I certainly did some really weird things today. You know, not too weird, but weird enough. During Bio paper 5, I actually wrote a poem. A poem, people. 3 whole verses. Just because I finish the paper too early and have no idea what to do. It's actually a good poem if I say so myself. Honestly, that wasn't the first time. I also wrote a poem during an SPM paper last 2 years and that poem was longer. I have to say, these 2 poems are the best I've ever wrote. But I never let anyone read them, I'll just throw them away, my words being lost forever because I don't remember them. Guess it's true what they say about getting creativity when you're unhappy. I mean, I'm certainly unhappy during exams right, so I write amazingly good poems.
Me writing a poem wasn't exactly the weirdest thing happening in the exam hall. Apparently, a certain Superwoman did weirder. She wrote a long list of English words and their opposites. I guess, you never can beat a Superwoman, even in terms of weirdness. I mean, even the only person who tops her in MRSness is Aimi (and that goes without question).
Today is also a most depressing day. What with me struggling with Statistics and all. But enough about exams, lets talk about the real deal. So what is so devastatingly, horribly and frustratingly depressing? It is the fact that my 1.5 year crush has a girlfriend. A new girlfriend. Whom he apparently 'loves'. Feel my pain now? It gets worse: he was actually looking for a girlfriend in about a year or so when I was there, having a major crush on him. I'm talking major heart-beats-faster and head-in-clouds kind of major crush. Even worse, I think he deserves better(read: he deserves me!!!). And the ultimate worst? He has a sooooo much better personality than I thought. Basically, my ultimate Dreamguy. He's the dreamiest dream I've ever dreamed. He's like mini-marshmallows-dipped-in-caramel-and-Belgium-chocolate dreamy. And he's also the dream that completes my nightmare. Boo Hoo Hoo. Now I undarstand JLo when she sings, "And when I'm feeling sexy, who's gonna comfort me?" By the way, he is the one who inspired the abovementioned poem. Only a crush could make you feel all hopeless romantic and old fashioned.
I can read your mind. They're so loud, I can hear them. I can read your speech bubbles. You know, "What about your BF/exBF/Husband?" Am I right? Of course I am(yay me). Okay, first of all, he's not my husband!!! He's not. Not even fiancee. Stop rolling your eyes! He's not, I tell you. I'm not in denial. I should know if I'm married.
Can I answer your question now (when you've stopped rolling your eyes and can actually read)? Okay, my answer is: I guess I'm stuck with him. For another period of my lifetime. If he's not everything, at least he's one thing: He's not a dream that can turn into a nightmare. And thats' what I really need in life right?
Muahx.
LoVe~
MzP<3>
03 May 2007
Looking For a Reason
The song you've been most singing to
yourself recently?
~ Girlfriend by Avril Lavigne. Some older ones like 'There you'll Be'. And some of my orchestra songs. Really missed them.
What do you currently want right now?
~ To get out of this house. I just don't like to live with too much lies and pretense with my family members. I like to be away because absence makes the heart grow fonder. I can't miss them if I see them all the time.
What did you do today?
~ Nothing. Study and study. Then I played with my brothers. And with my cats.
Are you hungry? What would you like?
~Nope. Not at all. Just ate pizzas. Yum.
Who have you been thinking about most
today?
~My BF/exBF. I was wondering if he really meant what he said last night. And if he called but I'm too coward to switch my phone on because i might face disappointment. Again.
Do you ever just sit outside and watch
the stars?
~ Yes, in KYS last time where there are lots of stars. Can't really see stars in the city. Because of some twisted pollution thingy. It's a physics thing involving light wavelenghts and things like that.
Do you do a lot of surveys? Why?
~ Only when I'm in the mood. Because I have no idea what else to write in my blog.
What is your current annoyance?
~ My brother. Hogging the computer all day and all night.
Do you want a new cell phone?
~ Not now. My phone's pretty new. And I love it to bits. Wish it has more functions though.
Are you waiting for someone right now?
~ Maybe. I mean, he doesn't know. I was just hoping for him to come/call.
What time are you going to bed?
~ I don't know. Really.
Name one thing you're looking forward to
this week?
~ Tomorrow I think. When I get to go to Ruums. First time out for a month.
