My trials are coming. Very soon. In fact, it's on Thursday. Man, I wish I'm still in PB class, then I don't have to take Biology. I've been so lazy studying Biology. Not interested how my kidney works anymore. Or even the reproductive organs. Well, Gracie (superwoman) taught me about the creating friction part, which was in the text book, by the way. Haha.... Naughty Grace!!! Still, the big problem is the BioScience book doesn't contain everything we need to know (it cost me 135!! what a ripoff!!) and I've got to look for information on the internet. Seriously, try typing in 'Testis' in Google and see what you get(I mean, you do get educational sites, but most give either too little or too much information). This sooooo ruin my mood to study Biology.
My brain cells are fried and I'm surprised if there are any remaining in my head anymore. Really, I'll be very dead by the end of the week. Man, this is the life. Gotta live with it. Ciao.
LoVe~
MzP<3
23 March 2007
21 March 2007
Today
Today, I wear a blck top and a black and white skirt. I went to class at 9. I asked Ms Shoba a math question. I ate in Peppercorn with Sailormoon, Michelle and Superwoman Gracie. And then I went to the compter lab to print my Biology notes because I don't have Chemistry class.
Okay, yea life is normal today. And a little boring. And I have math later and Sailormoon and Superwoman are not going. Then I'll be alone.
That's all I did until now. I don't know why I'm writing this entry anyway. Well, bye now.
LoVe~
MzP<3
Okay, yea life is normal today. And a little boring. And I have math later and Sailormoon and Superwoman are not going. Then I'll be alone.
That's all I did until now. I don't know why I'm writing this entry anyway. Well, bye now.
LoVe~
MzP<3
19 March 2007
Highschool MRS-ness
According to this survey I got off Friendster bulletin, (Yep, I've got nothing else to do despite trials my trials being next week) I'm supposed to list down 13 of my highschool friends off the top of my head. Then, I'm supposed to answer the questions below. So here goes. (By the way, for those of you who don't know yet, my high school is KYS. Look it up in kysm.edu.my!!)
1. Julie
2. Arvindran
3. Melissa
4. Emy (Amoi)
5. Ida
6. Asma
7. Lee
8. Elisha
9. Hanisah
10. EG
11. Diana
12. Pogi
13. Sarah
Okay, so here are the questions.
How did you meet 10?
In school. Duh. Actually, I didn't talk to him for years untill Form 5,maybe when I found out he's a really nice chap to have a chat with.
What would you do if you had never met 12?
Well, in form 5 when guys started to get to know me a little more, I'd have one less guy to be actually interested to know me. Good guy this one. Grateful to get to know him better.
What would you do if 6 and 2 date?
Hmmm.... Weird couple and I'd never think of it but if they do, I wouldn't do anything. Live and let live, I say. By the way, I'd kill Arvindran if he never told me news as crucial as this. Atually, I'd kill him anyway because he didn't come to my birthday party two years in a row and had a lame excuse for it.
Have you ever seen 4 cry?
Yes. Most vividly I remember is the day SPM results are out. She did cry a few times before that because she's quite emotional. Life without her in high school would still suck!
Do you think 10 is cute?
Well, actually, and this is a little embarassing, yea. Used to have a crush on him. Ouch, the secret's out. But hey, those were high school days.
How did you get to know 8?
She's in the same 'rumah' with me. Also had a great voice and interesting personality. I'm not sure, but I think we use to have the same pets sis, so that's how I first talk to her and get to know her.
Would you ever go on a date with number 12?
Hey, why not. Told you the guy's got a great personality. I would like to know him better even if it's not romantically linked.
What's 7's Favorite color?
Man, I don't know. Well if I ever meet him, I'll be sure to ask alright? By the way Lee, you still owe me that song Runaway.
What would you do if 3 confessed he/she love you?
As a friend I hope because I'm straight. And she announced to the whole class that she's straight too. And she has a long-term serious boyfriend. Well, if she means it as a friend, I'd say I love her back.
About 9.
One of the first girls I'm close to when I first came in the school. We used to tell problems to each other. She changed alot through the 5 years but I'd say it's for the better. I also know she's best friends with 8 during form 5.
Who's 4 going out with?
This girl happens to be this hot curvy babe. I don't she ever really stuck to one guy. Even if she is with someone right now it's probably be another really hot guy. Man, wish I'm as lucky as her.
What is 5 to you?
We're the ZuZu species!!!!! We're the same species and we call each other Zu. As in Zureen. Well, her name is Idazureen. Aww, I miss having my species around me.
Is 2 single?
Maybe. Maybe not. I don't really know because he's like this really hot dude in college. And girls are tripping over themselves for him. Lucky you Arse. I'd say it wasn't the same in high school.
Where does 4 live?
Umm... Somewhere in KL I guess. Where else can you live and have that many guys around? Haha.... Actually I have no idea.
What do you think about 3?
She's extreme Super. More super than Grace if I say so myself. Extreme cleverness. She got 3.94 for her GPA this one time and got an award for it. Pretty, you know, tall and slim. Her voice could replace Siti's anytime. She was the school's official orchestra singer. Athletic. She represents the school for high jump events. One downside: She's a little insecure and instead of letting herself be really weak(like other insecure people), she puts up a defense for herself where nobody can get too close to her. I think she should play that down a little bit and realise that people can like her but she's got to let people in.
