Today is the day my life changes forever! For the better, I hope. Why? Because....
Wait for it!!!!!
I've cut my hair!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Yup, you read that right. I cut my hair. Short. Really short by my standard. Doesn't go past my shoulder anymore. I'm not kidding! I'm gonna call it The Haircut.
The Haircut took a lot of consideration and thought. I mean this is a drastic change. The last time I had my hair short was when I was 5 or 6(years old). Yes, that long. Been having long hair ever since, never shorter than shoulder-length.
So you know now why The Haircut is considered a turning point in my life. Actually, I sort of like it. Until... Well, let's get back to that later. So, I have to get some getting use to this super short hair. It's so weird to run my fingers in the hair realising it stops short before my shoulder.
Okay, now let's talk about what changed my mind about The Haircut. The problem is actually a Someone instead of a Something. This particular someone thought that I 'copied' her hairstyle!! That's not the case at all! I wanted short hair because the bob cut is in style right now, you know, Victoria Beckham, Eva Longoria, Jessica Simpson. So I brought a magazine to the hairdresser for her to see. Somehow, our hair turned out to be a little similar. When I heard her saying that I copied her, I got kind of pissed. Then , I don't want The Haircut anymore. I had absolutely no intention of copying her! I really didn't. I mean, if I had known that's what she would think, I wouldn't have gone through The Haircut.
In fact, come to think of it, I have a problem with some people thinking I copied them. Like, hello? I do have a life you know. And what makes you think you're so special that anybody would want to copy you? First of all, I don't have to copy you. Who do I copy? Celebrities, famous people, socialites and latest trends. If I happen to own the same pair of pants with you, just think, it might actually be it's because Lindsay Lohan wore it last week or something. Seriously. There are some pretty people who think I copy them. Well, whatever, that's for them to think. I mean pretty people with style think everyone copies them and they're probably right sometimes. But what I don't get is the people who don't have any sense of style at all and don't even have a life would think I want to copy them. That's just really wishful thinking. I know this person who thinks I copy her but that's the last thing I would do. Not even in exams, girl. She doesn't have a sense of style. And she doesn't even have real friends. I have no idea which part of her existence on earth did I copy? Oh, wait, maybe it's cause I take showers. That's why. She so doesn't realise everyone else just happen to be taking showers too.
I'd rather copy people like Paris Hilton, Lindsay Lohan, Victoria Beckham, Gisele Bundchen, Charlize Theron, Mariah Carey, Katherine Heigl, Nicole Kidman, Jessica Alba, Tyra Banks, Cindy Crawford, Siena Miller, Nicole Ritchie, Kate Moss, Rihanna, Angelina Jolie, Jennifer Anniston, Kylie Minogue, Beyonce, Jessica Simpson, Avril Lavigne, Christina Aguilera, The Pussycat Dolls, Gwen Stefani, Jennifer Lopez, Eva Longoria, Sandra Bullock, Alicia Keys, Julia Roberts, Reese Witherspoon, Katharine McPhee, Ellen Pompeo, Hayden Panettiere, Hilary Duff, Deanna Yusof, Camilia (hell, you know I'm not kidding when I've already started on local stars), Erra Fazira, Natasha Hudson and a whole lot more people other than you, whoever you are(unless, of course, if you are infamous). I'll copy parts of these celebrities, you know, their style, clothes, shoes, dress, colour, fashion, cribs, and others. So, please consider before actually accusing me of copying you. The chances are just really really slim, if you bring these celebrities into the equation.
Actually, come to think of it, I know a few more people who would accuse me of copying their haircut. So I do feel a pinch of regret doing it, should have just permed my hair instead. But no matter what, The Haircut already happened. So I've got to live with it. Next time before I do something like this, I'll think about it first. You know, like how many people have actually done it and if they're gonna think I copied them. Damn, I hate it when unwanted coincidences like this happens. But I guess that's life.
So what am I to do but force myself to love The Haircut. And ignore these other girls. What's life without them? Haha.
LoVe~
MzP<3>
13 September 2007
13 July 2007
Have I Changed?
How much have I changed?
---- 6 Years Ago -------
1. How old were you?
13 years old.
2. Where did you go to school?
Kolej Yayasan Saad, or in short, KYS.
3. Where did you work?
Did not work... too young to work.
4. Where did you live?
Subang, USJ2.
5. Where did you hang out?
MidValley. Sometimes Subang Parade.
6. Did you wear glasses?
Yup.
7. Who was your best friend(s)at that time?
Out of school, it was Iman. In school, Hanaa. Really, that Hanaa. Seems weird right? Well, see how much we have changed?
8. How many tattoos did you have?
Zero. Getting a tatt at 13 is so against the law.
9. How many piercings did you have?
A pair. Ears. Everybody had those.
10. What car did you drive?
No license yet. I was young.
11. Had you been to a real party?
Maybe not the 'real' ones.
12. Had your heart broken?
Just by a crush. Nothing too serious.
13. Were you Single/Taken/Married/Divorced?
At 13? You'd better run if I told you I was married. Or divorced!!! Was only 'taken' at the end of the year.
-------------2 years ago-----------
1. How old were you?
17 years old. Still young.
2. Where did you go to school?
Still KYS. My last year.
3. Where did you work?
Too lazy to work. Plus SPM takes enough of my time already.
4. Where did you live?
Subang. USJ11. Yea, I moved.
5. Where did you hang out?
Midvalley, Pyramid, One Utama, KLCC,... you know, the lot.
6. Did you wear glasses?
Oooh, not anymore. Contacts already.
7. Who were your best friend(s)?
Iman is still my outside best friend, we were actually closer. Inside KYS, Julie! Yea, Hanaa and I had a fallout. Sad. She was really a great friend.
8. How many tattoos did you have?
None. Still illegal to get a tatt at 17.
9. How many piercings did you have?
The pair in my ear. And a new navel one. Only it got closed that year.
10. What car did you drive?
Got my 'L' license but not 'P' yet. So still got no car.
11. Had your heart broken?
I guess. Maybe. Don't remember much. I break more hearts than get my heart broken. Hey, I was still carefree. And the idea of a commitment? I'll be running for my life!