Are you planning on visiting some old
friends?
~ Not in the near future. Exams coming. Maybe after exams.
Can you make new friends easily?
~ Depends. Usually, no. But somehow if it's my first day somewhere really, new, I will make friends easier than I think. I think it's the prospect of 'New Beginnings'.
What would you do if your best friend
turned gay/lesbian?
~ Nothing. Live and let live, I say. I understand if my girl friend says she's a lesbian that she won't exactly automatically like me. In fact, I'd like a gay friend.
Has anyone ever told you "You dropped
your pocket", and you looked down
looking for it?
~ No. My friend lost her SIM once and I said, "Why don't you call?" And she actually did!
What is music to you?
~ Some really nice sounds. Really, I can't live without music. In all the chaos of aeroplanes, construction, my brother's shouts, it's very welcoming to plug in something nice in your ear. I guess that's music, an escape. The Sweet Escape.
How many times do you eat each day?
~ Three. Usually I skip breakfast. And sometimes I'd eat for tea. I don't snack much unless I have someone to do it with.
How do you cheer someone up?
~ A hug. I like to say: You need a hug! Or sometimes I'll ask, "Doy you need a hug?" Then I'll hug them. If it's because of exams, I'll say,"Don't worry, whatever you did badly, I did worse." And it's usually true.
Are you a morning person?
~ No. I was when I was younger and there was something to wake up to in the morning, you know, when chickens still exist in KL and the morning air is so clean it feels like someone scrubbed it. And when my grandmother's still alive and she'd be watering the plants outside. Nowadays I'm a night person. Nightlife is just so much more interesting.
Is it easier for you to fall asleep or
to be woken up?
~ Fall asleep. I never get enough sleep and by the end of the week I'd be collecting at least 5 hours worth of sleep. So I'll easily sleep.
Are you a picky person?
~ Yes and no. Depends on what the choices are. If we're talking future husband here, I have very specific requirements. You know you gotta plan the future.
Seriously, do you know how to dance?
~ Choreographed? Nope. But I can always shake my booty! And that's usually enough for life!
Do you think its funny when people get
hurt?
~ Only if the situation's funny. But most of the time, no. Light injuries, like finger cramps, can be funny.
yourself recently?
~ Girlfriend by Avril Lavigne. Some older ones like 'There you'll Be'. And some of my orchestra songs. Really missed them.
What do you currently want right now?
~ To get out of this house. I just don't like to live with too much lies and pretense with my family members. I like to be away because absence makes the heart grow fonder. I can't miss them if I see them all the time.
What did you do today?
~ Nothing. Study and study. Then I played with my brothers. And with my cats.
Are you hungry? What would you like?
~Nope. Not at all. Just ate pizzas. Yum.
Who have you been thinking about most
today?
~My BF/exBF. I was wondering if he really meant what he said last night. And if he called but I'm too coward to switch my phone on because i might face disappointment. Again.
Do you ever just sit outside and watch
the stars?
~ Yes, in KYS last time where there are lots of stars. Can't really see stars in the city. Because of some twisted pollution thingy. It's a physics thing involving light wavelenghts and things like that.
Do you do a lot of surveys? Why?
~ Only when I'm in the mood. Because I have no idea what else to write in my blog.
What is your current annoyance?
~ My brother. Hogging the computer all day and all night.
Do you want a new cell phone?
~ Not now. My phone's pretty new. And I love it to bits. Wish it has more functions though.
Are you waiting for someone right now?
~ Maybe. I mean, he doesn't know. I was just hoping for him to come/call.
What time are you going to bed?
~ I don't know. Really.
Name one thing you're looking forward to
this week?
~ Tomorrow I think. When I get to go to Ruums. First time out for a month.
Are you planning on visiting some old
friends?
~ Not in the near future. Exams coming. Maybe after exams.
Can you make new friends easily?
~ Depends. Usually, no. But somehow if it's my first day somewhere really, new, I will make friends easier than I think. I think it's the prospect of 'New Beginnings'.
What would you do if your best friend
turned gay/lesbian?
~ Nothing. Live and let live, I say. I understand if my girl friend says she's a lesbian that she won't exactly automatically like me. In fact, I'd like a gay friend.