1. Julie
2. Arvindran
3. Melissa
4. Emy (Amoi)
5. Ida
6. Asma
7. Lee
8. Elisha
9. Hanisah
10. EG
11. Diana
12. Pogi
13. Sarah
Okay, so here are the questions.
How did you meet 10?
In school. Duh. Actually, I didn't talk to him for years untill Form 5,maybe when I found out he's a really nice chap to have a chat with.
What would you do if you had never met 12?
Well, in form 5 when guys started to get to know me a little more, I'd have one less guy to be actually interested to know me. Good guy this one. Grateful to get to know him better.
What would you do if 6 and 2 date?
Hmmm.... Weird couple and I'd never think of it but if they do, I wouldn't do anything. Live and let live, I say. By the way, I'd kill Arvindran if he never told me news as crucial as this. Atually, I'd kill him anyway because he didn't come to my birthday party two years in a row and had a lame excuse for it.
Have you ever seen 4 cry?
Yes. Most vividly I remember is the day SPM results are out. She did cry a few times before that because she's quite emotional. Life without her in high school would still suck!
Do you think 10 is cute?
Well, actually, and this is a little embarassing, yea. Used to have a crush on him. Ouch, the secret's out. But hey, those were high school days.
How did you get to know 8?
She's in the same 'rumah' with me. Also had a great voice and interesting personality. I'm not sure, but I think we use to have the same pets sis, so that's how I first talk to her and get to know her.
Would you ever go on a date with number 12?
Hey, why not. Told you the guy's got a great personality. I would like to know him better even if it's not romantically linked.
What's 7's Favorite color?
Man, I don't know. Well if I ever meet him, I'll be sure to ask alright? By the way Lee, you still owe me that song Runaway.
What would you do if 3 confessed he/she love you?
As a friend I hope because I'm straight. And she announced to the whole class that she's straight too. And she has a long-term serious boyfriend. Well, if she means it as a friend, I'd say I love her back.
About 9.
One of the first girls I'm close to when I first came in the school. We used to tell problems to each other. She changed alot through the 5 years but I'd say it's for the better. I also know she's best friends with 8 during form 5.
Who's 4 going out with?
This girl happens to be this hot curvy babe. I don't she ever really stuck to one guy. Even if she is with someone right now it's probably be another really hot guy. Man, wish I'm as lucky as her.
What is 5 to you?
We're the ZuZu species!!!!! We're the same species and we call each other Zu. As in Zureen. Well, her name is Idazureen. Aww, I miss having my species around me.
Is 2 single?
Maybe. Maybe not. I don't really know because he's like this really hot dude in college. And girls are tripping over themselves for him. Lucky you Arse. I'd say it wasn't the same in high school.
Where does 4 live?
Umm... Somewhere in KL I guess. Where else can you live and have that many guys around? Haha.... Actually I have no idea.
What do you think about 3?
She's extreme Super. More super than Grace if I say so myself. Extreme cleverness. She got 3.94 for her GPA this one time and got an award for it. Pretty, you know, tall and slim. Her voice could replace Siti's anytime. She was the school's official orchestra singer. Athletic. She represents the school for high jump events. One downside: She's a little insecure and instead of letting herself be really weak(like other insecure people), she puts up a defense for herself where nobody can get too close to her. I think she should play that down a little bit and realise that people can like her but she's got to let people in.
What's the best thing about 11?
Her determination I think. I don't know how to explain it exactly. And she's pretty. She is. Hope she learns through her mistakes and join with the right group.
What do you like about number 1?
Almost everything. She's honest. And a really good friend. She's my bestest friend in KYS during form 5. It's everything she helped me with. If I've never met her I wouldn't get the results I got for SPM. If I never met her I would hate 99.9% of my last year of high school. She makes me a much better person. I love the fact that she actually makes an effort to keep in touch with me. Very humble. She would actually cancel all her plans just to hang out with me. Love ya Julie!!! (In a straight strictly friend way).
Favorite Memory with 1?
Too many to list!!!! The whole of my form 5 year. The fact we would stay up untill 4 in the morning to study. Then we would buy each other food during weekends. Kenny Roger's Roasters is our favourite weekly food. We would help each other in our work. I would give her ideas in her Art(so much so that her SPM art work was mostly PINK!!!). We would take millions of pics with my camera. We set up a makan group(four of us, Julie, Amoi, Asma and me!). Basically the whole year is the best memory with her. I won't forget. Ever.
Writing this post gets me nostalgic. I think you can tell through the very emotional writings. Well, I still don't want to go back to those years though. I like the fact that my life is going on. But no matter what, the past will always remain in my mind. Love ya all in KYS. Hey, it's 5 years of my life and eventhough it's good or bad I can't erase it from my life. Just trying to keep all the good things for te future!!!
LoVe~
MzP<3
05 March 2007
Me Me Me...
I just feel like doing a random survey today. So here it is:
1. Do you like cheese?
Yup, and everything made of it.
2. Have you ever smoked heroin?
Wait, you smoke heroin? Oh, and I've never done it. Really.
