19 July 2008

Wakeup Calls

Yesterday was the bomb. And today was amazing.

We watched Batman last night. The Dark Knight. Well, there's only one word I can use to describe the movie: orgasmic. No kidding. And I'm not only talking about the countless hot men. I'm talking overall. It's so good. Too good to be true. Hollywood didn't let me down this time. And the joker? Let's just say he is so damn HOT!! Especially the part when he was walking down the street blasting things up with his big bad gun. You know how much I like bad men with big guns. Please go see it.

But well, someone didn't agree. Yo-yo boy thought the ending was, (how do I put it?) 'sakit hati'. Hello. If the movie had ended in any other way than it had, it would be less than the perfection it is right now. Utter perfection. And would you like to disagree with me on that one? Seriously. Why so serioussss?

Well, I missed the early part of the movie though. Julie. She told everyone the movie's at Sunway when it is actually at Summit. And she only realised her mistake when we reached Summit at 9pm, which is the time the movie starts. So we had to wait for them to come to Summit. We were 15 minutes late. Hilarious! But it's all good. An excuse to watch the movie again. Soon. Yay.

After that we went to Daruss. Betty had to go home early so it's only me, Julie, Diyana and Mizi. We made so much noise in Daruss. Especially Mizi (naturally). It was hilarious. I laughed till I cried and my tummy ached. And then some. After we got bored of Daruss, we went to nearby playground. Spent hours at the playground, taking pictures, playing on the swing and just lazing around. That was awesome. Full moon too. Were there until 3am when we finally decided to go home. After hundreds of pictures. Wished Betty could have joined us.

Night turned to morning. It started in the weirdest way possible. My padre calling me at 5am asking where I am! I was peacefully asleep on my nice comfortable bed. And he called. From his room.

Padre: Where are you?

Me: (Groggily) In the room.

Padre: What room?

Me: In my room. At home.

Padre: Where's your car?

Me: I parked at the side. Someone parked at my place.

Padre: Why aren't you asleep yet?

Me: (What is he talking about?) I am asleep. You called me so I woke up.

Padre: Sorry.


Ooookayyyyy. That was weird. What a way to start the day. The strangest wakeup call I've ever got. We were laughing about it after that. I still marvel at the hilarity of the situation. Padre didn't even check if I was in my room, which was less than 20 metres away from his.

So today Julie and I baked cupcakes. About a hundred small ones. Vanilla cupcakes with blueberry filling and cream cheese icing. The blueberry thing was just an experiment. But it worked out wonderfully. Beautifully. I'm craving for one just thinking about them. We also took lots of pictures in the process of making these cupcakes. Will be in Facebook soon I hope. They're so cute and pretty and yummy. You've got to try some. At least one. Troublesome though. So tiring that I was practically asleep when the last batch came out of the oven.

Out of the topic. A man is trying to fool me. What the hell does he take me for? Stupid? I thought he would think better than that. I may be young, hell a lot younger than him in fact. But one thing I'm not is stupid. I'm nobody's fool. I won't let him make me. The game is turning. This is my game, my rules.



LoVe~
MzP<3

16 July 2008

Very Very Very Very VERY VERY Happy!

I am jumping for joy. I'm so happy, I'm going to explode into a million pieces. No, make that a zillion pieces.

It is not normal to feel this kind of happiness is it?

Why? I passed all my subjects. Well, I don't know for sure the exact grades or marks for each subject, I just know I didn't fail any. And that is superbly fantastically good enough for me.

I thought I was going to fail Spanish for sure. But I didn't! And the best part? I PASSED FINANCE!!!!! I'm not going to have to repeat a whole semester of dreadfulness again. I'm going to not kill myself. I'm going to live!! (OK, OK, this is a little exaggerating)

Life is finally good. It is good for today. And maybe this week. And I love it when life turns good. It is those rare once in a blue moon moments that I'm going to enjoy right to the end. So sue me.

I don't care about other stupid problems now. Whatever. Now they feel stupid. How could I have been depressed today, anyway? It's all good.

OK, it must be revolting to read about how happy I am. Shut up. Be happy for me. I deserve a break once in a while too. Anyway, I don't care what you think. I'm too happy to care. You might as well just kill me now. At least I'll die in a state of happiness.

The three E's. Elated. Ecstatic. Euphoric.

Lalala lala lalalala lala lalala.

OK, i'm gonna stop now.

Tata.


LoVe~
MzP<3

15 July 2008

Beautiful

OK, I lied!
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We kissed. We did. Just a peck.

Once.

No, twice.

Can't stop thinking about him.

I'm crazy.

Nothing more though. Promise.

I can't contain my joy. Happy.

Elated.

Ecstatic.

Euphoric.

You see? I can't even hold it back for more than 24 hours.

I want to tell the world.

I feel tingly all over.

Like that song, Bubbly.

OMG. OMG. OMG.

Stupid cupid!

Save me, someone, before I get myself in too deep.

How the hell did this happen???

Giddiness...