Has anyone ever told you "You dropped
your pocket", and you looked down
looking for it?
~ No. My friend lost her SIM once and I said, "Why don't you call?" And she actually did!
What is music to you?
~ Some really nice sounds. Really, I can't live without music. In all the chaos of aeroplanes, construction, my brother's shouts, it's very welcoming to plug in something nice in your ear. I guess that's music, an escape. The Sweet Escape.
How many times do you eat each day?
~ Three. Usually I skip breakfast. And sometimes I'd eat for tea. I don't snack much unless I have someone to do it with.
How do you cheer someone up?
~ A hug. I like to say: You need a hug! Or sometimes I'll ask, "Doy you need a hug?" Then I'll hug them. If it's because of exams, I'll say,"Don't worry, whatever you did badly, I did worse." And it's usually true.
Are you a morning person?
~ No. I was when I was younger and there was something to wake up to in the morning, you know, when chickens still exist in KL and the morning air is so clean it feels like someone scrubbed it. And when my grandmother's still alive and she'd be watering the plants outside. Nowadays I'm a night person. Nightlife is just so much more interesting.
Is it easier for you to fall asleep or
to be woken up?
~ Fall asleep. I never get enough sleep and by the end of the week I'd be collecting at least 5 hours worth of sleep. So I'll easily sleep.
Are you a picky person?
~ Yes and no. Depends on what the choices are. If we're talking future husband here, I have very specific requirements. You know you gotta plan the future.
Seriously, do you know how to dance?
~ Choreographed? Nope. But I can always shake my booty! And that's usually enough for life!
Do you think its funny when people get
hurt?
~ Only if the situation's funny. But most of the time, no. Light injuries, like finger cramps, can be funny.
23 April 2007
The Magic 8-Ball
Today is just another one of those semi-normal days. It's the first day of classes after the holidays. I know I haven't written anything during the holidays. I had too much fun! I mean, seriously, I know you would love to hear above my bad days than my good days. I mean good days are not that interesting. Even if I do say so myself.
No particularly good news during the holidays except I got myself a Magic 8-ball!!!!! For those of you who don't know what it is, you're supposed to ask a yes/no question to it and shake it and it'll give an answer. I love it!!! Actually I think it's quite true. Well it's also conceited. Really conceited.
It was this one time i asked the ball if I should hug my boyfriend and it says I should. So my boyfriend says "It's a good thing you have an 8-ball!" Well, I wasn't convinced about that so I decided to ask the 8-ball and see it's answer. So my first question:
"Is it a good thing to have this 8-ball?"
8-ball answer: "Without a doubt."
Next question:
"Is this 8-ball true?"
8-ball answer: "As I see it yes."
Really, can you see the conceitedness of this 8-ball? Well, if you're like me and can't decide on a lot of things, I totally recommend it to you. The 8-ball decided my lunch for me today!
Another thing to convince you this 8-ball is not all bulls**t, is what happened today. The 8-ball was a big hit in class where everone wants to ask questions like who's going to win the FA cup to who they're going to marry one day. This involves Aimi. First Kevin asked if Aimi is pretty and it says "Very doubtful." Then Aimi herself asks if she's pretty and the 8-ball gave negative answers(twice!!). So if that doesn't convince you, nothing else will. The ball really tells it to your face!
Others things that happened over the holidays:
1. Got back together with my bf/exbf. I know you will say you saw that coming. Man, I don't know why I keep on ending up with him. Ee Fei calls him my husband. Aimi says he's my bf/ex/husband. People keeps on saying I'll marry him one day. C'mon give me a break.
2. Good Charlotte concert. I went to the concert. It was okay. The lead singer(one of the Maddens) keeps on saying how he loves Malaysia(bulls**t) and how he wants to move here(more bulls**t). Don't know why he's got to win over fans in his own concert. Wait, maybe I do know. It's cause most people there got free tickets. That's why they even bother to go.
3. Learned new things. I learned Girlfirend magazine is made out of 100% recycled paper. I feel much less guilty of buying them.