3. Do you own a gun?
I wish. And I have a long list of people I'd like to shoot. So make sure i never hold one.
5. Do you get nervous before doctor appointments?
Only sometimes. Dentists or Gynaes. Well, you know very well why don't you?
6. What do you think of hot dogs?
I like them but not now because I'm too full up with KFC. That's where i ate lunch today with Gracie and The Fly and Sailormoon and The Founder and President of MRS.
7. What's your favorite Christmas song?
All I Want For Christmas Is You- Mariah Carey.
8. What do you prefer to drink in the morning?
Usually Milo or coffee.
9. Can you do push ups?
Nope. Unless this question is referring to the women's push up which I don't think really exist and are made up by my old school mates.
10. Is your bathroom clean?
Acceptably clean, yes. Still wouldn't sleep on the floor of it or anything.
11. What's your favorite piece of jewellery?
Big chunky earrings with blings and cute designs.
13. What is your secret weapon to lure in the opposite sex?
Flirting I guess. Usually the guy won't know I'm flirting untill he falls for me. (It's not so much of a secret now is it?)
14. Do you have friends?
A bunch of really close ones. I don't call everyone my friends. Let acquantainces just be acquantainces.
15. Do you miss someone?
Two years and counting. Wondering when I'll stop.
16. Middle Name?
Aisya. I'll kick your butt if you didn't know that. And get the spelling right. (And by the way, me and Grace are in the phase of speaking in italics just to annoy other people. MRS, I'd say)
17. Name 3 thoughts at this exactmoment?
The break-up. My crush. University applications(Where the hell to go in life???).
19. Name 3 drinks you regularly drink?
Sunquick orange, ice lemon tea and Coffee.
20. Current worry?
University applications. And my single state. And if I'm ever going to lose weight. And if the government will stop lying to us. And the lack of money.
21. Current hate?
Life. Don't worry, this phase is going to end soon, I hope and then I'll love life back.
22. Favorite place to be?
On a white sandy beach, maybe with a special someone, where I could lay on a towel on the sand and close my eyes and feel the warmth of the sun. Without getting too tan.
23. How did you bring in the New Year?
Took my two cousins to for their first time clubbing(don't tell anyone they're underage ;)). Saw fireworks too.
24. Where would you like to go?
The Carribean. And Paris, City of Love.
27. Do you own slippers?
If you mean flip-flops, yes, one.
28. What shirt are you wearing?
Some top my ex bought for me.
29. Do you burn or tan?
Tan, mostly.
30. Favorite color?
Pink, DUH. I'll shoot you if you didn't know that.
31. Would you be a pirate?
If I could be alongside Jack Sparrow why not?
32. What songs do you sing in the shower?
I don't sing in the shower. Really.
35. What's in your pocket right now?
Nothing because I rarely keep anything in my pockets.
36. Last thing that made you laugh?
This super high maintenance girl who said she owns a 15 bucks bag will bring it to school the next day and she brought an FCUK bag and we all go "So the paper bag for this bag is 15 bucks is it? What a bargain!" for those of you who didn't get it, it's supposed to be a joke. After this incident, we keep on talking about 15 bucks everything that she wears and owns. Oh, and by the way, she's very designer.
37. Best bed sheets as a child?
These colourful Bugs Bunny bed sheets, because they make my room so colourful and welcoming.
38. Worst injury you've ever had?
I was gonna say the fall I had during Form 2 which I still have the scars but I think it's the time I got stung by a poisonous fish. The effect could be worse than jellyfish because I might stop breathing. Thank god the clinic nearby has antidotes. And I think this incident contributes to my phobia of big fishes.
39. What is your biggest pet peeve?
People living a lie. I used to think it was not possible to live based on only a lie but now I know better. I think the people who had lost money in the recent stock market identifies to this because you can't believe the government 100%.
40. How many TVs do you have in your house?
Four. The big family one. One in my Mum's room. One downstairs in the kitchen for the maids. and one in my room(which is not plugged in by the way so it might not count).
41. Who is your loudest friend?
I'd say either Sailormoon or The Fly. But if you really mean loud, it's definitely The Fly.
42. Who is your most silent friend?
Well, Grace can have her silent moments. Yea, before she showed her true colours to us recently. Trust me, looks can be deceiving!
43. Does someone have a crush on you?
Well, I would really like to say yes but it doesn't seem like it. Seriously, any of you boys out there, if you like me, please tell. I know you do.
44. Do you wish on shooting stars?
Of course. Who doesn't. I mean how many wishes have come true on a shooting star?(In all those movies I've watched all my life so that equals to a lot of lives)
45. What is your favorite book?
Black Beauty by Anna Sewell. I cried at the end of it.
46. What is your favorite candy?
Marshmallow(pink, preferably) dipped in chocolate. I'd love to have one right now...
47. What song do/did you want played at your wedding?
From This Moment- Shania Twain.
48. What song do you want played at your funeral?
Al-Fatihah and the song of your hearts praying to God for a good ending for me.
49. What were you doing at 12 AM lastnight?
Asleep of course. Slept at 5.30 the previous day. I'm not exactly a superwoman like Gracie.