12. Were you Single/Taken/Married/Divorce?
Still single. I know it's legal to get married then, but still can't grasp commitment. Had lots of on/off two week relationships. See what I mean by hating commitment?
--------------------Today-------------- ------
1. How old are you?
19 years old. Damn, I'm old.
2. What school do u go to?
Taylor's College. Not now though, now I'm lazing rotting at home.
3. Where do you live?
Still USJ11. Can't wait to move this year.
4. Do you wear glasses?
Nope, still on my contacts. In fact, I wear less glasses than I did 2 years ago.
5. Who are your best friends?
Still Iman!!!! Though she's in Indonesia now, furthering her studies(All the best Iman!!!). In Taylor's I had a few. JiyZ a.k.a Sailormoon, GracieWacie a.k.a. Superwoman, Ee Fei a.k.a. The Fat Fly, Aimi a.k.a President of MRS, The Boys(Sam, Kev, Wilson, Peter) and, well, lots more.
6. Do you talk to your old friends?
Still contacting Julie. And I do talk to my old friends. Just not frequently enough. Had a nice outing with them the other day. That was nice. Glad to see we all can still get along!
7. How many piercings do you have?
The earrings pair, another one on my left ear, and re-pierced my navel.
8. How many tattoos?
Okay, I know it's legal to get one now, but wouldn't want to ruin my nice skin with something so permanent.
9. What kind of car do you have?
'The Butterfly Car'. That's what it's been nicknamed as(not by me). It's the cute Kelisa which is quite a sight of pink and butterflies.
10. Has your heart been broken?
Well, yes. My stupid ungrateful boyfriend tried to cheat on me. Damn. Wish I still don't want commitment. But now I do. I've grown up, huh?
11. Are you Single/Taken/Married/Divorce?
So 'taken' that I'm practically married! Seriously. He's the BF/exBF. People call him my BF/exBF/Husband now. But I'm not married. Not yet, at least.
Hey you guys, Why don't you try this? Then I can know how much you've change.
LoVe~
MzP<3
---- 6 Years Ago -------
1. How old were you?
13 years old.
2. Where did you go to school?
Kolej Yayasan Saad, or in short, KYS.
3. Where did you work?
Did not work... too young to work.
4. Where did you live?
Subang, USJ2.
5. Where did you hang out?
MidValley. Sometimes Subang Parade.
6. Did you wear glasses?
Yup.
7. Who was your best friend(s)at that time?
Out of school, it was Iman. In school, Hanaa. Really, that Hanaa. Seems weird right? Well, see how much we have changed?
8. How many tattoos did you have?
Zero. Getting a tatt at 13 is so against the law.
9. How many piercings did you have?
A pair. Ears. Everybody had those.
10. What car did you drive?
No license yet. I was young.
11. Had you been to a real party?
Maybe not the 'real' ones.
12. Had your heart broken?
Just by a crush. Nothing too serious.
13. Were you Single/Taken/Married/Divorced?
At 13? You'd better run if I told you I was married. Or divorced!!! Was only 'taken' at the end of the year.
-------------2 years ago-----------
1. How old were you?
17 years old. Still young.
2. Where did you go to school?
Still KYS. My last year.
3. Where did you work?
Too lazy to work. Plus SPM takes enough of my time already.
4. Where did you live?
Subang. USJ11. Yea, I moved.
5. Where did you hang out?
Midvalley, Pyramid, One Utama, KLCC,... you know, the lot.
6. Did you wear glasses?
Oooh, not anymore. Contacts already.
7. Who were your best friend(s)?
Iman is still my outside best friend, we were actually closer. Inside KYS, Julie! Yea, Hanaa and I had a fallout. Sad. She was really a great friend.
8. How many tattoos did you have?
None. Still illegal to get a tatt at 17.
9. How many piercings did you have?
The pair in my ear. And a new navel one. Only it got closed that year.
10. What car did you drive?
Got my 'L' license but not 'P' yet. So still got no car.
11. Had your heart broken?
I guess. Maybe. Don't remember much. I break more hearts than get my heart broken. Hey, I was still carefree. And the idea of a commitment? I'll be running for my life!
12. Were you Single/Taken/Married/Divorce?
Still single. I know it's legal to get married then, but still can't grasp commitment. Had lots of on/off two week relationships. See what I mean by hating commitment?
--------------------Today-------------- ------
1. How old are you?
19 years old. Damn, I'm old.
2. What school do u go to?
Taylor's College. Not now though, now I'm lazing rotting at home.
3. Where do you live?
Still USJ11. Can't wait to move this year.
4. Do you wear glasses?
Nope, still on my contacts. In fact, I wear less glasses than I did 2 years ago.
5. Who are your best friends?
Still Iman!!!! Though she's in Indonesia now, furthering her studies(All the best Iman!!!). In Taylor's I had a few. JiyZ a.k.a Sailormoon, GracieWacie a.k.a. Superwoman, Ee Fei a.k.a. The Fat Fly, Aimi a.k.a President of MRS, The Boys(Sam, Kev, Wilson, Peter) and, well, lots more.
6. Do you talk to your old friends?
Still contacting Julie. And I do talk to my old friends. Just not frequently enough. Had a nice outing with them the other day. That was nice. Glad to see we all can still get along!
7. How many piercings do you have?
The earrings pair, another one on my left ear, and re-pierced my navel.
8. How many tattoos?
Okay, I know it's legal to get one now, but wouldn't want to ruin my nice skin with something so permanent.
9. What kind of car do you have?
'The Butterfly Car'. That's what it's been nicknamed as(not by me). It's the cute Kelisa which is quite a sight of pink and butterflies.
10. Has your heart been broken?
Well, yes. My stupid ungrateful boyfriend tried to cheat on me. Damn. Wish I still don't want commitment. But now I do. I've grown up, huh?
11. Are you Single/Taken/Married/Divorce?
So 'taken' that I'm practically married! Seriously. He's the BF/exBF. People call him my BF/exBF/Husband now. But I'm not married. Not yet, at least.
Hey you guys, Why don't you try this? Then I can know how much you've change.