4. Finish my money. One word. Birthdays. I finished all my money that I hold except for my emergency money. I have never finished all my money before. I know some of you have done it before lots of times even. I feel like I can't live. I feel soooooo vulnerable. No money. No sense of security. My only console is I have a boyfriend again. Then not having money is not too bad. Still bad enough though.
Overall my holidays are just averagely normal. Except for finishing my money. Usually I save money during holidays. God, this is making me feel depressed. I better stop thinking about it.
LoVe~
MzP<3
No particularly good news during the holidays except I got myself a Magic 8-ball!!!!! For those of you who don't know what it is, you're supposed to ask a yes/no question to it and shake it and it'll give an answer. I love it!!! Actually I think it's quite true. Well it's also conceited. Really conceited.
It was this one time i asked the ball if I should hug my boyfriend and it says I should. So my boyfriend says "It's a good thing you have an 8-ball!" Well, I wasn't convinced about that so I decided to ask the 8-ball and see it's answer. So my first question:
"Is it a good thing to have this 8-ball?"
8-ball answer: "Without a doubt."
Next question:
"Is this 8-ball true?"
8-ball answer: "As I see it yes."
Really, can you see the conceitedness of this 8-ball? Well, if you're like me and can't decide on a lot of things, I totally recommend it to you. The 8-ball decided my lunch for me today!
Another thing to convince you this 8-ball is not all bulls**t, is what happened today. The 8-ball was a big hit in class where everone wants to ask questions like who's going to win the FA cup to who they're going to marry one day. This involves Aimi. First Kevin asked if Aimi is pretty and it says "Very doubtful." Then Aimi herself asks if she's pretty and the 8-ball gave negative answers(twice!!). So if that doesn't convince you, nothing else will. The ball really tells it to your face!
Others things that happened over the holidays:
1. Got back together with my bf/exbf. I know you will say you saw that coming. Man, I don't know why I keep on ending up with him. Ee Fei calls him my husband. Aimi says he's my bf/ex/husband. People keeps on saying I'll marry him one day. C'mon give me a break.
2. Good Charlotte concert. I went to the concert. It was okay. The lead singer(one of the Maddens) keeps on saying how he loves Malaysia(bulls**t) and how he wants to move here(more bulls**t). Don't know why he's got to win over fans in his own concert. Wait, maybe I do know. It's cause most people there got free tickets. That's why they even bother to go.
3. Learned new things. I learned Girlfirend magazine is made out of 100% recycled paper. I feel much less guilty of buying them.
4. Finish my money. One word. Birthdays. I finished all my money that I hold except for my emergency money. I have never finished all my money before. I know some of you have done it before lots of times even. I feel like I can't live. I feel soooooo vulnerable. No money. No sense of security. My only console is I have a boyfriend again. Then not having money is not too bad. Still bad enough though.
Overall my holidays are just averagely normal. Except for finishing my money. Usually I save money during holidays. God, this is making me feel depressed. I better stop thinking about it.
LoVe~
MzP<3
04 April 2007
The Barbie and The Dream Guy
Went shopping during the weekends. Okay, I know I'm not supposed to but my mum's paying anyway so it doesn't count. I wasn't really lucky though that time.
I'd say the first disaster was going to MAC. You know, the make-up place. MAC just launched their new Barbie collection and if you've seen my room, you'll know how much I have to have it. So the first thing I noticed there was the big poster picture of models dressing up as Barbies and their make-up is so bright and daring. I new I had to have it that time so of course I went in and to get just a lipgloss from that line would be perfect.
The second thing I noticed in MAC: A make-up artist. It's a guy. Man, I can't really describe him except that he looks dangerously close to the guys in my dreams. It's like being in your dream in real life. It's like deja vu. He just stood there and told us about the make-up line, showing us how to get the exact colour of lipgloss the models on the picture are wearing. Then he swooningly(on my part) applied make-up on me.