50. What was the first thing you thought of when you woke up?
I'm still sleepy!!!!!!! and What am I going to wear today?
Don't ask me what happened to some question numbers that are not here. I bet some of you didn't even realise some numbers were missing. You really thought there were 50 questions did you?
I've been writing a lot lately but I still don't think my english is improving. And i'm still not famous either. Maybe I am and I just don't know about it. See Julie, I'm trying to see the bright side of life just like you taught me too!
LoVe~
<3
1. Do you like cheese?
Yup, and everything made of it.
2. Have you ever smoked heroin?
Wait, you smoke heroin? Oh, and I've never done it. Really.
3. Do you own a gun?
I wish. And I have a long list of people I'd like to shoot. So make sure i never hold one.
5. Do you get nervous before doctor appointments?
Only sometimes. Dentists or Gynaes. Well, you know very well why don't you?
6. What do you think of hot dogs?
I like them but not now because I'm too full up with KFC. That's where i ate lunch today with Gracie and The Fly and Sailormoon and The Founder and President of MRS.
7. What's your favorite Christmas song?
All I Want For Christmas Is You- Mariah Carey.
8. What do you prefer to drink in the morning?
Usually Milo or coffee.
9. Can you do push ups?
Nope. Unless this question is referring to the women's push up which I don't think really exist and are made up by my old school mates.
10. Is your bathroom clean?
Acceptably clean, yes. Still wouldn't sleep on the floor of it or anything.
11. What's your favorite piece of jewellery?
Big chunky earrings with blings and cute designs.
13. What is your secret weapon to lure in the opposite sex?
Flirting I guess. Usually the guy won't know I'm flirting untill he falls for me. (It's not so much of a secret now is it?)
14. Do you have friends?
A bunch of really close ones. I don't call everyone my friends. Let acquantainces just be acquantainces.
15. Do you miss someone?
Two years and counting. Wondering when I'll stop.
16. Middle Name?
Aisya. I'll kick your butt if you didn't know that. And get the spelling right. (And by the way, me and Grace are in the phase of speaking in italics just to annoy other people. MRS, I'd say)
17. Name 3 thoughts at this exactmoment?
The break-up. My crush. University applications(Where the hell to go in life???).
19. Name 3 drinks you regularly drink?
Sunquick orange, ice lemon tea and Coffee.
20. Current worry?
University applications. And my single state. And if I'm ever going to lose weight. And if the government will stop lying to us. And the lack of money.
21. Current hate?
Life. Don't worry, this phase is going to end soon, I hope and then I'll love life back.
22. Favorite place to be?
On a white sandy beach, maybe with a special someone, where I could lay on a towel on the sand and close my eyes and feel the warmth of the sun. Without getting too tan.
23. How did you bring in the New Year?
Took my two cousins to for their first time clubbing(don't tell anyone they're underage ;)). Saw fireworks too.
24. Where would you like to go?
The Carribean. And Paris, City of Love.
27. Do you own slippers?
If you mean flip-flops, yes, one.
28. What shirt are you wearing?
Some top my ex bought for me.
29. Do you burn or tan?
Tan, mostly.
30. Favorite color?
Pink, DUH. I'll shoot you if you didn't know that.
31. Would you be a pirate?
If I could be alongside Jack Sparrow why not?
32. What songs do you sing in the shower?
I don't sing in the shower. Really.
35. What's in your pocket right now?
Nothing because I rarely keep anything in my pockets.
36. Last thing that made you laugh?
This super high maintenance girl who said she owns a 15 bucks bag will bring it to school the next day and she brought an FCUK bag and we all go "So the paper bag for this bag is 15 bucks is it? What a bargain!" for those of you who didn't get it, it's supposed to be a joke. After this incident, we keep on talking about 15 bucks everything that she wears and owns. Oh, and by the way, she's very designer.
37. Best bed sheets as a child?
These colourful Bugs Bunny bed sheets, because they make my room so colourful and welcoming.
38. Worst injury you've ever had?
I was gonna say the fall I had during Form 2 which I still have the scars but I think it's the time I got stung by a poisonous fish. The effect could be worse than jellyfish because I might stop breathing. Thank god the clinic nearby has antidotes. And I think this incident contributes to my phobia of big fishes.
39. What is your biggest pet peeve?
People living a lie. I used to think it was not possible to live based on only a lie but now I know better. I think the people who had lost money in the recent stock market identifies to this because you can't believe the government 100%.
40. How many TVs do you have in your house?
Four. The big family one. One in my Mum's room. One downstairs in the kitchen for the maids. and one in my room(which is not plugged in by the way so it might not count).
41. Who is your loudest friend?
I'd say either Sailormoon or The Fly. But if you really mean loud, it's definitely The Fly.
42. Who is your most silent friend?
Well, Grace can have her silent moments. Yea, before she showed her true colours to us recently. Trust me, looks can be deceiving!
43. Does someone have a crush on you?
Well, I would really like to say yes but it doesn't seem like it. Seriously, any of you boys out there, if you like me, please tell. I know you do.
44. Do you wish on shooting stars?
Of course. Who doesn't. I mean how many wishes have come true on a shooting star?(In all those movies I've watched all my life so that equals to a lot of lives)
45. What is your favorite book?
Black Beauty by Anna Sewell. I cried at the end of it.