LoVe~
MzP<3
11 July 2007
Getting a Move On
What's your current mood?
To make lots of money!! In the mood to learn about money, assets, and to get a good stockbroker.
Name 3 schools u went to
SriKL, SKSJ, KYSM. I can list more.
Name 3 things u do when you're really stressed
1. Punch something(not someone, if it's caused by a person I can hurt, I'll scratch). Cause I usually get stressed when I'm angry so I let it out on tables/walls.
2. Cry. I don't really like people to see me cry so I'll lock myself up in my room or go somewhere a little private or just make it look like I'm not crying.
3. If can't do anything, I'll just bear with it. By the way, I do good under pressure. I make friends under pressure. I'll actually study and work under pressure.
3 names u go by
Zulaikha
Zue.
K. Ayka.
I have more: Zouk, Su'tida, Zuey, Zeus.
3 of ur favourite foods
Pizza with lots of toppings.
Ice cream, maybe cookies and cream or praline flavoured.
Marshmallows covered in caramel and chocolate.
3 things u'r wearing right now
Tank top, jeans, belt.
who's in the house with u?
Mama, Ala Balkis(my aunt), Zuhrie, Zuheri, the maids.
who r u thinking about right now?
The BF/exBF. He just called.
tell me, who's ur special now?
Guess that'll be my BF/exBF. I just destroyed something of his(you know, under stress and also that I was so furious with him) and now we're good.
who do u wanna be with right now?
Good question. I won't tell you. Let's just say that it's out of pure lust that I want to 'be' with him. I don't have real feelings for this particular guy. You know, just another pretty face.
who did u last talk to on the phone?
BF/exBF. Called because his niece woke him up. Just wanted to check on me. And he misses me.
who do u sit next to in your class?
Right now I don't have formal classes. Just Spanish classes, next to Lion-na(that's Leeana, brother's girlfriend). Used to sit next to Sailormoon, Superwoman Grace and Ee Fei the Fly in Taylors. Miss them so much!!!
who do u wish u were right now?
Angelina Jolie. Then I'd get to be with Brad Pitt(Did you know his real name is William Bradly Pit??). And I'd get to travel the world. And have lots of money and get to adopt kids and have them with my last name.
where do u live?
Subang. Where the magic happens.
where is ur handphone?
Charging. Yes, people, I finally charge my phone. If you want to reach me, you can reach me now. Until tomorrow when the battery will be out again and I'll be too lazy to charge. Again.
where do u sleep?
On my twin four poster bed. In my house in Subang. Soon it'll change. Then, yay!!
where is the last place u took a ride to?
Midvalley. Last night to watch Transformers again. Got stabbed in my tummy again. Shit(I'm allowed to swear to show extremes) it hurts. By the way, I meant pierce my navel.
where are u now?
Home, in Subang in the computer room. Don't really believe in going out to use the computer when I have internet connection at home.
what was the last thing u ate?
My maid's fabulous and famous Maggi goreng.
what colour shirt r u wearing?
Yellow.... I think. A little brownish.
what is the closest item near u
Colour pencils. I was... ehem... 'expressing' my creativity this afternoon. That was hours ago and I've still yet to keep the colour pencils.
what is ur favourite colour?
Pink. Please tell me you know that. I mean even if you never knew me, you can see it in this page right? Peter, you're excused.
what was the last movie that u watched?
Confessions of a Young Bride. I hate the ending. She should end up with the good-looking guy. If we're talking about cinema movie, it's Transformers(twice). That movie is so fucking good(again, I'm only swearing to show extremes. I mean have you ever heard me say f**k?). I recommend the movie to everyone. The CGI is beyond.
when did u start school?
2 plus. Yes, I was a genius when I was young. My father thought school will enhance the genius in me, but instead it suppresses it. Damn. If only I didn't go to school. I'd still have that genius in me.
when is ur birthday?
13th January. Now that you know, you're obliged to remember. No excuse. Put it in your calendar and put phone alarms. I'll be expecting lots of gifts next year!!
when did u last go to the mall?
Yesterday. Midvalley. Went to see Transformers and get stabbed in the tummy again. Do you know that there is a 3 year waiting list for anyone to open a shop there? I mean Midvalley, not my tummy.
What are you listening to right now?
The fan. Hold on, I'll switch on iTunes. The song that came up is... Be Faithful by Fatman Scoop. I didn't even know I had that song in my iTunes.
A part of a song lyric that's in your mind?
Que hiciste? The new JLo song. I means 'What did you do?' I love that song. Don't know the lyrics though because it's in Spanish. One day I'll memorise the lyrics. Oh and part of the song 'Big Girls Don't Cry'.
Your three plans for tmrw?
Wake up early. If you know me that is seriously something I have to plan first. I'm a night person. Almost, what's that word?, nocturnal, if you will.
What do you want?
A job. So I can get money to start investing. I want to be wealthy before I get too old. Then what's the fun in that?
Are you feeling hungry?
For something cold and sweet. Maybe an ice cream. Or ice blended Vanilla from Coffee Bean. Or Caramel Frappucino from Starbucks.
Who do you miss right now?
My friends. Sailormoon. Superwoman!! You're soooooo far in Kuching, Grace! Julie, though I'll probably meet her on Saturday. And Eiman in Australia. And of course my BF/exBF. Hope his niece turns up the TV volume and wake him up again so he'll call.
Last friend(s) you talked to?
Julie in SMS. And Syuen. Syuen a.k.a. Arsyan is this friend I had since I was 5/6. We were neighbours. Still contact him occasionally. He's 5 years older than me.
What do you like about last night?
I got my navel piercing again! Yay. And watching Transformers with BF/exBF. He's like this kid who started talking about buying a second hand car that'll transform and turn into a butt-kicking super-cool Camaro. Personally,I like the Pontiac Solstice better.
When you were a kid, what did you want to be when you grew up?
Doctor. Teacher. Model. And a whole lot of other things. Yeap, I was indecisive from the beginning.
Do you play games?
Yes. I'd be a pretty boring person if I don't. I love games. Board games, computer games. Games of the heart.... Muahahahaha.