Enough with the flowery lovey-dovey maudlin(at least I think that's the word- it means embarrasingly emotional. See? I do learn new words). Now it's time for dissapointments. First it's the guy. He is obviously gay, if you haven't already know that. I mean, he works at a make-up counter as a Make-up Artist!!! If you say that's not a reason to be obviously gay, than it's the way he talks. It's not like those high-pitched gay guy voices or anything but he does have the abit 'manja'-like thing. It's not obvious and you can interprete it another way I know. One other thing: He was trying too hard not to look like he's interested in me or any girl there. It's like he's scared that if he so much as look at us he'll lead us on. (I know some good-looking guys have that attitude because they thing almost any girl that set her eyes on him would fall for him. Reality check boys: It doesn't happen that way. Girls might think you're cute but doesn't mean she likes you or that she'll go out with you. Really.) Can you see that he's proven himself gay now?
Okay, don't get me wrong, it's not that I have something against gays or anything. I just feel it's sooooooo unfair to have some seriously good looking guys be gay. I mean, us girls need some guys too. There are not enough guys in this world and the good-looking ones choose to be gay? Ouch. Now I feel fat. Now I sort of wish I could be a guy and be gay. Or I could be a lesbian but I just don't get how that happens. You know what I mean?
The next disaster.................................. Wait for it.................................... The lipgloss that I want, the pink one, are all sold out!!!!!!!!!!!! Sold out I tell you. In all branches in KL. Midvalley, KLCC, Sogo, you name it. This is as bad as(if not worse) than the guy thing. You don't get it. It's MAC Barbie collection. The absolute worst part of it all? It's LIMITED EDITION. You dont
get it. It's once in a lifetime!!! I'll never get the lipgloss. Ever. I'll never kno wthe feeling of owning it. Or of feeling it on my lips. Or looking at myself in the mirror and thinking I look good in it. Do you know how devastating that is? I know that guy's a limited edition too. Unless he has an identical twin brother. That's not gay. What are the chances?
I'd use all the reasons above to explain why I went shopping. It's called retail therapy. Part of it is my mum pities me for not getting the pretty once-in-a-lifetime lipgloss. I mean, if you're a girl you'd understand how I feel. And who am I going to blame? Well, I'm blaming the super rich people who buys a dozen of the glosses in one shot. I blame all those hypocrites out there who says "I hate Barbie," so that it seems cool to their friends but still goes out of their way to get a product in the collection. Why do I say they're hypocrites? Because as far as I know and for as long as I've lived in this world, not one girl have I met that admits she llikes Barbies. I'm talking about since I was eight. They'd all tell me: I hate Barbie dolls. I cut all my Barbie's hair and dislodge their body parts. Seriously. Hypocrites.
Guess life is all that way. Maybe my brain would start getting me dreams of other guys. Maybe I'll get over Barbies, which is more unrealistic than the former. I'll have to accept life as it is. Without dream guys and without pretty bright pink lipgloss of Barbie limited edition. Sigh. So much for being not maudlin huh?
LoVe~
MzP<3
I'd say the first disaster was going to MAC. You know, the make-up place. MAC just launched their new Barbie collection and if you've seen my room, you'll know how much I have to have it. So the first thing I noticed there was the big poster picture of models dressing up as Barbies and their make-up is so bright and daring. I new I had to have it that time so of course I went in and to get just a lipgloss from that line would be perfect.
The second thing I noticed in MAC: A make-up artist. It's a guy. Man, I can't really describe him except that he looks dangerously close to the guys in my dreams. It's like being in your dream in real life. It's like deja vu. He just stood there and told us about the make-up line, showing us how to get the exact colour of lipgloss the models on the picture are wearing. Then he swooningly(on my part) applied make-up on me.
Enough with the flowery lovey-dovey maudlin(at least I think that's the word- it means embarrasingly emotional. See? I do learn new words). Now it's time for dissapointments. First it's the guy. He is obviously gay, if you haven't already know that. I mean, he works at a make-up counter as a Make-up Artist!!! If you say that's not a reason to be obviously gay, than it's the way he talks. It's not like those high-pitched gay guy voices or anything but he does have the abit 'manja'-like thing. It's not obvious and you can interprete it another way I know. One other thing: He was trying too hard not to look like he's interested in me or any girl there. It's like he's scared that if he so much as look at us he'll lead us on. (I know some good-looking guys have that attitude because they thing almost any girl that set her eyes on him would fall for him. Reality check boys: It doesn't happen that way. Girls might think you're cute but doesn't mean she likes you or that she'll go out with you. Really.) Can you see that he's proven himself gay now?