46. What is your favorite candy?
Marshmallow(pink, preferably) dipped in chocolate. I'd love to have one right now...
47. What song do/did you want played at your wedding?
From This Moment- Shania Twain.
48. What song do you want played at your funeral?
Al-Fatihah and the song of your hearts praying to God for a good ending for me.
49. What were you doing at 12 AM lastnight?
Asleep of course. Slept at 5.30 the previous day. I'm not exactly a superwoman like Gracie.
50. What was the first thing you thought of when you woke up?
I'm still sleepy!!!!!!! and What am I going to wear today?
Don't ask me what happened to some question numbers that are not here. I bet some of you didn't even realise some numbers were missing. You really thought there were 50 questions did you?
I've been writing a lot lately but I still don't think my english is improving. And i'm still not famous either. Maybe I am and I just don't know about it. See Julie, I'm trying to see the bright side of life just like you taught me too!
LoVe~
<3
Supercute and Lucky
I don't know what I'm feeling today to write two blog entries. Actually, now I'm forcing myself to do it. It's 10.36 p.m. and I'm extremely s;eepy after Sleeping at 5.30 this morning. So now I'm just trying to keep myself awake a little while longer to monitor my brother's homework. The exhaustion is killing me and I feel like passing out on the floor anytime. Problem is, I know that when I get too tired I can't sleep. So I hope I don't get too tired later.
Looking the title, you're probably wondering what made me feel so lucky today. Actually, I hung out with Julie today and I tell you, it's so super fun!!! The real purpose is to celebrate her birthday on the 28th. I planned to buy her a present and everything. First we of course ate. The ritual that defines me and Julie is eating Kenny Rogers. It's our signature meal. It's just what we do. I don't think I actually will eat Kenny Rogers with someone else. Well, the Kenny Rogers thing started 2 years ago when we will buy each other Kenny Rogers on alternate weekends when we go outing or something. It's not always just Kenny Rogers, but it's the most often one. Soon we just got hooked on to it and would eat it when we go out. In a way it brings senses of nostalgia during our school days.
Me and Julie were so close during school days that I actually feel lost when she's not in the dorm. Don't get this the wrong way, Iam totally straight. Very much. I'll follow her when she goes to another dorm or when she watches TV or when she studies. We even 'teman' each other studying at night. We share food (Remember the Ikan Bilis, Julie? Mmmmm....). She was my closest friend during the year of 2005.
Today was a nice day because there weren't any complications. Usually something goes wrong but today luck was definitely on our side. First we had a good seat in Kenny Rogers, where we sat talking for a whole hour. We were updating on our lives to each other and came up with a conclusion: Guys are jerks. And always will be. Based entriely on our personal experiences.
Then we went to buy movie tickets. We were deciding between Pursuit of Happyness and Dreamgirls. Well, we decided on Dreamgirls because they only have midnight showing for Pursuit of Happyness. So we just said "Okay, Dreamgirls then," and want to start the queue on the extreme long lines when there was an announcement "Anyone who wants to buy tickets for Dreamgrils 3.15 and.............., you can purchase the tickets at the Gold Class counter. Coincidentally, we were right next to the Gold Class counter so we were just second in line! How lucky is that?! So we got tickets in less than 5 mins and we get incredibly good seats. Seriously, when we both get together luck just comes rolling down to us.
Another incident to make me think how lucky we were today. We were having a mini-dinner in Coffee Bean(attempt to diet after the big Kenny Rogers meal), when Julie realised she lost her phone. We were panicking and looking around in a frenzied manner. It wasn't in Coffee Bean but she remembered very well that she brought it in. Then she said to me, "Please try calling my phone." I heard a dial tone but no sound of her phone anywhere. Suddenly, extremely surprisingly to me and Julie, a guy picked up the phone! He was like "Yes?" and so I said, "My friend lost her phone." So he confirmed to be holding her phone, a pink Motorola and told us he's at the cinema. So we rushed up to get it from him. We found him near the cinema, talking on the phone and we were soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo glad. We asked where he found it and he asked, "Where've you guys been?" and we said Coffee Bean. So he said he found it on the counter. That part is pretty suspicious because we were still in Coffee Bean when he found it but he brought it up all the way to the third floor. Well, whatever. As long as we get the phone back we're on cloud nine. Percentage of you regaining a lost phone in a mall is very low, I think. So we were lucky!!!!!!!!
Okay, I'm going to stop now babbling on how lucky we were. I know luck may change so I'm hoping iIt'll stay with us for a little while longer now. Maybe until after our A2 exams. Hopefully.
Overall, I had such a fun day today even though I got really exhausted after that and I really consider myself lucky that I didn't pass out driving myself home this evening. I hope my life would be full of days like this to come. I'm telling you, I really neede today to distract my mind off a few things lately. You'll know what I mean when you read my previous recent posts. Till then, ciao.