What song did you last hear?
Don't Tell Me-Avril Lavigne. I love this song. It's like telling a guy, "I'm not cheap you stupid man-whore. And I'm just not that interested."
Person you hate most?
I made a list of 10 people I hate the most. I really think There is one person I hate the most. Let's not put the 10 names here. Waste of space.
Who makes you laugh the most?
Sailormoon and Grace. Oh, and Aimi(when I can stand her... hehehe...). They really made my days in Taylors.
In a few words, explain what makes you love someone?
Personality. I can read most people and looks alone just don't cut it. If you're a bad boy, there will be crush and lust. But a semi good personality can make my heart jump. Oh, looks as a first impression. If you take care of your looks then I know you at least want to impress me. That's flattering.
What were you doing this morning at 9 a.m?
9 a.m.? Isn't that, like, before dawn? I mean who wakes up before dawn?
What were you doing 15 minutes ago?
Talk on the phone with BF/exBF. Reply Julie's SMS.
Say something.
Yay. I don't know, just feel like saying "Yay."
I'm in the mood to do surveys like this alot these days. Expect another one soon, okay?
LoVe~
MzP<3>
To make lots of money!! In the mood to learn about money, assets, and to get a good stockbroker.
Name 3 schools u went to
SriKL, SKSJ, KYSM. I can list more.
Name 3 things u do when you're really stressed
1. Punch something(not someone, if it's caused by a person I can hurt, I'll scratch). Cause I usually get stressed when I'm angry so I let it out on tables/walls.
2. Cry. I don't really like people to see me cry so I'll lock myself up in my room or go somewhere a little private or just make it look like I'm not crying.
3. If can't do anything, I'll just bear with it. By the way, I do good under pressure. I make friends under pressure. I'll actually study and work under pressure.
3 names u go by
Zulaikha
Zue.
K. Ayka.
I have more: Zouk, Su'tida, Zuey, Zeus.
3 of ur favourite foods
Pizza with lots of toppings.
Ice cream, maybe cookies and cream or praline flavoured.
Marshmallows covered in caramel and chocolate.
3 things u'r wearing right now
Tank top, jeans, belt.
who's in the house with u?
Mama, Ala Balkis(my aunt), Zuhrie, Zuheri, the maids.
who r u thinking about right now?
The BF/exBF. He just called.
tell me, who's ur special now?
Guess that'll be my BF/exBF. I just destroyed something of his(you know, under stress and also that I was so furious with him) and now we're good.
who do u wanna be with right now?
Good question. I won't tell you. Let's just say that it's out of pure lust that I want to 'be' with him. I don't have real feelings for this particular guy. You know, just another pretty face.
who did u last talk to on the phone?
BF/exBF. Called because his niece woke him up. Just wanted to check on me. And he misses me.
who do u sit next to in your class?
Right now I don't have formal classes. Just Spanish classes, next to Lion-na(that's Leeana, brother's girlfriend). Used to sit next to Sailormoon, Superwoman Grace and Ee Fei the Fly in Taylors. Miss them so much!!!
who do u wish u were right now?
Angelina Jolie. Then I'd get to be with Brad Pitt(Did you know his real name is William Bradly Pit??). And I'd get to travel the world. And have lots of money and get to adopt kids and have them with my last name.
where do u live?
Subang. Where the magic happens.
where is ur handphone?
Charging. Yes, people, I finally charge my phone. If you want to reach me, you can reach me now. Until tomorrow when the battery will be out again and I'll be too lazy to charge. Again.
where do u sleep?
On my twin four poster bed. In my house in Subang. Soon it'll change. Then, yay!!
where is the last place u took a ride to?
Midvalley. Last night to watch Transformers again. Got stabbed in my tummy again. Shit(I'm allowed to swear to show extremes) it hurts. By the way, I meant pierce my navel.
where are u now?
Home, in Subang in the computer room. Don't really believe in going out to use the computer when I have internet connection at home.
what was the last thing u ate?
My maid's fabulous and famous Maggi goreng.
what colour shirt r u wearing?
Yellow.... I think. A little brownish.
what is the closest item near u
Colour pencils. I was... ehem... 'expressing' my creativity this afternoon. That was hours ago and I've still yet to keep the colour pencils.
what is ur favourite colour?
Pink. Please tell me you know that. I mean even if you never knew me, you can see it in this page right? Peter, you're excused.
what was the last movie that u watched?
Confessions of a Young Bride. I hate the ending. She should end up with the good-looking guy. If we're talking about cinema movie, it's Transformers(twice). That movie is so fucking good(again, I'm only swearing to show extremes. I mean have you ever heard me say f**k?). I recommend the movie to everyone. The CGI is beyond.
when did u start school?
2 plus. Yes, I was a genius when I was young. My father thought school will enhance the genius in me, but instead it suppresses it. Damn. If only I didn't go to school. I'd still have that genius in me.
when is ur birthday?
13th January. Now that you know, you're obliged to remember. No excuse. Put it in your calendar and put phone alarms. I'll be expecting lots of gifts next year!!
when did u last go to the mall?
Yesterday. Midvalley. Went to see Transformers and get stabbed in the tummy again. Do you know that there is a 3 year waiting list for anyone to open a shop there? I mean Midvalley, not my tummy.
What are you listening to right now?
The fan. Hold on, I'll switch on iTunes. The song that came up is... Be Faithful by Fatman Scoop. I didn't even know I had that song in my iTunes.
A part of a song lyric that's in your mind?
Que hiciste? The new JLo song. I means 'What did you do?' I love that song. Don't know the lyrics though because it's in Spanish. One day I'll memorise the lyrics. Oh and part of the song 'Big Girls Don't Cry'.
Your three plans for tmrw?
Wake up early. If you know me that is seriously something I have to plan first. I'm a night person. Almost, what's that word?, nocturnal, if you will.
What do you want?
A job. So I can get money to start investing. I want to be wealthy before I get too old. Then what's the fun in that?
Are you feeling hungry?
For something cold and sweet. Maybe an ice cream. Or ice blended Vanilla from Coffee Bean. Or Caramel Frappucino from Starbucks.