Okay, don't get me wrong, it's not that I have something against gays or anything. I just feel it's sooooooo unfair to have some seriously good looking guys be gay. I mean, us girls need some guys too. There are not enough guys in this world and the good-looking ones choose to be gay? Ouch. Now I feel fat. Now I sort of wish I could be a guy and be gay. Or I could be a lesbian but I just don't get how that happens. You know what I mean?
The next disaster.................................. Wait for it.................................... The lipgloss that I want, the pink one, are all sold out!!!!!!!!!!!! Sold out I tell you. In all branches in KL. Midvalley, KLCC, Sogo, you name it. This is as bad as(if not worse) than the guy thing. You don't get it. It's MAC Barbie collection. The absolute worst part of it all? It's LIMITED EDITION. You dont
get it. It's once in a lifetime!!! I'll never get the lipgloss. Ever. I'll never kno wthe feeling of owning it. Or of feeling it on my lips. Or looking at myself in the mirror and thinking I look good in it. Do you know how devastating that is? I know that guy's a limited edition too. Unless he has an identical twin brother. That's not gay. What are the chances?
I'd use all the reasons above to explain why I went shopping. It's called retail therapy. Part of it is my mum pities me for not getting the pretty once-in-a-lifetime lipgloss. I mean, if you're a girl you'd understand how I feel. And who am I going to blame? Well, I'm blaming the super rich people who buys a dozen of the glosses in one shot. I blame all those hypocrites out there who says "I hate Barbie," so that it seems cool to their friends but still goes out of their way to get a product in the collection. Why do I say they're hypocrites? Because as far as I know and for as long as I've lived in this world, not one girl have I met that admits she llikes Barbies. I'm talking about since I was eight. They'd all tell me: I hate Barbie dolls. I cut all my Barbie's hair and dislodge their body parts. Seriously. Hypocrites.
Guess life is all that way. Maybe my brain would start getting me dreams of other guys. Maybe I'll get over Barbies, which is more unrealistic than the former. I'll have to accept life as it is. Without dream guys and without pretty bright pink lipgloss of Barbie limited edition. Sigh. So much for being not maudlin huh?
LoVe~
MzP<3
23 March 2007
Lalala~
My trials are coming. Very soon. In fact, it's on Thursday. Man, I wish I'm still in PB class, then I don't have to take Biology. I've been so lazy studying Biology. Not interested how my kidney works anymore. Or even the reproductive organs. Well, Gracie (superwoman) taught me about the creating friction part, which was in the text book, by the way. Haha.... Naughty Grace!!! Still, the big problem is the BioScience book doesn't contain everything we need to know (it cost me 135!! what a ripoff!!) and I've got to look for information on the internet. Seriously, try typing in 'Testis' in Google and see what you get(I mean, you do get educational sites, but most give either too little or too much information). This sooooo ruin my mood to study Biology.
My brain cells are fried and I'm surprised if there are any remaining in my head anymore. Really, I'll be very dead by the end of the week. Man, this is the life. Gotta live with it. Ciao.
LoVe~
MzP<3
My brain cells are fried and I'm surprised if there are any remaining in my head anymore. Really, I'll be very dead by the end of the week. Man, this is the life. Gotta live with it. Ciao.
LoVe~
MzP<3
21 March 2007
Today
Today, I wear a blck top and a black and white skirt. I went to class at 9. I asked Ms Shoba a math question. I ate in Peppercorn with Sailormoon, Michelle and Superwoman Gracie. And then I went to the compter lab to print my Biology notes because I don't have Chemistry class.
Okay, yea life is normal today. And a little boring. And I have math later and Sailormoon and Superwoman are not going. Then I'll be alone.
That's all I did until now. I don't know why I'm writing this entry anyway. Well, bye now.
LoVe~
MzP<3
Okay, yea life is normal today. And a little boring. And I have math later and Sailormoon and Superwoman are not going. Then I'll be alone.
That's all I did until now. I don't know why I'm writing this entry anyway. Well, bye now.