LoVe~
MzP<3
Looking the title, you're probably wondering what made me feel so lucky today. Actually, I hung out with Julie today and I tell you, it's so super fun!!! The real purpose is to celebrate her birthday on the 28th. I planned to buy her a present and everything. First we of course ate. The ritual that defines me and Julie is eating Kenny Rogers. It's our signature meal. It's just what we do. I don't think I actually will eat Kenny Rogers with someone else. Well, the Kenny Rogers thing started 2 years ago when we will buy each other Kenny Rogers on alternate weekends when we go outing or something. It's not always just Kenny Rogers, but it's the most often one. Soon we just got hooked on to it and would eat it when we go out. In a way it brings senses of nostalgia during our school days.
Me and Julie were so close during school days that I actually feel lost when she's not in the dorm. Don't get this the wrong way, Iam totally straight. Very much. I'll follow her when she goes to another dorm or when she watches TV or when she studies. We even 'teman' each other studying at night. We share food (Remember the Ikan Bilis, Julie? Mmmmm....). She was my closest friend during the year of 2005.
Today was a nice day because there weren't any complications. Usually something goes wrong but today luck was definitely on our side. First we had a good seat in Kenny Rogers, where we sat talking for a whole hour. We were updating on our lives to each other and came up with a conclusion: Guys are jerks. And always will be. Based entriely on our personal experiences.
Then we went to buy movie tickets. We were deciding between Pursuit of Happyness and Dreamgirls. Well, we decided on Dreamgirls because they only have midnight showing for Pursuit of Happyness. So we just said "Okay, Dreamgirls then," and want to start the queue on the extreme long lines when there was an announcement "Anyone who wants to buy tickets for Dreamgrils 3.15 and.............., you can purchase the tickets at the Gold Class counter. Coincidentally, we were right next to the Gold Class counter so we were just second in line! How lucky is that?! So we got tickets in less than 5 mins and we get incredibly good seats. Seriously, when we both get together luck just comes rolling down to us.
Another incident to make me think how lucky we were today. We were having a mini-dinner in Coffee Bean(attempt to diet after the big Kenny Rogers meal), when Julie realised she lost her phone. We were panicking and looking around in a frenzied manner. It wasn't in Coffee Bean but she remembered very well that she brought it in. Then she said to me, "Please try calling my phone." I heard a dial tone but no sound of her phone anywhere. Suddenly, extremely surprisingly to me and Julie, a guy picked up the phone! He was like "Yes?" and so I said, "My friend lost her phone." So he confirmed to be holding her phone, a pink Motorola and told us he's at the cinema. So we rushed up to get it from him. We found him near the cinema, talking on the phone and we were soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo glad. We asked where he found it and he asked, "Where've you guys been?" and we said Coffee Bean. So he said he found it on the counter. That part is pretty suspicious because we were still in Coffee Bean when he found it but he brought it up all the way to the third floor. Well, whatever. As long as we get the phone back we're on cloud nine. Percentage of you regaining a lost phone in a mall is very low, I think. So we were lucky!!!!!!!!
Okay, I'm going to stop now babbling on how lucky we were. I know luck may change so I'm hoping iIt'll stay with us for a little while longer now. Maybe until after our A2 exams. Hopefully.
Overall, I had such a fun day today even though I got really exhausted after that and I really consider myself lucky that I didn't pass out driving myself home this evening. I hope my life would be full of days like this to come. I'm telling you, I really neede today to distract my mind off a few things lately. You'll know what I mean when you read my previous recent posts. Till then, ciao.
LoVe~
MzP<3
04 March 2007
The Way I Do What I Do
It's 2.31 a.m. and I suddenly feel like writing somehting down. Part of it is because I'm itching to do it and another part is because sleep doesn't seem so appealing right now. Who sleeps so early on a Saturday night anyway? I'm a night person entirely and I'd rather sleep through the morning than miss out the fun of the nights.
My mood have picked up somewhat to write this thing (I think I've told you that I can't write if I'm too happy or too sad). My mood is somewhere in between extremely good and extremely bad, not in the middle though. More like it changes from extreme good to extreme bad and back again every few seconds.
Out of the constant changing moods I have right now, I actually created a list in my head. You know what they say, humans make lists as an attempt to put things in order. So maybe this is my attempt.
'The guy I want' list:
1. Rich. I think you know very well that a girl needs a sense of security. Money sure can't buy happiness but it gives something to fall back onto. I'm not exactly superficial and this guy don't have to be Donald Trump rich(especially if it comes with his hair), but have money to feed me and take care of my needs. He should not have to buy everything I want as I realise the ridiculousness of the things I want(refer my wishlist of a previous post). But I still want a six-carat D-flawless Harry Winston diamond ring for my wedding. Or anything bigger and more expensive.
2. Good-looking. Not sure about you, but I think there has to e physical attraction between a guy. I'm not looks-superficial or anything like that but if I can a guy who's tall and looks good, it's really okay by me. I mean, you could be an everyday face like Jude Law and Brad Pitt (You see them in the magazines and newspaper everyday don't you?) and I'd take you as my guy anytime. Hey, I can look past the handsome face and the cute butt you know and see someone for who they really are. Which brings me to my next criteria...
3. Brains. Seriously, can you kiss someone who can't hold a conversation? Really. I can't. I want my guy smart but not too over-the-top know-it-all smart. Smart enough to do math. Why? Because a smart guy will calculate that a quarter of a million dollar diamond ring is nothing compared to me because I'm priceless(This is the real price of the abovementioned ring).