Who do you miss right now?
My friends. Sailormoon. Superwoman!! You're soooooo far in Kuching, Grace! Julie, though I'll probably meet her on Saturday. And Eiman in Australia. And of course my BF/exBF. Hope his niece turns up the TV volume and wake him up again so he'll call.
Last friend(s) you talked to?
Julie in SMS. And Syuen. Syuen a.k.a. Arsyan is this friend I had since I was 5/6. We were neighbours. Still contact him occasionally. He's 5 years older than me.
What do you like about last night?
I got my navel piercing again! Yay. And watching Transformers with BF/exBF. He's like this kid who started talking about buying a second hand car that'll transform and turn into a butt-kicking super-cool Camaro. Personally,I like the Pontiac Solstice better.
When you were a kid, what did you want to be when you grew up?
Doctor. Teacher. Model. And a whole lot of other things. Yeap, I was indecisive from the beginning.
Do you play games?
Yes. I'd be a pretty boring person if I don't. I love games. Board games, computer games. Games of the heart.... Muahahahaha.
What song did you last hear?
Don't Tell Me-Avril Lavigne. I love this song. It's like telling a guy, "I'm not cheap you stupid man-whore. And I'm just not that interested."
Person you hate most?
I made a list of 10 people I hate the most. I really think There is one person I hate the most. Let's not put the 10 names here. Waste of space.
Who makes you laugh the most?
Sailormoon and Grace. Oh, and Aimi(when I can stand her... hehehe...). They really made my days in Taylors.
In a few words, explain what makes you love someone?
Personality. I can read most people and looks alone just don't cut it. If you're a bad boy, there will be crush and lust. But a semi good personality can make my heart jump. Oh, looks as a first impression. If you take care of your looks then I know you at least want to impress me. That's flattering.
What were you doing this morning at 9 a.m?
9 a.m.? Isn't that, like, before dawn? I mean who wakes up before dawn?
What were you doing 15 minutes ago?
Talk on the phone with BF/exBF. Reply Julie's SMS.
Say something.
Yay. I don't know, just feel like saying "Yay."
I'm in the mood to do surveys like this alot these days. Expect another one soon, okay?
LoVe~
MzP<3>
08 July 2007
Educated Rich Suckers
Been reading the book Rich Dad Poor Dad. I remember years ago when my father read it. He used to say he's become someone different because of the book. He keeps on quoting things in the book. When I finally read the book a few days ago, I realised something. My father didn't really get the overall picture and the lesson of the book. He just got a few examples of the author's life and tried to apply it in his. Which of course didn't work.That's why our lives are still not of the super rich and he still can't afford to send me overseas.
When read the book, I find it too repetitive. It repeats the same thing over and over and over again. But then I realise that it actually made it's way through my skull into my brain. Guess that's why it repeats alot. Too get into people's thick skulls. Basically the whole book is just very much common sense. Something we should know to not get into a longterm financial trouble all our lives. I like the book. It makes me look at myself and my life in a bigger picture. Like a fly trying to get out of a closed window when the door at the other side of the room is open. The fly will hit itself against the window like crazy untill it finally gets too weak and dies. What most people can only see this window as a way out. So they work hard all their lives. To get out and taste the freedom. But as long as we're as short-sighted and close-minded as the fly, the window won't budge. That's the whole picture of the book. Actually, as far as I read, it never mentioned flies. That's just an example of mine. The book talked, instead, of rats. You know, how they work hard on the wheel thingy and never get anywhere.
I am seriously missing my Taylors friends. My life is empty now, trying to fill it up somehow. I'm just not very well in health right now so my mood to go out is running quite low. I actually feel like listing what I want to do for the holidays. So here's my list, in no specific order.
Get a job
Read lots of books
Rock climbing
Go on a diet and really lose weight
Go out with old friends
Go traveling with friends
Watch the whole Heroes 1st season
Watch Desperate Housewives third season
Learn a language, preferably Spanish or French
Watch all interesting movies worth watching
Get myself in a few companies
Teach someone
Learn to cook something
Do cross-stitches
Learn a type of dancing
Learn something useful
Oh yeah, speaking of learning, I've learned a few things lately.
1. There's a 'Teddy Geiger Day' It's on the 19th of March. But I forgot in which country it is celebrated in.
2. A book called 'How Opal Mehta Got Kissed, Got Wild And Got A Life' was actually plagiarised from at least 5 different books of 4 different authors. And the plagiarism is so obvious it's hard not to miss. Try Wiki it (as in Wikipedia).
3. There's superhero called Rose Tattoo who can kill anyone with anything she makes. Including her bodily fluids during sex. That's so cool right??!! You can Wiki her too.
4. "I'm Sorry" in Spanish. Which..... I forgot. Damn. Oh well, nevermind. My Spanish class is starting on Monday. Yay.
5. Angelina Jolie and Billy Bob Thornton used to carry each other's blood around their neck, in small vials. Wow. I should do that with my husband one day.
6. The history of taxes. Income tax is actually voted by middle-class and poor people to get money from the rich. In the end, the governments got money hungry and taxed middle-class people too. Then rich people find ways to get out of tax legally so the middle-classes are stuck being punished for something they voted themselves in the first place. See, you can't bring down the rich because they know how to handle it. Why not try being rich. Then you wouldn't have those problems. The rich work very hard and smart for what they gained. Who says they need to be punished for it? By the way, I'm not rich.
7. The house you live in is not an asset. Nor is your car. Or your golf clubs.
8. Genetic jeans are the 'in' thing for jeans now. They're super nice.
9. There's a burger served in a hotel that costs 6,000 US dollars. And a glass of martini for 10,000 US dollars in another hotel.
10. Fergie's new videoclip actually stars the main character from Heroes. How super cool is that?!
11. Wikipedia is sooo addictive!!!!!!! I keep on finding out new things from it, apparently you can search for almost everything in it. You can also Wiki Wikipedia. In fact everyone should start Wiki-ing(if there's such a word). You'll get so hooked on it. Try the elephant man, superheros, James Bond, a book author, a film director, or anything you'd like to know about. You'd get so addicted in no time.