LoVe~
MzP<3
19 March 2007
Highschool MRS-ness
According to this survey I got off Friendster bulletin, (Yep, I've got nothing else to do despite trials my trials being next week) I'm supposed to list down 13 of my highschool friends off the top of my head. Then, I'm supposed to answer the questions below. So here goes. (By the way, for those of you who don't know yet, my high school is KYS. Look it up in kysm.edu.my!!)
1. Julie
2. Arvindran
3. Melissa
4. Emy (Amoi)
5. Ida
6. Asma
7. Lee
8. Elisha
9. Hanisah
10. EG
11. Diana
12. Pogi
13. Sarah
Okay, so here are the questions.
How did you meet 10?
In school. Duh. Actually, I didn't talk to him for years untill Form 5,maybe when I found out he's a really nice chap to have a chat with.
What would you do if you had never met 12?
Well, in form 5 when guys started to get to know me a little more, I'd have one less guy to be actually interested to know me. Good guy this one. Grateful to get to know him better.
What would you do if 6 and 2 date?
Hmmm.... Weird couple and I'd never think of it but if they do, I wouldn't do anything. Live and let live, I say. By the way, I'd kill Arvindran if he never told me news as crucial as this. Atually, I'd kill him anyway because he didn't come to my birthday party two years in a row and had a lame excuse for it.
Have you ever seen 4 cry?
Yes. Most vividly I remember is the day SPM results are out. She did cry a few times before that because she's quite emotional. Life without her in high school would still suck!
Do you think 10 is cute?
Well, actually, and this is a little embarassing, yea. Used to have a crush on him. Ouch, the secret's out. But hey, those were high school days.
How did you get to know 8?
She's in the same 'rumah' with me. Also had a great voice and interesting personality. I'm not sure, but I think we use to have the same pets sis, so that's how I first talk to her and get to know her.
Would you ever go on a date with number 12?
Hey, why not. Told you the guy's got a great personality. I would like to know him better even if it's not romantically linked.
What's 7's Favorite color?
Man, I don't know. Well if I ever meet him, I'll be sure to ask alright? By the way Lee, you still owe me that song Runaway.
What would you do if 3 confessed he/she love you?
As a friend I hope because I'm straight. And she announced to the whole class that she's straight too. And she has a long-term serious boyfriend. Well, if she means it as a friend, I'd say I love her back.
About 9.
One of the first girls I'm close to when I first came in the school. We used to tell problems to each other. She changed alot through the 5 years but I'd say it's for the better. I also know she's best friends with 8 during form 5.
Who's 4 going out with?
This girl happens to be this hot curvy babe. I don't she ever really stuck to one guy. Even if she is with someone right now it's probably be another really hot guy. Man, wish I'm as lucky as her.
What is 5 to you?
We're the ZuZu species!!!!! We're the same species and we call each other Zu. As in Zureen. Well, her name is Idazureen. Aww, I miss having my species around me.
Is 2 single?
Maybe. Maybe not. I don't really know because he's like this really hot dude in college. And girls are tripping over themselves for him. Lucky you Arse. I'd say it wasn't the same in high school.
Where does 4 live?
Umm... Somewhere in KL I guess. Where else can you live and have that many guys around? Haha.... Actually I have no idea.
What do you think about 3?
She's extreme Super. More super than Grace if I say so myself. Extreme cleverness. She got 3.94 for her GPA this one time and got an award for it. Pretty, you know, tall and slim. Her voice could replace Siti's anytime. She was the school's official orchestra singer. Athletic. She represents the school for high jump events. One downside: She's a little insecure and instead of letting herself be really weak(like other insecure people), she puts up a defense for herself where nobody can get too close to her. I think she should play that down a little bit and realise that people can like her but she's got to let people in.
1. Julie
2. Arvindran
3. Melissa
4. Emy (Amoi)
5. Ida
6. Asma
7. Lee
8. Elisha
9. Hanisah
10. EG
11. Diana
12. Pogi
13. Sarah
Okay, so here are the questions.
How did you meet 10?
In school. Duh. Actually, I didn't talk to him for years untill Form 5,maybe when I found out he's a really nice chap to have a chat with.
What would you do if you had never met 12?
Well, in form 5 when guys started to get to know me a little more, I'd have one less guy to be actually interested to know me. Good guy this one. Grateful to get to know him better.
What would you do if 6 and 2 date?