4. Personality. See, this part always got me confused. I'm always wondering whether I prefer the bad boy or the good boy. I came up with a solution now, I think. I want a mixture of both. It's more like I want a guy (it's a little PG-13 here) who can't wait to get me and rip my clothes off and get in my pants, which is a bad boy. But I want him to want that only with me, which is a good boy. Get what I mean? It's like seeing a guy everyone wants but he chooses to be with you even when there is a million other girls out there. That's my mixture of bad boy and good boy.
5. Love. If you don't already know, I don't really believe in love. That is, I'm sceptical about it and also think it's so cliche. So the criteria required by my guy is that he should be able to prove me wrong about this. Be the one to make me believe n love. If a guy can do that, I'll be faithful, I promise.
6. Faithfulness. What the hell, if he can make me believe in love, he'd better be faithful or God help him. I mean, if he really loves me then I wouldn't have to ask right? So he better do.
7. Sense of Humour. I won't be caught dead marrying someone equivalent to a Statue of Liberty- meaning someone who just stands there and do nothing. I'm telling you, this guy has to be able to crack a joke once in a while. Imagine life without this kind of person. Wait. Stop. I can't imagine.
8. Everything else. Someone who cares for me and loves me for who I am. He's got to take me to the clinic when I fall sick. Make me coffee in the middle of the night, voluntarily when I don't sleep and have too much on my mind. Someone who says he loves it and means it and would say at times I really need to hear it. Someone who wouldn't put anything else in the world above me.
In other words I want the perfect guy, which obviously don't exist. So maybe someone close to it will do. Someone.
I know I don't have luck with Malaysian guys. I realise they just don't know how to get the person they like. Seriously don't they know it's okay to go up to a girl you see and like and offer her your name. Guys have done this to me and I think it's kind of nice. It shows two things, they have guts to get what they want and they would really risk their face, and get rejected just to get my name. Instead these Malay guys they just shout from afar "Boleh berkenalan?" Seriously, get a grip. Because this kind of guys will get straight, total and instant rejection. Especially if they do it with a group of friends. I'd say these guys would either never get a girl or get a total loser of a girl who's desperate enough to reply to them. Remember, true style never shouts and so shouldn't you guys.
I really can't get my mind of certain guys who made an impression on me. That's the problem, I fall for guys I can never get and can never be with. Help. Please don't get me desperate enough to fall fo the guys who shouts with their friends from across the mall, "Boleh berkenalan?" Don't push me cos I'm close to the edge.
LoVe~
MzP<3
My mood have picked up somewhat to write this thing (I think I've told you that I can't write if I'm too happy or too sad). My mood is somewhere in between extremely good and extremely bad, not in the middle though. More like it changes from extreme good to extreme bad and back again every few seconds.
Out of the constant changing moods I have right now, I actually created a list in my head. You know what they say, humans make lists as an attempt to put things in order. So maybe this is my attempt.
'The guy I want' list:
1. Rich. I think you know very well that a girl needs a sense of security. Money sure can't buy happiness but it gives something to fall back onto. I'm not exactly superficial and this guy don't have to be Donald Trump rich(especially if it comes with his hair), but have money to feed me and take care of my needs. He should not have to buy everything I want as I realise the ridiculousness of the things I want(refer my wishlist of a previous post). But I still want a six-carat D-flawless Harry Winston diamond ring for my wedding. Or anything bigger and more expensive.
2. Good-looking. Not sure about you, but I think there has to e physical attraction between a guy. I'm not looks-superficial or anything like that but if I can a guy who's tall and looks good, it's really okay by me. I mean, you could be an everyday face like Jude Law and Brad Pitt (You see them in the magazines and newspaper everyday don't you?) and I'd take you as my guy anytime. Hey, I can look past the handsome face and the cute butt you know and see someone for who they really are. Which brings me to my next criteria...
3. Brains. Seriously, can you kiss someone who can't hold a conversation? Really. I can't. I want my guy smart but not too over-the-top know-it-all smart. Smart enough to do math. Why? Because a smart guy will calculate that a quarter of a million dollar diamond ring is nothing compared to me because I'm priceless(This is the real price of the abovementioned ring).
4. Personality. See, this part always got me confused. I'm always wondering whether I prefer the bad boy or the good boy. I came up with a solution now, I think. I want a mixture of both. It's more like I want a guy (it's a little PG-13 here) who can't wait to get me and rip my clothes off and get in my pants, which is a bad boy. But I want him to want that only with me, which is a good boy. Get what I mean? It's like seeing a guy everyone wants but he chooses to be with you even when there is a million other girls out there. That's my mixture of bad boy and good boy.
5. Love. If you don't already know, I don't really believe in love. That is, I'm sceptical about it and also think it's so cliche. So the criteria required by my guy is that he should be able to prove me wrong about this. Be the one to make me believe n love. If a guy can do that, I'll be faithful, I promise.
6. Faithfulness. What the hell, if he can make me believe in love, he'd better be faithful or God help him. I mean, if he really loves me then I wouldn't have to ask right? So he better do.