You know what? All this time I keep on feeling really unsure of what I'm going to do in the future. But after reading this book 'Rich Dad Poor Dad,' I feel like I know exactly what to do. I don't actually have to do anything specific. Just learn. And learn life. Things that really matter. Then I'll be one of those educated rich suckers that rule everything.
Funny thing, I've known people who detests rulebooks and anywhere and anything with rules. But they try to be a rebel and break rules. Hello? You can't break the rules if you don't know them. I mean, how lame is it if someone catches you breaking the rules and your excuse is: I don't know the rules! My brother actually looked at me weirdly when I told him I know every school rule in my high school and said "No way!" when I asked him to read his rulebook. People think I'm a nerd for actually reading the rulebook and knowing that page 64 contains the punishments but at least when a teacher tries to catch me doing something, I'll know exactly what category the offense I did is in and where the teacher got it wrong, better yet, if there is a way out of it. So please study the rules. I guess that's why I'm interested in Business Law. Knowing the law actually helps me find legal loopholes and laws that might benefit me and protect me. In fact I recommend everyone to do it. At least the next time you feel rebellious and feel like breaking the rules at least you'll know the rule you're trying to break actually exists. Imagine what it feels like to find out a rule didn't exist after you go through all the trouble to break it. It must feel really empty inside.
LoVe~
MzP<3>
When read the book, I find it too repetitive. It repeats the same thing over and over and over again. But then I realise that it actually made it's way through my skull into my brain. Guess that's why it repeats alot. Too get into people's thick skulls. Basically the whole book is just very much common sense. Something we should know to not get into a longterm financial trouble all our lives. I like the book. It makes me look at myself and my life in a bigger picture. Like a fly trying to get out of a closed window when the door at the other side of the room is open. The fly will hit itself against the window like crazy untill it finally gets too weak and dies. What most people can only see this window as a way out. So they work hard all their lives. To get out and taste the freedom. But as long as we're as short-sighted and close-minded as the fly, the window won't budge. That's the whole picture of the book. Actually, as far as I read, it never mentioned flies. That's just an example of mine. The book talked, instead, of rats. You know, how they work hard on the wheel thingy and never get anywhere.
I am seriously missing my Taylors friends. My life is empty now, trying to fill it up somehow. I'm just not very well in health right now so my mood to go out is running quite low. I actually feel like listing what I want to do for the holidays. So here's my list, in no specific order.
Get a job
Read lots of books
Rock climbing
Go on a diet and really lose weight
Go out with old friends
Go traveling with friends
Watch the whole Heroes 1st season
Watch Desperate Housewives third season
Learn a language, preferably Spanish or French
Watch all interesting movies worth watching
Get myself in a few companies
Teach someone
Learn to cook something
Do cross-stitches
Learn a type of dancing
Learn something useful
Oh yeah, speaking of learning, I've learned a few things lately.
1. There's a 'Teddy Geiger Day' It's on the 19th of March. But I forgot in which country it is celebrated in.
2. A book called 'How Opal Mehta Got Kissed, Got Wild And Got A Life' was actually plagiarised from at least 5 different books of 4 different authors. And the plagiarism is so obvious it's hard not to miss. Try Wiki it (as in Wikipedia).
3. There's superhero called Rose Tattoo who can kill anyone with anything she makes. Including her bodily fluids during sex. That's so cool right??!! You can Wiki her too.
4. "I'm Sorry" in Spanish. Which..... I forgot. Damn. Oh well, nevermind. My Spanish class is starting on Monday. Yay.
5. Angelina Jolie and Billy Bob Thornton used to carry each other's blood around their neck, in small vials. Wow. I should do that with my husband one day.
6. The history of taxes. Income tax is actually voted by middle-class and poor people to get money from the rich. In the end, the governments got money hungry and taxed middle-class people too. Then rich people find ways to get out of tax legally so the middle-classes are stuck being punished for something they voted themselves in the first place. See, you can't bring down the rich because they know how to handle it. Why not try being rich. Then you wouldn't have those problems. The rich work very hard and smart for what they gained. Who says they need to be punished for it? By the way, I'm not rich.
7. The house you live in is not an asset. Nor is your car. Or your golf clubs.
8. Genetic jeans are the 'in' thing for jeans now. They're super nice.
9. There's a burger served in a hotel that costs 6,000 US dollars. And a glass of martini for 10,000 US dollars in another hotel.
10. Fergie's new videoclip actually stars the main character from Heroes. How super cool is that?!
11. Wikipedia is sooo addictive!!!!!!! I keep on finding out new things from it, apparently you can search for almost everything in it. You can also Wiki Wikipedia. In fact everyone should start Wiki-ing(if there's such a word). You'll get so hooked on it. Try the elephant man, superheros, James Bond, a book author, a film director, or anything you'd like to know about. You'd get so addicted in no time.
You know what? All this time I keep on feeling really unsure of what I'm going to do in the future. But after reading this book 'Rich Dad Poor Dad,' I feel like I know exactly what to do. I don't actually have to do anything specific. Just learn. And learn life. Things that really matter. Then I'll be one of those educated rich suckers that rule everything.
Funny thing, I've known people who detests rulebooks and anywhere and anything with rules. But they try to be a rebel and break rules. Hello? You can't break the rules if you don't know them. I mean, how lame is it if someone catches you breaking the rules and your excuse is: I don't know the rules! My brother actually looked at me weirdly when I told him I know every school rule in my high school and said "No way!" when I asked him to read his rulebook. People think I'm a nerd for actually reading the rulebook and knowing that page 64 contains the punishments but at least when a teacher tries to catch me doing something, I'll know exactly what category the offense I did is in and where the teacher got it wrong, better yet, if there is a way out of it. So please study the rules. I guess that's why I'm interested in Business Law. Knowing the law actually helps me find legal loopholes and laws that might benefit me and protect me. In fact I recommend everyone to do it. At least the next time you feel rebellious and feel like breaking the rules at least you'll know the rule you're trying to break actually exists. Imagine what it feels like to find out a rule didn't exist after you go through all the trouble to break it. It must feel really empty inside.
