not being able to sleep so I need to tire my brain out.
@~> OMG I got fat! Need to lose weight. Need to exercise.
@~> My baby. Enough said. I love him.
@~> That stupid*toot**toooooooot**tooot**toot**toooot*. OK, glad to get that off my chest. (I decided to censor that. Felt bad that there's too much swear words in my blog). It's not you. Don't worry.
@~> OMG! I'm swearing!!!

5 words I frequently use:
@~> Seriously?
@~> Are u suuuuuuurrrrrrrreeeee?????
@~> Shhhhhoooot (It's supposed to be shit, the nicer version).
@~> Lalala. OK, that's not a word, but I say it often enough.
@~>

5 Recent smses received:
@~> "U bole sayang i balik?"
@~> "Sayang kan u"
@~> A few other smses from BF/exBF.
@~> "Hey wasap hows it going?"
@~> "Ya i know.but i cann.t eat much also.i'm having sore throat n fever. Sorry."

5 recent things I just did:
@~> Watch TV.
@~> Eat. It's my sahur. Want to puasa today(?).
@~> Pet Prince William. That's my cat FYI.
@~> Read Ee Fei's blog.
@~> Added the counter on my blog.

5 things in my wardrobe:
I don't understand the question?
@~> Tops
@~> Pants
@~> Skirts
@~> Shorts
@~> Underwear

5 things I just ate:
@~> Pizza
@~> Garlic Bread
@~> (This was some time ago) Fried Rice
@~> Chicken Wings
@~> Pineapple tart (kuih raya)

5 people I'm tagging:
@~> Jiy Zhing
@~> Gracie the Superwoman!!!
@~> Iman
@~> Zuhier's friends who are reading this.
@~> A total stranger, whoever you are who's reading this.

Ok, I'm done. I'm going to sleep now. Nite! Or rather, morning!

LoVe~
MzP<3

Words

Hello.

Hi.

Today I don't really want to say anything much. I'd just really like to say to the world that I'm on my brother's side. And I'm sure he will make the right decisions. And I'm sure I've been underestimating him all this while. And I'm sorry(this is rare, I probably never say sorry) that I doubted him before.

OK, I just don't get something though. Wish someone would explain it to me. Or not. I just see gold here. And I'm glad I did what I did. I finally found the unvarnished truth.


Love~
MzP<3

The Superficial Me

I think the situation I'm in is real funny right now. I won't say more about this subject.

So. I like Facebook right now. I've been spending so much time on it that I seriously didn't update this thingy.

Hey, the word 'thingy' reminds me of something. It's in a description of a drink on a menu in Pangkor Laut Resort. And in the same menu contains my favourite drink: Pink Dune. OK, I don't know why I'm writing this.

I went shopping today. Bought a bag in Lollipops. I like that shop now and I'm sooo gooing to get another bag from there. It's like the bomb. The bag is nice and affordable. I'm so loving it right now. Check it out: www.lollipops.fr . I like the one with the cat in front. So now you know what to get me for my birthday! Yay. No excuses this time!

My raya shoes are silver this time. With heels, finally. I've always liked heeled shoe, I just don't wear them often because: a) My mommy doesn't like them and b) My BF/exBF is... ehem.. 'vertically challenged'. Well, a) is a bigger problem than b). My mother loves flats so she only buys flats for me. Oh well, at least she buys nice ones for me. Not complaining.

Speaking of shoes, I just want another one from Pedder Red. But the one I want is not sold locally. Damn. I don't think Pedder Red has it's own website though so it's a little hard to know about their collections and such. They have a shop in KLCC but I don't know about them opening one anywhere else here. I hope they do. I think we're so unfair that good shops(like Bottega Veneta, Jimmy Choo) opens here last. It's like they open everywhere first and finally here. If ever. Maybe it's the exchange rate. In our currency, the bags seem so much more expensive than in Euros.

Than there's makeup. Personally, I like Benefit right now, despite the price. I have their BadGal Lash and I love it. What I don't get is that it sells much cheaper in the U.S. so why is it so expensive here?

Talking about beauty products, Britney came out with a new perfume. I'll so have it. I have all her perfumes to date so far and I won't miss this one. I'm not exactly a die hard Britney fan, but her perfumes are great, all of them. Their packaging are really nice too. I don't care, I'm so getting it before it comes out locally. If my father goes to the US soon.

Another interesting note: I am so into PerezHilton.com and TheSuperficial.com. Both celebrity gossip sites that are really up-to-date and scandalous. Okok, I am that superficial. But I love it. These celebrities' live are just too glam to be true. They have like so much money and can get away with almost anything. And they're beautiful. And are freaking slaves to fashion. Who doesn't love them?(That was a rhetorical question - don't answer it)

Ok, I should really stop blabbering at 3 in the morning. So, good night, or rather, good morning!

LoVe~
MzP<3

p.s. I think the funny situation will become funnier. Know what I'm referring to?