LoVe~
MzP<3

14 July 2008

Dating

Midvalley. That was so nice. It's like another mini EDC gathering. Kind of another Langkawi. I'm actually amazed at how I enjoy their company. I wasn't really a 'batch' person before. But I guess we've all grown up now. That's nice. It's like, they don't judge anymore.

I went on another date today. A late one. Parents didn't know... Shhh... But they are so going to kill me if I went out again. But in my defense, it was a 20 minute date. Doesn't count. But what's new to me? 3 dates in 2 days. What else is new? For the first time ever (And I mean EVER), I picked the guy up from his house. I really did. That never happened. Never ever ever. I mean, I never even give a damn about finding out where a guy lives, let alone actually pick him up.

Now we're 'dating'. Whatever that means. Dating. What exactly does it mean? He's just so cute, though. So scared to touch me, I don't know why. I'm too young? Don't want to give the wrong impression? Scared I might break? Or maybe scared I might accuse him of sexual harassment? That's another first for me. In my experience, guys would have some kind of physical contact on a first date. It's our 3rd date... and he just... shook my hand? And a hug. That's it. And he wouldn't even call it dating. Someone has a fear of commitment. Haha. It's not like I'm looking for any commitment anyway. Definitely not.

I better hit the sack now. It's kind of late. Not really, by my standards, but I haven't been sleeping early these past few days. Taking its toll on me now.

Good night.


LoVe~
MzP<3

12 July 2008

Aries Again

So. Yeah. Update about the date. It actually went well. Better than I anticipated. Despite the fact he was an hour late. Whatever.

In fact, it went so well that he asked me out again. Tonight. Seriously.

So how was he like? Well, he's nice. Possibly too nice. One thing though: He's an Aries. OMG, another Aries. Gosh, I have so many Aries's in my life that I don't know what to make of it already. The stars are definitely sending a message across. I have lots of Aries boyfriends, crushes, my best friend (Iman) is an Aries, even my grandfather is an Aries. I know so many Aries's that I know almost to the tee what they are like. They are generally bad tempered. Or rather, a little proud. And they like to keep things to themselves until they can't take it anymore. Then, they explode. But a good thing about Aries? They are tame-able. And once they're tame, they make great partners.

But my point is: What are the chances that another Aries enters my life? The stars are seriously having fun with me.


LoVe~
MzP<3

Breakfast Date

I have a date. I have a date right now. Breakfast date. He's late. Oh well. Men.

Anyway, I'm nervous. What the hell do you talk about on a first date? And what the hell do you wear on a breakfast date, anyway? And most of all: what if he's so boring that I would drop dead before the date's even started. I mean, I can't leave because he'll be driving. Damn. Should have volunteered to drive. At least I'll have the choice of leaving anytime I want.

Details? He's 25. Says he's an investment consultant. Also says he's a pilot. I have no idea what to make of this. He's kind of... annoying the first few times I talked to him. Like, always trying to prove himself right. And trying to show how good he is. Eww... Like trying to sell himself. Cheesy. And the worst part, in my opinion, is that he actually liked the movie Made of Honor. You know, the movie I felt a strong dislike about that I wrote a whole blog post about it. The one titled Made of DIShonor. Oh well, I hope it goes beyond movies.

He's not here yet! This is bad. First date, bad impression. He'd better make it up with wit and great sense of humour. Or I might even walk home.

I'll just go and wait for him downstairs. Wish me luck!


LoVe~
MzP<3

p.s. My 100th post! Wow. Never thought I'd get this far in blogging.

11 July 2008

Cutting Socks

I'm supposed to have a dinner date tonight. Well, but the guy had something to do. And I can't reach another guy because when he gave me his number on MSN, I was too busy talking on the phone with another guy to remember saving his number.

So no dinner date tonight. Instead I've got a breakfast date. At 10 a.m. tomorrow morning. Aww, that's like dawn or something. Apparently this guy's a morning person.

Something happened last night. It's supposed to be bad. One of the worse things to have happen to me. But strangely, I feel nothing. No guilt. I feel empty. That sucks. I need time. I need time to feel it all over again. But currently, eventhough it is 100% my fault (hey, I'm not going to divide blames here), I feel very OK. Not guilty. Am I even human, still? I have no idea.

I love MSN webcam and video calls. They're sexy. Well, when the person at the other end is sexy. Haha.

I am totally not well. I'm starting to hate men and the positions they put me in (Hey, hey, I didn't mean this in a dirty way!). I only want one men to contact me right now. But I don't think he's interested. Oh well. He's just another guy. Plus, I don't think he's all that hot anymore. Not as hot as he was 2 years ago. When he had abs. Well, yes, I would date a guy only for his body. I would. OK, now that sounds shallow. But I wouldn't lie to you. I would.

Anyway. Try to say this really fast for ten times:

I'm a sock cutter. I cut socks.

Hahahahahaha. OK, it worked, didn't it?

I feel like baking cupcakes again. But I want a proper oven. Damn. This sucks. I want cupcakes!!! I want them. I want them. I want them.


Love~
MzP<3