LoVe~
MzP<3>
06 July 2007
Prince of Evil
I love my new kitten. It's the most adorable thing. Named him Prince, you know, after Prince William. Prince is 4 months old now. His birthday is on the 28th of February 2007(Julie's birthday!!). Next year I'm going to make a huge birthday party for his one year old birthday. And expect lots of you to show up! He'll be so big by that time. Then you guys can bring nice presents for him.
Talking about birthdays, remember, mine is on the 13th of January, a month before Prince's birthday. Again, presents, people!!
I'm so stuck at home doing nothing. I've put my social life on hold for that stupid BF/exBF who probably don't even appreciate it. Well, all of that is going to change. From now on I'll fill up my social life until there is no time for that BF/exBF. At that time, he won't be able to see me on a daily basis, and serve him right. Mwahahahahahahahaha.
Right now the only highlight of my month is watching Transformers and the seventh book of Harry Potter coming out on the 21st. Thats like less than 15 days away. Yay. When I get the book, I won't go out, won't pick up the phone, won't read any sms and won't go online until I finish reading the book. There. This is due to the fact that my previous Harry Potter storyline surprises are always spoiled by someone telling me what happens and who died. All I know for the seventh book is that Harry Potter himself will die. And hopefully my darling Voldemort will live and he will rule the world better than he did before with me at his side. After all, the prophecy did say that one will live and the other will die or something like that. I wonder why people hate Voldemort so much. Seems only me who recognises his brilliant smartness and his power. Power is everything and there is noway young, naive and hopeless Harry Potter would ever defeat power of that much greatness. So there.
Yes, it's obvious that I do have a dark side. Having a dark side is not all that bad you know. In fact,
I'm sure you love cookies, am I right? I do. Mmmmmm,,....... Deeeelish.
There's a big advantage to being in the dark side. Like for instance, you can rule the world. And nobody can stop you!!!!! Well, the first step to be evil is to have an evil laugh. You know most evil people have this really evil laugh. Like Dr.Evil in Austin Powers, the Dracula in Van Helsing, Voldemort, and most evil witches.
And when you get to the higher stage of being evil, you will have the guts to say this to your friends.
Okay, I'm just going icon crazy today. But I do love being evil. Eventhough I have the good girl image. Well, you know, as they say,
LoVe~
MzP<3
Talking about birthdays, remember, mine is on the 13th of January, a month before Prince's birthday. Again, presents, people!!
I'm so stuck at home doing nothing. I've put my social life on hold for that stupid BF/exBF who probably don't even appreciate it. Well, all of that is going to change. From now on I'll fill up my social life until there is no time for that BF/exBF. At that time, he won't be able to see me on a daily basis, and serve him right. Mwahahahahahahahaha.
Right now the only highlight of my month is watching Transformers and the seventh book of Harry Potter coming out on the 21st. Thats like less than 15 days away. Yay. When I get the book, I won't go out, won't pick up the phone, won't read any sms and won't go online until I finish reading the book. There. This is due to the fact that my previous Harry Potter storyline surprises are always spoiled by someone telling me what happens and who died. All I know for the seventh book is that Harry Potter himself will die. And hopefully my darling Voldemort will live and he will rule the world better than he did before with me at his side. After all, the prophecy did say that one will live and the other will die or something like that. I wonder why people hate Voldemort so much. Seems only me who recognises his brilliant smartness and his power. Power is everything and there is noway young, naive and hopeless Harry Potter would ever defeat power of that much greatness. So there.
Yes, it's obvious that I do have a dark side. Having a dark side is not all that bad you know. In fact,
I'm sure you love cookies, am I right? I do. Mmmmmm,,....... Deeeelish.
There's a big advantage to being in the dark side. Like for instance, you can rule the world. And nobody can stop you!!!!! Well, the first step to be evil is to have an evil laugh. You know most evil people have this really evil laugh. Like Dr.Evil in Austin Powers, the Dracula in Van Helsing, Voldemort, and most evil witches.
And when you get to the higher stage of being evil, you will have the guts to say this to your friends.
Okay, I'm just going icon crazy today. But I do love being evil. Eventhough I have the good girl image. Well, you know, as they say,
LoVe~
MzP<3
25 June 2007
The Beginning
Okay, my exams are over. What now? Trying to apply for scholarships. A task which is alot more easier said than done. First, I don't hav ethe qualifications to apply for any scholarships if referring to my A-levels results. Most are asking for a minimum of 2As and 1B. If we're talking about my SPM results, I'm qualified, mostly. Somehow I don't get it. A-levels is so much more harder than SPM but the qualifications are still higher. Just feel that it's not being fair especially to people like me. I knew I should have just went to Matriks instead. I'd be saving my parents some goddamn hell of a lot of money and be lined up to a local university by now.
My brother is so bloody lucky to have gotten his scholarship. He'll be leaving this Tuesday. Wish that was me. This end of exams period is just hell of a lot more depressing than I thought it would be. End of exam means start of facing the music. Reality. Real life. Something I've just been avoiding all this while. I'll tell you that I hate pressure and run away as far as I can from it. But I actually work really,really well under pressure. It's scary. I'm also self proclaimed Queen of Procrastination. You will probably never find a person that procrastinates as much as me. If I'm not careful, I'll end up like Da Vinci. One of the greatest inventors of all time but not known for it because of his lack of follow-up to his ideas. Well, at least he's famous for something.
The only good news now is that I've gotten a conditional offer for UNSW and Monash in Australia. What am I doing? I don't know actually. Oh well, wish me lots of luck! Because I surely need it.
LoVe~
MzP<3
My brother is so bloody lucky to have gotten his scholarship. He'll be leaving this Tuesday. Wish that was me. This end of exams period is just hell of a lot more depressing than I thought it would be. End of exam means start of facing the music. Reality. Real life. Something I've just been avoiding all this while. I'll tell you that I hate pressure and run away as far as I can from it. But I actually work really,really well under pressure. It's scary. I'm also self proclaimed Queen of Procrastination. You will probably never find a person that procrastinates as much as me. If I'm not careful, I'll end up like Da Vinci. One of the greatest inventors of all time but not known for it because of his lack of follow-up to his ideas. Well, at least he's famous for something.