7. Sense of Humour. I won't be caught dead marrying someone equivalent to a Statue of Liberty- meaning someone who just stands there and do nothing. I'm telling you, this guy has to be able to crack a joke once in a while. Imagine life without this kind of person. Wait. Stop. I can't imagine.
8. Everything else. Someone who cares for me and loves me for who I am. He's got to take me to the clinic when I fall sick. Make me coffee in the middle of the night, voluntarily when I don't sleep and have too much on my mind. Someone who says he loves it and means it and would say at times I really need to hear it. Someone who wouldn't put anything else in the world above me.
In other words I want the perfect guy, which obviously don't exist. So maybe someone close to it will do. Someone.
I know I don't have luck with Malaysian guys. I realise they just don't know how to get the person they like. Seriously don't they know it's okay to go up to a girl you see and like and offer her your name. Guys have done this to me and I think it's kind of nice. It shows two things, they have guts to get what they want and they would really risk their face, and get rejected just to get my name. Instead these Malay guys they just shout from afar "Boleh berkenalan?" Seriously, get a grip. Because this kind of guys will get straight, total and instant rejection. Especially if they do it with a group of friends. I'd say these guys would either never get a girl or get a total loser of a girl who's desperate enough to reply to them. Remember, true style never shouts and so shouldn't you guys.
I really can't get my mind of certain guys who made an impression on me. That's the problem, I fall for guys I can never get and can never be with. Help. Please don't get me desperate enough to fall fo the guys who shouts with their friends from across the mall, "Boleh berkenalan?" Don't push me cos I'm close to the edge.
LoVe~
MzP<3
03 March 2007
Him
It's been more than a week I 'broke up' with my BF/xBF. Well, we haven't been talking either. By the way, he's not the guy I was talking about in my last post. That's another lifetime altogether. I'm not actually not that sad anymore. If he didn't make an effort to get back with me then it surely is time for things to really end. I'm slowly but surely getting over him. He didn't call me after my mum told him about my 'sickness'(I'm not comfortable with everyone knowing about it.). Seriously, is that someone who cares. All the time when I am with him, people blames me for everything gone wrong. I'm always blamed, even by my own mother. They don't see the real him.
Somehow he acts with everyone except me. He takes care of everyone's hearts except me. That's why whenever I break off with him my stupid good-for-nothing family gets on his side everytime. But now you really see his true colours. He claims to love me so much, to not be able to live without me and that all his work earning money is for me. I know he lies alot. I mean alot. But didn't think he'd go that far to lie to me to keep me. Seriosly, if he really meant what he said he would at least try to get back with me other than calling me only twice this past week.
I'm sorry, I need attention. And I cannot be with a guy who doesn't work for me. I mean, that's what a girl's supposed to feel. Love and security. Everyone says he loves me more than I love him. But then they don't know him like I do. They don't know the effort I put in the relationship. They just see all those gifts he gave me in that big show-off way. I get it, money's important. But money you can get. affection and love you can't. I really shoukdn't have done what I'd done for him. That's the problem, even he only sees what he does for me. Not what I do for him. How the hell I get myself with this kind of people, I don't know. Maybe I always see through others' eyes, not my own. The ways he hurts me are endless. Then maybe I'm the blind one, not him.
I wonder why is it he never does wrong in everyone elses' eyes. Now I wish I'd never been serious with him. Seriously, putting your heart and soul into something that totally destroys, crashes and smashes in the end is so heartbreaking. I should 've been playing the field for the past 10 months than being with him. At least i could have had more fun. And i won't be dissapointed in someone doing this to me. I'm telling you I really regret it. Regret is the worst feeling in the world right? You know what I mean.
This is why I don't believe in love.
LoVe~
MzP<3
Somehow he acts with everyone except me. He takes care of everyone's hearts except me. That's why whenever I break off with him my stupid good-for-nothing family gets on his side everytime. But now you really see his true colours. He claims to love me so much, to not be able to live without me and that all his work earning money is for me. I know he lies alot. I mean alot. But didn't think he'd go that far to lie to me to keep me. Seriosly, if he really meant what he said he would at least try to get back with me other than calling me only twice this past week.
I'm sorry, I need attention. And I cannot be with a guy who doesn't work for me. I mean, that's what a girl's supposed to feel. Love and security. Everyone says he loves me more than I love him. But then they don't know him like I do. They don't know the effort I put in the relationship. They just see all those gifts he gave me in that big show-off way. I get it, money's important. But money you can get. affection and love you can't. I really shoukdn't have done what I'd done for him. That's the problem, even he only sees what he does for me. Not what I do for him. How the hell I get myself with this kind of people, I don't know. Maybe I always see through others' eyes, not my own. The ways he hurts me are endless. Then maybe I'm the blind one, not him.
I wonder why is it he never does wrong in everyone elses' eyes. Now I wish I'd never been serious with him. Seriously, putting your heart and soul into something that totally destroys, crashes and smashes in the end is so heartbreaking. I should 've been playing the field for the past 10 months than being with him. At least i could have had more fun. And i won't be dissapointed in someone doing this to me. I'm telling you I really regret it. Regret is the worst feeling in the world right? You know what I mean.
This is why I don't believe in love.
LoVe~
MzP<3
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