Hmmm.... Weird couple and I'd never think of it but if they do, I wouldn't do anything. Live and let live, I say. By the way, I'd kill Arvindran if he never told me news as crucial as this. Atually, I'd kill him anyway because he didn't come to my birthday party two years in a row and had a lame excuse for it.
Have you ever seen 4 cry?
Yes. Most vividly I remember is the day SPM results are out. She did cry a few times before that because she's quite emotional. Life without her in high school would still suck!
Do you think 10 is cute?
Well, actually, and this is a little embarassing, yea. Used to have a crush on him. Ouch, the secret's out. But hey, those were high school days.
How did you get to know 8?
She's in the same 'rumah' with me. Also had a great voice and interesting personality. I'm not sure, but I think we use to have the same pets sis, so that's how I first talk to her and get to know her.
Would you ever go on a date with number 12?
Hey, why not. Told you the guy's got a great personality. I would like to know him better even if it's not romantically linked.
What's 7's Favorite color?
Man, I don't know. Well if I ever meet him, I'll be sure to ask alright? By the way Lee, you still owe me that song Runaway.
What would you do if 3 confessed he/she love you?
As a friend I hope because I'm straight. And she announced to the whole class that she's straight too. And she has a long-term serious boyfriend. Well, if she means it as a friend, I'd say I love her back.
About 9.
One of the first girls I'm close to when I first came in the school. We used to tell problems to each other. She changed alot through the 5 years but I'd say it's for the better. I also know she's best friends with 8 during form 5.
Who's 4 going out with?
This girl happens to be this hot curvy babe. I don't she ever really stuck to one guy. Even if she is with someone right now it's probably be another really hot guy. Man, wish I'm as lucky as her.
What is 5 to you?
We're the ZuZu species!!!!! We're the same species and we call each other Zu. As in Zureen. Well, her name is Idazureen. Aww, I miss having my species around me.
Is 2 single?
Maybe. Maybe not. I don't really know because he's like this really hot dude in college. And girls are tripping over themselves for him. Lucky you Arse. I'd say it wasn't the same in high school.
Where does 4 live?
Umm... Somewhere in KL I guess. Where else can you live and have that many guys around? Haha.... Actually I have no idea.
What do you think about 3?
She's extreme Super. More super than Grace if I say so myself. Extreme cleverness. She got 3.94 for her GPA this one time and got an award for it. Pretty, you know, tall and slim. Her voice could replace Siti's anytime. She was the school's official orchestra singer. Athletic. She represents the school for high jump events. One downside: She's a little insecure and instead of letting herself be really weak(like other insecure people), she puts up a defense for herself where nobody can get too close to her. I think she should play that down a little bit and realise that people can like her but she's got to let people in.
What's the best thing about 11?
Her determination I think. I don't know how to explain it exactly. And she's pretty. She is. Hope she learns through her mistakes and join with the right group.
What do you like about number 1?
Almost everything. She's honest. And a really good friend. She's my bestest friend in KYS during form 5. It's everything she helped me with. If I've never met her I wouldn't get the results I got for SPM. If I never met her I would hate 99.9% of my last year of high school. She makes me a much better person. I love the fact that she actually makes an effort to keep in touch with me. Very humble. She would actually cancel all her plans just to hang out with me. Love ya Julie!!! (In a straight strictly friend way).
Favorite Memory with 1?
Too many to list!!!! The whole of my form 5 year. The fact we would stay up untill 4 in the morning to study. Then we would buy each other food during weekends. Kenny Roger's Roasters is our favourite weekly food. We would help each other in our work. I would give her ideas in her Art(so much so that her SPM art work was mostly PINK!!!). We would take millions of pics with my camera. We set up a makan group(four of us, Julie, Amoi, Asma and me!). Basically the whole year is the best memory with her. I won't forget. Ever.
Writing this post gets me nostalgic. I think you can tell through the very emotional writings. Well, I still don't want to go back to those years though. I like the fact that my life is going on. But no matter what, the past will always remain in my mind. Love ya all in KYS. Hey, it's 5 years of my life and eventhough it's good or bad I can't erase it from my life. Just trying to keep all the good things for te future!!!
LoVe~
MzP<3
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