The only good news now is that I've gotten a conditional offer for UNSW and Monash in Australia. What am I doing? I don't know actually. Oh well, wish me lots of luck! Because I surely need it.
LoVe~
MzP<3
07 June 2007
Another Disaster...
Today, the big disaster was my stupid math paper. Damn. I can't believe myself for being so incredibly stupid. First disaster: Not bringing an eraser. It's math!! There're graphs!!! We draw wrong graphs!!!! We need to erase wrong graphs!!!!! Alright, now I get that one out, lets move on..........to the next disaster.
So second disaster? This is a bit of a long story. I'm assuming you love long stories (because why else would you be reading my blog?). Like all stories there's good news and bad news. Good news: I knew how to do the questions!! Yay me!!! Okay. Now, the bad news: I didn't get to finish the paper. Okay, let's blame it on this one particular question. I spent too much time on this particular question, maybe 15 mins? I tell you, it sucks because I tried and tried for, like, 5 times and still didn't get the answer. You wanna know what's the worst part of it all? After, I snet in my paper, grabbed my things and got out of the exam hall, a certain Sailormoon told me I didn't get the answer because, get this, I didn't change my calculator mode!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! And I didn't get to finish the easy last question because of that? Man, I suck. I really do.
Okay, glad to get that off my chest.
Well, other happenings of today did not get any worse than exam. Come to think of it, almost nothing in this world can get worse than exams. But that's just on my part. You know what people say about moving on even if you get bad results? Doesn't apply to me. I mean, if my A-levels results are bad, I'll be sure to be dead before you can say university. Mom's gonna kill me. But before that I'm gonna kill myself so that she can't kill me. But trust me, she'll still find a way to kill me again. So then my dad is gonna come back from one of his flights and then dig me up from my grave and kill me again. I so don't believe that you can only die once. Not concerning exams. Not when you have my parents.
Anyway.
I went to eat in Las Carretas today, a mexican restaurant in Taipan. Was wearing this yellow top. Then this waiter was 'kind enough' to point out that my yellow top matches their walls. And the tablecloth. And my BF/exBF's drink. And then he laughed all the way to the kitchen when I ordered a yellow dessert. Whoopee. Fun. I was kind enough to still leave a tip though.
Let's end this post on an interesting note. Guess what? My brother's girlfriend, Leeana, bought herself a bubble machine. You know, a machine that spits out lots of bubbles. She says it's so cool to put in her room but I think she bought it as retail therapy (you know, another fight with BF). I assembled it and everything so we tested it in my house. My youngest brother happened to be having his first piano class on that day so me and Leeana sneakily put the machines facing him in the next room. So we wondered whether he was distracted untill we heard the piano pounding stop abruptly and, suddenly, my little brother running across the room chasing bubbles. We burst out laughing histerically after that. So Leeana brought it home and tried it in her house.In the end, her mom didn't allow her to put it in her room because it gets the floor all sticky. And her dad said,"You're 18 and still find bubbles entertaining?" Aww, so sad. And she bought a whole year supply of bubbles to go with the machine.
The funniest thing? My BF/exBF was so excited when I told him and overdevastated when he didn't get to see it. He's 25. That says a lot don't you think? Lets hope he never meets Leeana's dad with the bubble machine aruond.
LoVe~
MzP<3
So second disaster? This is a bit of a long story. I'm assuming you love long stories (because why else would you be reading my blog?). Like all stories there's good news and bad news. Good news: I knew how to do the questions!! Yay me!!! Okay. Now, the bad news: I didn't get to finish the paper. Okay, let's blame it on this one particular question. I spent too much time on this particular question, maybe 15 mins? I tell you, it sucks because I tried and tried for, like, 5 times and still didn't get the answer. You wanna know what's the worst part of it all? After, I snet in my paper, grabbed my things and got out of the exam hall, a certain Sailormoon told me I didn't get the answer because, get this, I didn't change my calculator mode!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! And I didn't get to finish the easy last question because of that? Man, I suck. I really do.
Okay, glad to get that off my chest.
Well, other happenings of today did not get any worse than exam. Come to think of it, almost nothing in this world can get worse than exams. But that's just on my part. You know what people say about moving on even if you get bad results? Doesn't apply to me. I mean, if my A-levels results are bad, I'll be sure to be dead before you can say university. Mom's gonna kill me. But before that I'm gonna kill myself so that she can't kill me. But trust me, she'll still find a way to kill me again. So then my dad is gonna come back from one of his flights and then dig me up from my grave and kill me again. I so don't believe that you can only die once. Not concerning exams. Not when you have my parents.
Anyway.
I went to eat in Las Carretas today, a mexican restaurant in Taipan. Was wearing this yellow top. Then this waiter was 'kind enough' to point out that my yellow top matches their walls. And the tablecloth. And my BF/exBF's drink. And then he laughed all the way to the kitchen when I ordered a yellow dessert. Whoopee. Fun. I was kind enough to still leave a tip though.
Let's end this post on an interesting note. Guess what? My brother's girlfriend, Leeana, bought herself a bubble machine. You know, a machine that spits out lots of bubbles. She says it's so cool to put in her room but I think she bought it as retail therapy (you know, another fight with BF). I assembled it and everything so we tested it in my house. My youngest brother happened to be having his first piano class on that day so me and Leeana sneakily put the machines facing him in the next room. So we wondered whether he was distracted untill we heard the piano pounding stop abruptly and, suddenly, my little brother running across the room chasing bubbles. We burst out laughing histerically after that. So Leeana brought it home and tried it in her house.In the end, her mom didn't allow her to put it in her room because it gets the floor all sticky. And her dad said,"You're 18 and still find bubbles entertaining?" Aww, so sad. And she bought a whole year supply of bubbles to go with the machine.
The funniest thing? My BF/exBF was so excited when I told him and overdevastated when he didn't get to see it. He's 25. That says a lot don't you think? Lets hope he never meets Leeana's dad with the bubble machine aruond.
LoVe~
MzP<3
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